#im planning on customizing a dollhouse i have ! but the theme hasnt really been set yet augh

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i love the online community and the culture but being part of the terminally online gang is really having more cons than pros

#debating what im gonna do now #im still gonna post stuff here sure but only on my computer maybe? like im seriously considering deleting the app from my phone #plus im thinking of actually like. making a schedule for myself #thats a lot harder in practice though because if im not gonna be on my phone then im gonne be doing a slee of random activities #the which i cant really predict #like yes yes yes having everything on my day mapped out and all my activities ready sounds so good #but i know that when the time comes for me to sit down and do something ill be like ''actually what if i like did something else'' #im also gonna see if i can manage to get my hands on a portable cd player or something to minimize what i use my phone for #ideally id have an ipod cus that sounds cool but i have zero clue if you need itunes to use it #can i just like? download shit onto it? please #im also seriously considering going back to swimming #or. something. my mom told me weightlifting is soo perfect for me cus i like doing suff alone but i have anxiety and also cant wok out - #without someones help cus im that weak #im really not athletic ok. like i suck really hard at everything athletics. i dont know why im even considering going back to swimming #im mostly just wanting to do something like that so my mom stops bothering me about physical activities #maybe i can go on daily walks... #i have the hobbies that i like. enjoy doing too #like dnd and drawing and writting and playing my guitar and (more recently) miniature stuff #im planning on customizing a dollhouse i have ! but the theme hasnt really been set yet augh #i think im gonna drop athleticism and focus on my nerd shit #and yeah im gonna delete the tumblr app from my phone so no more posts throughout the day #i have one more week of break before classes come back and its oe week to get a strong daily guideline for my days #txt