#im gonna decorate my bag tonight with some buttons. to cope.

[orcelito]

Looking at stuff for my flight tomorrow & facing the fact that I won't be able to bring any knives with me... which is a Vibe Killer man it's killing my BRAND

I carry some 3 ish knives on me at all times and I'm gonna have to spend Six Days without any knives.... sad.

#speculation nation #i like collecting knives ok theyre lovely #im also vaguely anxious about flying for the first time in over 8 years but it's fiiiine im.gonna be okay #im gonna decorate my bag tonight with some buttons. to cope. #i already have my vash and wolfwood keychains on my bag. but i also grabbed my rainbow lizard and a few buttons #i'll post a pic when im done #i have. no work for a week which is kinda crazy #it'll be Great when i am done with the flight. im rly not enthusiastic about traveling #i mean im Really looking forward to flying itself. i fucking LOVE flying. it's exhilarating #but everything surrounding it. is Hell on my anxiety... #at least this time i dont have any layovers. the last (and only) trip i flew alone for i had layovers both there and back #which included me being 17 in the DC airport no smartphone lost as HELL #i didnt know there were different wings and so i left and had to go thru TSA again and i HAD TO CATCH MY FLIGHT #i made it thankfully but WOW it was bad on my anxiety. #anyways. no layovers. i have a smart phone now. things are better than that time hfkdhfjd #im still gonna be anxious though. waaaa waaaaa waaaaa everything abnormal makes me so anxious