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#i was wrong i got WORSE w yongseung
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#okie srry for the spam i thinkk im done;;
#just had a lot of thoughts ;; 3 years isnt a short time at all !!
#for me especially?? i tend to ride in waves of 2 years for groups that end up becoming really improtant to me;;
#i mean when i frst started it ws much quickewr like
#snsd apink hello venus were all groups super important to me
#those three groups i stanned in p close succession ;;
#but starting w ifnt in late 2014/early 2015!!! 2 yr cycles without fail!!
#i mean romeo too kinda;; were 2015!!
#and then svt/broduce was 2017 (and broduce carried me out so. far. in terms of who i follow in kpop these days)
#and vrvr in 2019!!
#in terms fo groups at least and well after 2019...nothing happened in 2021 in terms of finding a new group
#instead my feelings for ys grow stronger by the day?? its been 3 years??? this is so diff and so new and so special to me
#like im still fond of all those groups but in many ways theyre almost like 'groups i used to know' ;;
#i still have incredible fondness and nostalgia for them all but ;; u know the feeling when its kinda passed;;
#but for ys its just been growing stronger by the day for three!! years
#when i found youngk i didnt think id be as down bad for anyone as i was for him
#i was wrong i got WORSE w yongseung
#and i thin k youngk only lasted abt 2 years;;; again that 2 year cycle darling im so sorry;;
#and part of the 2 years was me in denial that i prob double ulted at some point but;;
#its undeniable that i dont ult youngk anymore which ;; kinda hurts i miss those rot feelings but!!
#it is what it is and im glad for the experience;; still v fond of him!!
#and he is in my untouchable line so!!
#ANYWYAS just to say that ;;; emotional time for me just thinking of how long its been how far ive come since then etcetc
#like ys is also such a diff bias for me bc like...i know we dont know each other but he genuinely does..
#make me want to be a better person...ive tried to introduce positive changes to my life thanks to HIM
#and its kinda silly its bc of a kpop boy but u know what if it works it works!!
#whatever the reasoning is as silly as it is if ys is what gets me to want implement more positive habits in my life
#so be it!!!! eventually they'll turn into habits for myself
#and i'll forget the original cuase bc i want to do it myself
#anyways!!
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