#i have been on the fence for 3 years just ahahah i should cut my hair

[matamisin]

my hair reaches past my knees and it drives me crazy everyday BUT it's the only thing I get complimented on so she gets to stay.. for now 🤨

#i have been on the fence for 3 years just ahahah i should cut my hair #and then i almost do but then i get a sense of but what if its my only good feature #my boyf thinks im ridiculous and tru i am HOWEVER i am also very mentally unwell and ive put my worth in my hair #its like i see it as the one thing i have a good hand in and it gets proven to me every day i go out and i have my hair down #but im trying to work on it cause one of my big fears is my hair getting caught in something and like yknow #that risk increases every day my hair inches down #and also cause i wanna actually try to give my hair personality like the length it is now ghere is no such thing as styling it #styling it for me means putting it in a bun or ponytail and thats all LMAOOO #this shit is also rlly fucking heavy man like i out it up to go gym and it literally drives me insane bc of how heavy it is 😭 #its also pin straight #my tita tries to heat curl it and by the time she gets to the other side of my head the side she started on is practically straight again #i used to do bobs and pixie cuts but my parents didnt like it so after the second cut i grew it out of spite #and now ive put myself in this dilemma of like i want to cut it but i dont #just ranting cause im trying to stall getting started on my homework LMAOOOO #but i should get to it slcause the sooner i get it done the sooner i can draw 😭😭 but i dont wanna do ittttt #rant #matamisin talks #i forget what my tags are lol