#i think shu is significantly more morally reprehensible than eichi. sorry

[karmanticmoved]

< being so so normal about eichi inside my brain right now (lying)

#tw just dont read the tags imbeing insane and talking abt some of the fucked up shit in enstars uh. well. #.txt #u #help me free me from my brain . jts so loud in here #d. do . whhhhhHhH #okay. #abled people dont know eichi the way i do. nobody knows him the way i do. idc abt canon whatever. my thoughts are right #i think shu is significantly more morally reprehensible than eichi. sorry #eichi fucked up more significantly but with good intent and without . social awareness or innate empathy to 'correct' him. he Did That Shjt #but well. the childhood trauma and No social skills and the fear that any day could be his last and that nothing he could do would matter. #i think he managed to manipulate himself into taking a messier. route to Fixing things. ermmm anywayyy #shu .. sure does have a lot of problems. why did he straight up abuse nazuna. #and poor mika. sorry. i wont shame anyone for liking shu bc in theory hes a really fun character #i just cant get past the whole eating disorder part. it makes me feel gross :( #OTHER PPL DONT HAVE TO LIKE EICHI but im just saying . wataru is . well jn love with him. w the similarities and parallels #between eichi and rei i believe that rei has forgiven him to some extent and does care abt him. and kanata doesnt like him but #respects him as an idol and that he did change most things for the better overall #meanwhile shu is still angry but also he sucks sorry i dont really respect his opinions on the matter #and natsume is still pissed too but he makes more sense bc he escaped most of the damage so hes mad FOR the ppl he cares abt. #i understand him i love him i accept <3 him as he js #anyway x4 umm. um. hm. eichi also did . intentionally leave rules and systems in place to allow further 'revolution' against Himself #to completely fix. the issues. he likes having control but i dont think he truly wants to be an 'emperor'. #when you are going your whole life prepared to die at any moment i imagine there is comfort in having control over other things because #you have absolutely no control over your own life. #sorry im normal #dont read these tags im being embarrassing if you read this no you didnt