#i'm scared to graduate tbh sigh only a few months more but i am so attached to my teachers and classmates and friends ... anyway.

[astrxealis]

i love the term omnisexual/omniromantic bcs it feels like god

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #omnisexual = omniscient = omnipotence #and those two latter terms remind me of orv and then gbf respectively LMFAO obviously so for the first but for the second #it is very specific to a certain guy ^_^ more like a song ..... but yeah ^_^ #hiii i'm alive btw LMFAO life has been fun. altho i have not been taking care of mysef much and i am a mess. whoops. #i love my friends tho and it is all okay..... :3 life goes on and so do we! memento mori! #i'm scared to graduate tbh sigh only a few months more but i am so attached to my teachers and classmates and friends ... anyway. #last field trip in my school and in hs was just a few days ago !!!!! crazy. #i'm not going to ramble here even if i do miss rambling abt random stuff and also my interests for reasons #but uhhh my friends say i am pogi a lot ... <3 i agree HELP LMFAO but nah fr it makes me rlly happy and giddy :333 #i mean there was also them calling me a fuckboy bcs look. all of us wearing our pe school uniforms. #but i wore my browngrey hoodie the whole time (found out later in the field trip i could not take it offeven if i wanted to for embarrassin #reasons i blame my forgetfullnes for) so uh yeah. my hoodie BUT ALSO my headphones #both of which none of them have seen me w actually which is funny. but abyway at some point i wore my headphones and hoodie over my head #+ a cap my friend lent me for the sole purpose of taking pictures of me wearing them (they wanted me to... all of them...) bcs i looked like #a player. funnily enough i took a lot of pics w my friends too and you have me and them like. Soft Launch pics. im two-timing.......... #player fr LMFAO ANYWAY RIGHT :3 #idk. confidence ig and loving yourself and also mu haircut in 2022 went a longlonglong way #short hair >>>> for me !!!!!!! also im probably a tad bit in asian beauty standards but in a cute way so rip #also idk i just. love myself LMFAO #i nerded out sm actually bcs one of the 3 places we went to was an art museum #which we went to b4 for another field trip so at first i was not excited but KABOOM. yeah. #so theres me playfully flirting w friends (cue in me being a 'player' too) #but also seeing a statue of narcissus but by an actual bond and also another named psycopompus uh i forgor how to spell #but a statue of one of those but Artsy and i basically rambled to my friend abt it and my fav teacher was there and asked me abt it AGGGGHHh #so yeah :3 bye <3 take care loveu all !!!!! #im not omnibbtw. i used to go hy that but isk i just go by pan or queer now. #party tho ngl bcs omni is less used and also harder to explain... so ya