#i'm kind of neurotic about uh. purchasing anything ever i have to do like hours of research to switch shampoo brands and scrivener is pricey

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i’ve only had scrivener 30 day free trial for around five minutes but i’m about to invent a religion

#listen i understand this is an overreaction but 1) that's the only kind of reaction i do and 2) i have never felt so reassured in my life #i'm kind of neurotic about uh. purchasing anything ever i have to do like hours of research to switch shampoo brands and scrivener is pricey #but i need a word processor and everyone says it's good so i looked at the website like ok convince me bitch #and it's like 'free trial :)' #so i get suspicious ofc like 'ok sure buddy and how hard is it to cancel when your free month is up' #'nah it's a one-click download that just stops working after 30 days you don't even have to give us an email' #'with like half the features right' #'no it's the real deal' #at this point i am rapidly running out of suspicions so i'm like yeah ok i'll get this #'oh god but when should i do this' i think #i am a normal person with normal concerns and if i don't choose the optimal month to try this shit i will die #i have run out the clock on one too many free trials bc i have a debilitating self-sabotage problem #but lo and fuckin behold in a power move the likes of which i have never seen it's a 30 TOTAL days free trial #as in not necessarily consecutive #i literally cannot time it out #currently going through the tutorial and literally every time i start to have a concern the next sentence answers my question plus another q #uestion that hadn't even occurred to me #i have never felt peace like this #i haven't even got to the part where i use the software yet and i'm about to buy this shit just for the mental health benefits #mumbling