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#i've lost weight to the point that i think i am properly severly underweight
ayazumi
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2 years
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#oh boy oh boy first ever rant tags can i even say i've been on tumblr without doing this once
#but man i feel. so fucking tired. i got no energy for anything
#my therapist is trying to help me channel all my frustrations into motivational anger but
#i feel like i've given up already
#like my dreams of just: getting into college; leave this shitty as country; maybe try romance again
#they all feel so impossible so why even put the effort
#i hate my art again
#i feel more isolated than ever
#i hate the way i look more and more every fucking day
#i've lost weight to the point that i think i am properly severly underweight
#i have made zero efforts into trying to get a job
#i dont draw anymore
#well i do but
#i force myself
#i disassociate completely when i do and i dont even feel like im drawing
#im dissasociating in general
#i cant sleep
#i've started having nightmares again and seeing those fucking faces when i try to fall asleep
#i feel like a husk
#like im an annoyance to everyone around me
#i still act chipper and positive but afterwards when im alone it feels like taking a mask off
#it just
#nothing
#idk what the fuck to do
#literally only thing keeping me from doing something stupid like self harm or worse is my cats
#i wanna tear out my hair ngl
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