#im a diagnosed psychotic patient with insight and mindfulness. its not unreasonable that you grew up masking better than him out of

[trauma-trove]

[Id: screencap from the Barbie movie where Barbie is dancing at a party and asks if anyone ever thinks about dying. The subtitle is edited to read, "Do you guys ever think you might be a system?" End id.]

I'm delusional again. Fucking sake.

#barbie death meme #'im delusional again' is even a bad way of putting it. I've been having these symptoms nonstop for 2 years. #its time to fucking address this. #your inner monologue comes in several VARYING opinions--each with unique tones of voice and attitude. #you have wildly different feelings and opinions on the same things throughout the day or day to day. #your brother is only ONE YEAR older than you and you grew up in the same household and he is a system. #im a diagnosed psychotic patient with insight and mindfulness. its not unreasonable that you grew up masking better than him out of #adaptive instinct. #you never had a concrete sense of identity. you were nothing but calculating in all areas as a teen. #you're not NORMAL. you're psychotic or autistic or plural or SOMETHING. and no one will ever figure that out if you dont tell someone #vent #self dx