#i'm thinking xichen pov but could be a sort of hybrid as well

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thinking about these very guanyin temple xiyao lyrics today

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简短几行说的话宣布绝望 一段时光走出来想被释放 不需要光到天亮 就像一个人往常

a few short lines to declare my despair time to walk out like being released I don’t need light until daybreak being alone as usual

还有什么值得再渴望 不用说谎怎么体贴对方 心有多滚烫 热情耗尽 别再勉强

is there anything left worth desiring how to be considerate of each other’s feelings without lying my heart is boiling warm feelings have been exhausted please don’t try to force it

无条件爱你 我也从不介意 任凭你挑剔猜疑 不怕委屈 太想证明自己 不奢望换取 全部都给你

I’ve loved you unconditionally I’ve never taken offense let you be critical and suspicious unafraid of grievances I so wanted to prove myself expected nothing in return I gave everything to you

无条件爱你 最后再回不去 你可以看作亲密是恶作剧 最后一次爱你 原谅你放不过自己

I’ve loved you unconditionally but in the end I can’t go back what you saw as intimacy was just a practical joke I’ll love you one last time forgive you for not being able to let go of yourself

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from 无条件爱你 by 阮妍霏

#all songs are about my blorbos #but this one hits buttons especially well #i'm thinking xichen pov but could be a sort of hybrid as well #as always i'm just a beginner so take with a pinch of salt #i'm pretty sure i'm getting most of it right #but i've made some translation choices from the xiyao perspective #and other interpretations are possible #chinese language #chinese lyrics #my translations #xiyao #cql adjacent