#i swore i wrote the scene where louis found out liam had his name on him??? like it was a coming out of the shower in a towel reveal???

[asymmetricboys]

lol did you guys know i started writing a liam/louis soulmate tattoo fic set in x-factor era in freakin 2013 (before i published ANY 5sos or 1d fic) that got to 12k and i never finished it, and i just found and reread it and the draft is like....really good but I genuinely can’t remember where in god’s name the plot was supposed to go lollllll

#like it's 12k of really fucking good dialogue and solid plot foundation building i was in my bag #but it's so clearly not even halfway done and i have less than zero idea of where the plot was supposed to go #it's funny i thought i'd started writing a scene that i coudldn't find in the draft though #i swore i wrote the scene where louis found out liam had his name on him??? like it was a coming out of the shower in a towel reveal??? #why is my memory so shit lol #searched my computer and icloud and if i wrote that scene it just doesn't exist lol #maybe that's why i never finished it maybe I accidentally deleted a newer draft and felt so down about it that I just couldn't go back to #the old draft and rewrite all the stuff I lost #ace babbles #this is going to bug me but there's no answer to be found #it was liam pov and was a very interesting character deep dive honestly it kind of fucked #the plot was liam had louis's name on him but louis didn't have his name he had eleanor's name?? (you know this is an old fic when) #and i have this super vague memory that either louis's tattoo was going to literally change #or he was going to go to a tattoo parlor and tattoo over it after falling in love with liam lollll #but the only bit that is written is liam's gay crisis and honestly it fucks pretty hard but it can't be a stand alone so only i will ever kn #know #because god knows im not going back and writing xfactor 1d fic in 2023 i have way too many other things to do #im fucking POSITIVE i wrote that goddamn shower towel name reveal scene #did i not fucking hit SAVE???? #is it on my old laptop somehow????