#i think overcoming betrayal is a good way to instill a deep yet tentative trust with someone

[randomositycat]

In love with the moon and moon dynamic they have really... neither of them are especially extroverted and have secrets aplenty,

They hardly say what they mean but are consice when doing so anyways.

It's nice.

#the apothecary diaries #jinmao #i love tropes but do you know what i love more than tropes? #dynamics that cater to me specifically as a weird individual with a twisted view on romance #i love romance but i love it twice as much when its non traditional #when they suffer for and from each other #im always told to let my ocs be happy but simply how could i? #if love is a battlefield then why should your lover strictly be on your side #i think overcoming betrayal is a good way to instill a deep yet tentative trust with someone #why? well you know exactly what this person can do to hurt you #you can have an idea of what may be the worst #and yet you have the trust that maybe theyll never do it again #but to me it reinforces the fact that love is devotion and not just a feeling #choosing to love despite hardship just speaks levels to me #“after all of that after all youve done to me and i still love you” is so good #i wrote it into one of my own oc stories so i think im just biased :) #maybe im brainwashed bc so many married couples seem to hate each other but they wont get divorced so #idk #i genuinely think the way i view love and romance is skewed and broken but oh well! #i like it better this way! #complex relationships make my brain itch