#i mean not rly a miracle and ive just replaced it w other slightly less unhealthy things or whatever

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bro ALSO. MIRACLE i havent r.....rel..🤢relap....i cant even say it...🤢 during quarantine LOL and thats all i have to say about that

#i mean not rly a miracle and ive just replaced it w other slightly less unhealthy things or whatever #but like. still #I MEAN. LIKE NOT A BIG DEAL THOUGH #unless you count the stick n poking which like. im not #and stop reading now if you have any respect for me BUT #i DID knick my wrist and take a sip babes at some point but i dont count that either bc. different mindset #that was like a new low though. but a different type of low #that was like. a stupidity low not a mental illness low #i dont regret it though. dont YALL wanna know what your blood tastes like?? everyones tastes different it depends on like #diet and chemical levels and whatever. dont you wanna know?? can you REALLY blame me. i dont blame me #i think abt it like everyday and it takes such effort to not stick a curly straw into my veins and drink up #call that IRON DEFICIENCY <3 AND MENTAL ILLNESS <3 AND SEXY <3 not really its messed up and NOT sexy. dont call it sexy #its messed up #anyways i digress my point IS there is a direct correlation of me dropping out of college and stopping self harm so #take that information and do with it what you will...