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makku-ruko · 5 years

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Chill pill - descent into obsession

(Monday)

Vaccine: -.-....Anaesthesia is asleep again....

Heimlich: They didn’t give her an alarm clock. Geez, Para is in such high demand it’s pissing ME off. He needs rest.

Ethanol: Ahaaaaah that’s one of the reasons why I don’t miss being here.

Vaccine: Yes but you two are great substitutes for helping along the healing process. Actually, you’re quite vital.

Ethanol: Gee, Vacc, if ya wanted to succ, you coulda just asked ^^

Vaccine: u n s a n i t a r y ò0ó

Ethanol: Whacha mean? -3- I’m always clean.

Vaccine: Yes but chlorine cleans pools and the pools aren’t fully clean either. You are a disinfectant for wounds. And plus, the ejaculate would kill me.

Heimlich: //He whistles.//

Ethanol: Ouch. I’m hurt. I’ll go escort Anaesthesia because I’m so hurt. Boohoo. See ya~ //He waves them off. Ward 6-B. His entrance has been made.// Okaaay sleeping beauty. Time to wake up.

Anaesthesia: ....m...hm...? //She stirs and awakens. Eyes shoot open. She hugs Ethanol. Her voice is naturally quite hoarse.// long.....time....!

Ethanol: 0///0 uh...yeah. //He hugs back and pulls away to look at her.// your uhm...hair got longer...and -w- assets. You look good!

Anaesthesia: //bashfulness. She hugs his arm.// I’m.....late...?

Ethanol: Yep. Para is resting again. I’m convinced those asshats are just using him for a high now. //He starts walking.//

Anaesthesia: mm....your....wellbeing...?

Ethanol: Oh me? I’m fine now. Let’s hope these patients don’t drain me...uh...ahem...you should get new clothes...your robe is shrinking.

Anaesthesia: ..???? //She tilts her head.//

Ethanol: N-never mind -////- /I like the view./

——-

Heimlich: Hey prince Charming and Cinderella, there’s a line now. Hurry up.

Ethanol: Why aren’t you in class?? Isn’t that where your booooyfriend is~?

Heimlich: .....//He turns away.//

Ethanol: w-woah hey, I was kidding— is it that serious??

Vaccine: It’s um...quite emotionally upsetting and a sensitive topic.

Heimlich: Don’t speak for me nerd. Come on, princess.

Anaesthesia: !! //She hurriedly scurries into the room.//

Ethanol: //He watches as she leaves.//...uuuh...did she...always...uhm...

Heimlich: What? You forgot what she looks like?

Ethanol: Hey man, we barely ever see her. Even more-so myself because I’m never really here.

Heimlich: Catching feelings already?~

Ethanol: Am I wrong to?? She’s fucking gorgeous.

Vaccine: To each his own. I agree that she is attractive but you appear to be exaggerating.

Ethanol: Huh?? Well...maybe it’s just me. From now on, let me handle waking her up.

Heimlich: Is that your plan to win her over?

Ethanol: ( ´ ▽ ` ) don’t know. don’t care~

———-

Ethanol: //He leaves room. Class is finished.//

Anaesthesia: //She leaves the room also. Work is finished.// ! Ethan..!

Ethanol: //Goofy smile. He likes the way she calls for him.// (//∇//) Evening, princess~

Anaesthesia: ^^~ //Clings to his arm.//

Ethanol: //“( ´ ▽ ` ) angeeeel~”// Back to your room, right?

Anaesthesia: Mm..!

Ethanol: //begins walking.// Does....this job ever take its toll on you?

Anaesthesia: mm...mm-mm..

Ethanol: //smile.// Strong girl... /you’re amazing/..//“Why is it...that I feel so strongly so quickly. It feels odd...like I can’t control it.”// ..

Anaesthesia: //She is content with the company.//

———

(next day- Tuesday)

Ethanol: ^^ good morning beautiful!

Anaesthesia: ..!! ^^

Ethanol: You’re kinda like a puppy~ got any business being this adorable?~

Anaesthesia: //She shys away, bashful. Her hands are taken and she’s led out of the bed.//

Ethanol: Anaesthesia....it’s a princess-like name. You know?

Anaesthesia: stop...! >\\\\<

Ethanol: //chuckling.// Okaaaay -w-

———-

(Next day- Wednesday)

Ethanol: //opens the door but jumps at the sight of her.// WAHFUCK—!!

Anaesthesia: //soft giggling.//

Ethanol: //“haaaaaaah SHES SO CUTE!!”// Heyy...whacha doing behind the door?

Anaesthesia: //She winks and informs with her index.// Body....clock...thanks to...you... //Gratitude shines in her pearl blue eyes.//

Ethanol: //He is Immediately lost in them. Face heating up.// your....um...you have incredibly stunning eyes...I...

Anaesthesia: //She pauses and watches him flounder. Pulling down her mask, she leans in to kiss his cheek. A soft blush.//

Ethanol: //Frozen. He snaps out of it shortly.// oh uuhm. Work. Yeah. Heheh ^^’

Anaesthesia: //She follows him, clinging to his arm as usual. Content.//

———-

(That night)

Ethanol: //He’s sat on his bed. Breathing heavily. He can’t sleep. Only thoughts of her. They’re making his heart race. “She’s just....I’m....so enthralled...she’s gorgeous...and her hair...her ...eyes....her thighs....” He buries his face in a pillow. “her voice....I want to see her again...but she’s sleeping. That’s creepy.”//...Anaes...thesia....hhhh.... //He is lightly trembling. But he won’t do anymore than hug the pillow.//

————

(Next morning - Thursday)

Ethanol: //Sleep deprived. He exits his room.// hh!

Paracetamol: Oh! Morning Ethan!

Ethanol: Para...then that means...//He races off.//

Paracetamol: Hey wait! You don’t need t— oh wait. I get it. Heheh, GG.

—-

Ethanol: //the door is slammed opened.//

Anaesthesia: !! //Sat in her bed, she yelps in surprise.// E..than...?

Ethanol: ...!! Oh sorry! Sorry... //He closes the door gently. Before meeting her, He’d retrieved a bouquet.// h-hey...

Anaesthesia: //She greets him by smiling with her eyes.//

Ethanol: //He makes his way over and presents the bouquet. Lilies.// These are for you..

Anaesthesia: ! //she clasps her hands in delight and takes them.// ^^!

Ethanol: //He smiles and takes one, brushing her hair aside so he can slide a flower in. Tilting her chin up lightly, he observes her appearance.// A+ plus.

Anaesthesia: //She is bashful once more.//

Ethan: //He grows serious. Taking her hand. The words escape him without thinking.// Listen....You know I think you’re beautiful. You’re amazing and so...delicate... what I’m trying to say is that...I think I have a crush on you and I wanna go out with you..!

Anaesthesia: //She is clueless for a moment but then tilts her head and smiles. A nod is given.// I know....you’ll protect me.....//Her other hand ascends to caress his cheek.// You’re.....so nice... //“And rather delicate yourself...”//

Ethan: //He smiles in relief and leans into her touch. The glint in his eye changes. He’s very vulnerable now.// You’re an angel ^^...!!! Shit! I need to get to work! Okay uhm— I’ll see you later! //He races out the door.//

Anaesthesia: //Content, she waves.//

————

(The next day after work - Friday)

Heimlich: I heard about your tardiness. Oof.

Ethan: Shut up. How was school -3-?

Heimlich: See here you li—

Anaesthesia: //She interrupts, scurrying over to capture Ethan’s arm.// ^^!

Ethanol: Hey baby girl~

Heimlich:.....Uhm...well...

Paracetamol: 0.0 that was..

Vaccine: Really fast.

Ethan: ^\\\^ yep! We’re dating~

Anaesthesia: //She snuggles into him feeling protected.//

Heimlich: I’m...uh...happy for you.

Ethan: -3- the fuck was with that? Either you’re happy or not.

Heimlich: I am. Don’t worry.

Paracetamol: I’m impressed! But you two do look super cute together!

Vaccine: The match is quite a clash. Both strong chemicals. Hmmm...but aesthetically...it looks nice.

Ethan: Aw shucks, you bastards are making me blush~ (//∇//)

Heimlich: mm....

Ethan: Welp, date time~

The others: Have fun!

———-

(That night.)

Ethan: //He’s carrying his beloved. He enters her room and sets her down on her bed.// Are you tired?

Anaesthesia: //Shakes head.// are you....getting enough.....sleep...?

Ethanol: ....no. I-I can’t I just...//He takes her hand. Voice softening and vulnerability returning.// I think about you...every morning....and every night...you’re my everything...

Anaesthesia: //Dreamy-eyed expression.// E...than...

Ethanol: //His gaze shifts from her eyes, to her lips, to her breasts and then to her thighs.//...

Anaesthesia: //She catches his stare and takes his hand, pressing it to her breast. Her gaze fixes on his. It’s a look of trust.//

Ethanol: //He makes sure to register the permission before squeezing lightly a few times. Exploration. Desire.//

Anaesthesia: //She elicits a small sound, breathing growing dense. She hesitantly removes her mask and looks at him once more.//

Ethanol: //He takes initiative and leans in, inches from her lips. He can feel her breath. That glint in his eyes stronger...but her scent is strong. He wants to come closer but the scent incapacitates him. His vision starts to blur and finally he pulls away from her.//...Vacc was right...I don’t think we can go that far....your scent it’s...very powerful...

Anaesthesia: //She is also rather dizzy.// your scent.....also...very strong....

Ethanol: //He bounces back quickly.// but that’s okay! We just....we just won’t do that stuff. //A confident grin.// At least I can hold you...right?

Anaesthesia: //She has recovered and nods quite happily.//

Ethanol: //He stays to chat with her until she feels drowsy and then returns to his room. He recounts the encounter in his head.

“I touched her. Her skin. She’s so soft. I’d never felt....so much desire in my life..it was almost suffocating me...if only I could...get closer. If only I could feel more. See more...” He started breathing heavily again. It trembled. “She was asleep and ...it was so hard to leave...but she was ASLEEP. I could’ve...touched...nonono! That’s wrong and creepy on so many levels... I can’t. No. I’m fine. I’m okay. I’m in love. I love her. It’s fine.” That same glint returns to his eyes. It resembles a heart. He isn’t thinking straight.//

———

(Next morning- Saturday)

Ethan: //He enters her room. Her bed sustains the evidence of her recent presence. Her figure is traceable on the mattress. He approaches, the glint returns. He traces her shape in the sheets. His breath is a little more noticeable. He imagines the shape to fill such lines. A naked body. Her face. Her hair. His fingers trail up to her pillow. He slowly picks it up and lifts it to his face. A strong inhalation. Her scent deteriorates his vision once more. He is idle for a moment and then.// hh!

//He jerks the pillow away and throws it on her mattress, disgusted with himself. He pants in shock, watching his hands in disbelief. Beads of sweat form. He messily wipes his face...more than once. Thoughts of her increase, hitting him like a drug. After a moment or two, he runs back to his room and locks himself in his room. He hasn’t noticed yet that he’s been drooling from the moment he took her pillow.//

//As the day progresses, Heimlich knocks for him— ignored. Paracetamol. Ignored. Vaccine. Ignored. Anaesthesia.//

“I...I feel sick...I’ll talk to you later...”

//Eventually, he falls asleep but it was hard at first. He’s afraid of himself and his panic makes it worse. His dream— he dreams of her. Fulfilling every desire with her.//

————-

(5am next morning.)

Ethan:...//He stirs awake.// ..hh...I need to see her.. //His steps are slow as he lifts himself from his bed. He leaves his room and makes his way towards Anaesthesia’s room. “Her face...her eyes...her hair...Anaesthesia...Anaesthesia...Anaesthesia...Anaes—“ He approaches the door, a sleepy smile on his face. His hand rises to open the door-// !! Wh—-what am I...hh...//He begins to hyperventilate, backing away from the door. Despite his self control, his mind is still full of her. A Suffocating sensation. The glint is more prominent than ever. He can’t go back. With that, he sprints back to his room and trembles. He slumps down against the door and looks at his hands once more in disbelief.// I’m...disgusting...I told him....I told him that I’m gross....I’m....ahahah...hahahahahahah! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! //He then breaks down into tears and eventually falls asleep right there.//

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