#im going to sound crazy and angry but thats bec i am. i hope my mom dies

[srkgirlblogger]

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#im going to sound crazy and angry but thats bec i am. i hope my mom dies #wont stop yelling at me. wont stop being passive aggressive all the time and criticising everything i do. wont stop treating me like shit #and then making me feel guilty for being mad at her. #shes always complaining abt me being lethargic and tired and she thinks its because i dont eat good (i eat atleast one meal everyday and #i eat healthier than almost every single kid of my age that i know) or bec i eat too little (after she literally made us give up eating #breakfast when we were like 14 and yelled at me for wanting to eat something for breakfast). #shes a dickhead. it never occurs to her that maybe me being continuous depressed for almost half of my life is a factor in my tiredness. #and im constantly anxious and i used to cry whenever i would pick up a pencil to draw bec i wasnt good at it and i wouldnt get to the #college i need to go to get away from this house if i didnt know how to draw. and literally ive just wanted a stupid skateboard for like #years at this point and she told me shed get me one on my birthday which was two months ago. and even before that when we were in the store #she told me she was going to buy one weeks before my birthday and then got mad at me even when jntold her I didn't want one then. now shes #not even pretending to care about it anymore. + she told me she was going to kick me out of the house if i failed my entrance exam days #after. actually no months after ive kept on talking to her about re attempting my exam if i fail it the first time around. #i hope she rots in hell and i dont even believe in hell #delete later