#i rarely go out with him so hes basically inviting himself to my birthday 🥲

[donghoonie-3]

Panicking rn 💀

#delete later #so my birthday is coming up and i havent even invited anyone yet 😭 or made a proper plan for what im doing #and one of my friends that ive talked about before (when i mentioned the whole social anxiety thing) #and the one who i dont want to be friends with anymore 💀 says that he wants to get me a present and well see 😭 #i rarely go out with him so hes basically inviting himself to my birthday 🥲 #this might seem like a small thing but i dont want to be waisting my birthday listening to people who used to be close to me #talk about shit idk about and like ive asked before and they just replied with 'its not important' 🧍 #oh not to mention one of them is literally a pick me 💀 she always says shes one of the boyz and when she found out her little friend group #has been friends longer than theve been with her she freaked 💀 #anyways if i invite one of 'the boyz' i'll have to invite all of them which i really dont want to do 😭 #i mentioned saying i havent made a plan but i have came up with something small which is going ice skating with #only the people im comfortable with and even after that i havent planned much yet so like 😭 #please this whole thing feels so childish 💀 but i actually want to have a good day bc most of my days are pretty shitty 🥲 #anyways thats all 😭😭 #oh yeah idk if i said this but idfk what to do now 💀