#i genuinely dont know if 40k notes is considered a lot or a big deal on social media but to me it is

[pocketlad]

I missed an important anniversary of mine!

#no wonder i've been thinking about it lately lol #i didnt even realize it was the year anniversary.. #of the mario teaches typing post! #ok its not actually when i first posted but it is when i added the addition of proof of him actually saying it #and it is when it started getting notes #i genuinely dont know if 40k notes is considered a lot or a big deal on social media but to me it is #because nothing like that has ever happened to me before lol #i was very very caught off guard and feeling shy #but it wasnt bad it was very good and it had a big impact on me #1. i took his advice to heart and started trying harder to be nice to people #2. my notifs were filled with people saying they were crying and they were so happy and i tmade me smile every time i read it #especially because i suffer from mental illness even more than i could ever convey to anyone and it was such a comfort.. #3. it got people to love and appreciate mario and charles #it got ME to love and appreciate mario even more tbh #i already loved him but just hearing it again and thinking about it more deeply #that mario at his core and essence is love and joy #AAACJJJCJ like hes complex hes a human being he has a lot to him #but his essence will always be love and joy.. #and i should strive to be like him. charles is so fecking correct #unfortunately sometimes i wake up hating everyone and everything and im really impatient #but i try my best