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#i will say it uswd to be worse when she wasnt in therapy n shit but hhghhthtnf even my dad who is Never Home has picked up pn it and has
heavenlydreamangelflyhigh
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moms getting competitive w her eating disorder again
#she keeps mimicking how ive been living and now that ive been sliding back and restricting again due to stress
#she's been body checking around me more talking about how much she works out how 'toned' she looks
#and dishing up smaller portions than me only eating half and then saying 'oh i'm so full...marie
#if you can't finish yours just throw the rest out...'
#she had her friend over yesterday and the poor woman made the mistake of confiding in my mother and i about her ed
#and i gave her some advice for recovery & let her know that anorexia is hard to tackle esp when you're taking care of someone else at the
#same time but its doable..and she was asking about what i do when i relapse
#and obv i didnt go into detail so as not to like. give any ideas. but it was nice to have someone Nice to relate to on that front
#immediately my mom jumps in with 'oh i restrict too! thats what i do! i go days without eating and count my calories.
#marie doesnt work out like i do because their therapist said not to..but i work out so i can stay toned and confident.' like no you dont
#it hurts me that shes doing this shit to herself but i know shes doing it in front of me to feel superior because she Always Has
#its CYCLICAL with her. as soon as my gf left the mask came back off and she was right back to the mama i know
#using MY CLOTHES to body check using MY MIRROR infront of me i feel insane.
#like i told her i feel disgusting because i gained two pounds and im at 114 now and she immediately started talking about her weight and
#that we need to stop buying 'junk food'
#MOMM....OH MY GOOOD...
#whatever whatever . i'll get over it in a few mins im just pissy in general and i feel like i live with a 15 yr old sometimes.
#ed ment
#i will say it uswd to be worse when she wasnt in therapy n shit but hhghhthtnf even my dad who is Never Home has picked up pn it and has
#started checking her and telling her to keep it between yhem bc i dont. i canr handle that rn dude
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