#im gonna get my french up to b2 on my own even if it kills me

[luna-grey-s]

the emotional whiplash of getting back full marks on both my english and morphosyntax finals immediately after taking them, and then taking my french final knowing full well that this is my worst class and i need a min of 66% to pass just to be told that we still had to wait a week for the grade

#yes i am good at languages #no french doesnt count #vent #i took all three of them one after the other too #its ok i get it #im just. frustrated #i just want to know if i failed or not #tbh just the possibility of failing a class is like. unacceptable to me #so i really just want to get over the depressive spell #that will come if i failed #as fast as i can #but the waiting is just making me super anxious in a not fun way #anyways wish me luck for the summer tho #im gonna get my french up to b2 on my own even if it kills me #bc i refuse to let this happen again #grey noise