#im so scared i can’t believe i’m crying lol i NEVERRRR got test anxiety during college n i would literally cram studying 7hrs before ??

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i am the stupidest dumbest bafoonist bitch alive. send tweet

#tw self pitying tw crying victim tw victim complex tw waste of space wasting internet gigbites idk #my anxiety abt taking the nclex in 4 days is so bad i literally cannot stop crying if i think abt it too much #i don’t know jack fucking shit i hate crmaming i’m so useless i can’t fail it’s not an option i can’t do it i can’t do anything #whyyyyyyy did i have to live past 18 and 22 i didn’t want this fuck!!!!’nnnn #im so scared i can’t believe i’m crying lol i NEVERRRR got test anxiety during college n i would literally cram studying 7hrs before ?? #before the literal exam like #and now just thinking abt the test i start crying n my chest tightens idk what’s happening #im so scared to live im so scared i won’t pass and everyone will be mad at me i need to do well oh my god #oooo loook who’s crying right now lol it’s MEENDJFJHD DUMB FUCKIGN STUPID BITCH!!!! ISIOT!!!! #why tf r u crying instead of studying u stupid dumbass god get a flckgn hold of urself set ur properties straight #i wish i had my mom to tell me i’ll be okay im so stressed and alone and scared i feel like a 6 yr old lost in a mall #i feel so small i don’t think anyone rlly understands or sees how small and fragile i am right now #but it’s my fault i don’t let them i play the big girl grown up loud unbothered act but inside im nothing #this is ?? the biggest exam of my life ?? pass fail?????? #ok gonna go study more ig bc im just wasting time crying for no reason lol #ramblings