#i genuinely feel uncomfy rbing content right now when i know followers/mutuals are hurting and don't know how to alleviate that

[septembersghost]

I know you haven't been posting TS stuff out of respect for everyone upset rn but this made me think of you :3 https://www.tumblr.com/hightowres/717128939650285568

oh i love this, it's so pretty and very much my #aesthetic, thank you 💕

#whispering in the tags #i genuinely feel uncomfy rbing content right now when i know followers/mutuals are hurting and don't know how to alleviate that #but at the same time i really miss simply feeling warmth and happiness and having the presence of her music in my queue daily #like i said to a friend her music helped save me at my very darkest in 2009/2010 helped me heal in 2012 got me through losing angel in 2019 #was an anchor in 2020. and so on. it's such a constant and i've loved that for fifteen years #and from an admittedly selfish perspective idk quite how to navigate this or completely separate. and maybe that's my own fault #my heart aches. and my priority has been sticking with the marginalized fans who are hurting and deserve to be heard and respected #but i really really miss being able to post and listen to her without thinking twice about it. i hate that we're going through this #i hate that a time of joy and triumph and excitement has been dampened for so many people 💔 #anyway #thank you for the pretty post bestie <3 #anonymous #letterbox #thrown out speeches