#if it had been announced like. two years ago? i wouldve been frothing at the mouth i would be SO impatient

[helianthologies]

ok ive decided im actually not gonna rewatch any fantasy high stuff or finish the seven bc it feels like homework and i dont wanna. im just gonna wait for junior year and hopefully that will reignite my interest in d20 and THEN when its done i will re/watch all that other stuff IF I FEEL LIKE IT

#i feel bad that i never finished the seven bc like...... the girls were all really nice and cool but #it was just so. disappointing for me personally from a character consistency standpoint #ill probably give it another chance eventually but i just am not feeling it rn #FRANKLY im kind of stressed that junior year is coming out so soon instead of like. in six months #if it had been announced like. two years ago? i wouldve been frothing at the mouth i would be SO impatient #but i havent been interested in actual play stuff/d20 specifically for like... a year now #and my brain is really REALLY resisting trying to shift my interest back to it #deep in my soul all i want rn is to keep thinking abt infinity train for three months at least. #but if i dont watch junior year as it comes out i KNOW my brother or twitter is gonna ruin it for me #so i cant just WAIT until im interested again #autism catastrophe................................ #bectxt #op #txt