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#i wish i could go back on lamicta1. i felt way better on low dose of that then i do on low dose of abi1ify. its so hard to stay on this
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#sometimes i find the degree to which i cannot concentrate very alarming
#like bro i canno read. i have so much to do but i wanna sleep forever
#i just have to get up and go somewhere else. normally id go transfer algae or run but im stuck inside and .y fingers r all cold
#usually its just in the morning that I get thr high distress so its prob the meds
#but yesterday was kinda fucked. ugh.i just need to run around but i cant
#i have such a sinister combo of: brain stops me from being able to b productive and if im not productive i am compelled to do horrible
#things. mood issues and 0cd is horrible. horrible feedback loop
#i just wish i could breathe. itll b fine. eventually itll b summer again and itll b fine
#its like someone's squeezing my throat. like im sick but i kno its just that im anxious
#i was doing so well the past few days in terms of reading and productivity despite the distress
#and im trying to b kind and roll with the punches but its so hard
#like i kno i need to relax and not resist bc resistance makes it worse but it's just hard and im worried this is how itll always b
#i wish i could go back on lamicta1. i felt way better on low dose of that then i do on low dose of abi1ify. its so hard to stay on this
#just bc of how my head works. and like things were complicated with the lamicta1. maybe i wouldnt habe had a reaction if i didnt get a
#tatto0 while upping the dose but now im marked as allergic so i prob wont b allowed to try any of thr anti convulsive type antidepressants
#ugh. i hate this. its so frustrating
#unrelated
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