#im gonna go eat breakfast ahahah

[zapsoda]

ok but blatantly and inarguably a lot of "accepting" parents would rather their children be ~nonbinary~ and/or ~nontransitioning~ than binary transgender, and this doesnt devalue exorsexism (not only because it is another form of exorsexism) but because it is a fact

#when i was first talking to my mother about being transgender she struggled with it a lot #and she Asked why i couldnt just “be nonbinary” because that would be easier for *her* to 'deal with' #and my parents are currently accepting but that is still a thing transgender youth have to deal with #the fact that some binary trans people feel the need to misgender themselves in order to make cis people feel more comfortable #because *cis* people view nonbinary trans identities as 'less extreme' or 'less trans' #and that is both transphobia and exorsexism on the part of the cis person!!! #why must we blame other trans people for the situations cis people put us into #and to bring up some other bullshit i was whining about yesterday #being told that *really* got to me. because i didnt choose any of this! #if i could just not be trans and not have to deal with all of the pain i would have! #it has made my life endlessly difficult! if i did have a choice i dont see why i would have chosen to be trans #my family was desperate for a baby girl. all of my aunts and uncles wanted a girl child but they couldnt get one. until my parents #and im just throwing that all away #why would i do that on purpose. disappoint my entire family like that #anyways #got sidetracked #thats not the point #im gonna go eat breakfast ahahah

[ballternia]

whats the FUNNIEST way youve died so far

TRANSLATION UNDER THE CUT

[06:45] BN: haha oh man alright

[06:45] BN: so like

[06:46] BN: me and the gang were hella zooted

[06:46] BN: and we got out to everyones favorite restaurant

[06:47] BN: indented geometric breakfast hive

[06:47] BN: its yknow sleeptime for near about everyone else but we uh

[06:47] BN: we dont

[06:49] BN: specially not after passin that bongalongalong around for a while ya feel me

[06:49] BN: anyway im all splattered up with syrup

[06:49] BN: havin the time of my life between the juice and the lil butter packets and the fuckin uhhhh

[06:50] BN: sosig

[06:50] BN: anyway

[06:50] BN: we get a lil rowdy

[06:50] BN: and they get a lil mad

[06:50] BN: and this huge fuckin south alternian chef comes heavin around the counter

[06:50] BN: swingin his skillet around and shit

[06:50] BN: and hes like

[06:51] BN: hes like eleven and a half feet tall man

[06:51] BN: so i say hey

[06:51] BN: hey oomfie

[06:51] BN: let me get up on your shoulders we can take this guy

[06:51] BN: so we do some advanced vertical docking you feel

[06:51] BN: yknow some real trolltron shit

[06:52] BN: so weve got the advantage right we got four arms four eyes we can take this dude

[06:52] BN: bro

[06:52] BN: bro it was cartoons

[06:53] BN: straight up wriggler enrichment animations

[06:53] BN: whang whang whang that big mfer is just swanging that skillet left and right

[06:53] BN: and us were too high and laughing too hard and too full of food to like

[06:53] BN: be the badasses we totally are

[06:53] BN: so like

[06:54] BN: we TRIED

[06:54] BN: okay i tried lets be real

[06:54] BN: i was like

[06:54] BN: watch this bro im gonna sweep the leg

[06:54] BN: …not remembering that my legs are the only thing keepin me up that high

[06:54] BN: so i go for a kick ha-chah

[06:54] BN: and whang here comes that pan again like a damn imperial fuckbarge

[06:55] BN: catches me in the crisscross

[06:55] BN: and i go SPINNIN

[06:55] BN: like BEYBLADE SPINNIN

[06:56] BN: off my buddys shoulders like a loose dreidel and brother all my shits going in the treasure gaper

[06:56] BN: im smoked before i hit the ground

[06:57] BN: aloft to the fuckn choir invisible

[06:57] BN: i watch my dumbass corpse SKID across the parkin lot

[06:57] BN: and wouldnt you know it

[06:57] BN: right through the sign

[06:58] BN: that says all you can eat

[06:58] BN: and thats

[06:59] BN: what we were fightin about anyway

[06:59] BN: bestie just wanted a few dozen more circular carb discs

[06:59] BN: is that so much to ask

[06:59] BN: just like 80 or 90 of em thats all

[07:00] BN: anyway i stayed dead and let him kick everyone elses asses before i got back into my body

[07:00] BN: no sense takin THAT trip twice ahahah

[07:01] BN: anyway after that we went across the street to the panglobal hive of carb discs

[07:01] BN: and started allllll over again

#beefit hugely #bibi blast #fantroll

[hotbisexual]

okay so i really need to vent rn so if u could all just ignore this and tbh don’t read it like i really dont have anywhere else to get this out and writing it is too much and putting it in my notes app doesn’t work 4 me okay thank u ahahah

i overate today. a lot. like i usually at least stay under 1000 cals like i never go over and i plan out the 1-2 meals i eat and tbh i really make sure to fill up on coffee and water but i didn’t get coffee today and i actually ate breakfast so it made me eat more throughout the day. and i’m incredibly stressed for finals bc my professors deadass said to me “re-read every chapter” and we cover over 15 fucking chapters for each of my classes like how the fuck am i supposed to read, in total, 30 chapters in one week ??????? and now im stress eating and i broke my fast and i haven’t broken it in so long i was doing so well and then i just snapped today and started eating so much junk like i keep wondering why im so fat and ugly and unwanted and then i remember that i’m a disgusting human being that is incredibly vile to look at like no wonder nobody wants me. and then i submitted my assignment like an hour ago for my computer class and it registered it as a zero?? so now i have to meet w my professor tomorrow to figure out why this stupid fucking computer system registered all the work i did as a zero. and lastly, my wifi keeps cutting out every 5 minutes while im trying to download something so its gonna take like 3 hours to download and tbh i wanna die 

#personal #dont rb #pls ignore