#idk there's a quality that reminds me of chan sm...

[chrisbangs]

😞 everything goes on reminds me of chan so much like... it's such a chan coded song like 😓 it has so much softness and love in it but it's such a hopeful and almost sad song at the same time... idk 😓 it's just so... soulmates.. star crossed lovers... etc etc

#literally thinking abt how one of the characters was like 'it's about star crossed lovers' and then the other character was like #'you mean like (x) and (y)?' AND AGHHH 😓😓😓😓 #god .. i threw up ! #idk there's a quality that reminds me of chan sm... #it makes my heart ache in the same way that he does 😞 #'someday both of us are leaving here... but for now i'll just bring the sea to you...' 🥺 #'you said i'm sorry that you worried / don't apologize / i told you to forget me / but you stayed by my side' #AND HIS BBL NAME IS MY SIDE RN 😭😭😭 #so many of the lyrics make me wanna sob idk... 😓 #'don't try to make yourself remember darling / don't look for me i'm just a story you've been told / so let's pretend a little longer' #😞 he's just ... he's home you know #idk this song is so safe.. and he's so safe.. and idk he makes me feel so :( #IDK WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!! #i'm in love with him ok.. #anyway this song is chan coded and idc it's MY song #😞💗 #li.txt #chan thoughts

[seuonji]

QUICK QUESTION!!!! (im asking like a bunch of carats so-) rate svt on a scale from 1 to 13 where 1 is husband material, 7/8 is bf material and 13 is bestie material.

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from aya: OMG?? thanks for asking this!! I LOVE THIS IT SOUNDS SO FUN. okay actually ive talked about this with my friend and i was so passionate lol. ngl i find all of them husband material.

i’m sorry if these don’t make sense. i have the worst stomach ache in the world…

also a lot of these may have been influenced because i’ve seen some of them with children but..anyways.

aya’s standards: funny, sweet. should be a bit mean.

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1, MINGHAO. girlll the the way he said its his wifes choice on how many kids she wants because its her body</3 husband MATERIAL. in general he’s just so sweet, gentle and passionate and he can cook??? also he’s kinda mean and brutally honest. recently i’ve realised i want someone like that.

2, joshua. there’s smt about him that screams husband. the gentleness but joker type, he’s someone i want to come home to.

3, seungcheol he’s actually my husband alr so. i want him for him ofc he’s just the sweetest and he’d definitely treat you right i love him sm, someone i want to come home to as well. we both have dogs, we both literally parent the same kid it would work so well<3 but idk if i can handle the sulking that’s why he’s not number 1</3

4, jeonghan, responsible, trusting, reliable. he’s husband. like i feel like he’s someone that you’ll have so much fun with especially in the long term sense.

5, seungkwan IS HUSBAND TYPE AND PEOPLE DONT TALK ABOUT IT ENOUGH. he can cook, he has great humour and he looks husband. i love the way he is.

6, jun husband quality, someone i would want to wake up to and we’d have fun together. he’s good with kids and he’s just silly + he’d be so nice. also he reminds me of a crush i had when i was younger.

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7, vernon. i have this crush on vernon idk what it is but i have a huge crush on him. he’d be a great boyfriend but he’s also someone i’d admire from afar.

8, seokmin urhhehrh he’s husband type but also he has such first love feels? i’d be super in love with him but it just didn’t work out💀??

9, jihoon actually he should be higher on the list because i’ve always found him funny but it was only recently he started to like going out and as someone that loves going out he’s definitely leaning to husband type. but rn he feels like a boyfriend you learn so much with.

10, chan. he’s someone i’d be so curious in dating. would probably be a boyfriend that made me really happy.

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11, soonyoung HED BE SUCH A GOOD BOYFRIEND. but even better as a best friend—we’re both so loud i’d want him to be my hype man or smt. he’s a bit like me and i’ve dated someone like me i didn’t really enjoy it, i preferred them more as a friend😭

12, wonwoo…idk maybe it’s the fact he reminds me of half of my situationships. but that isn’t to say i’d hate to date him. he’s a green flag amongst all and he’s someone i can see myself going to for like a nice chat with.

13, mingyu. i know y’all are gonna hate me for his placement but like. i want him to be my best friend so bad😭😭😭 like a guy that can listen, he’d cook you a meal when you’re feeling down

thanks for listening.

#💭aya’s current concern #🗯socialising!? #🤍!✌🏾anon