#im still emotionally fractured over this silly family I created!!

[crqstalite]

kodelyn ‘my formative years were stolen from me because i had to live up to a gold standard and bypass my childhood because my parents were busy with my critically ill sister which meant i had to be way older than i shouldve been’ shepard v. citlali ‘my formative years were stolen from me because my entire family cemented me as an eight year old with “head problems” and never let me grow beyond that’ velasquez v. mason ‘my formative years were stolen from me because my parents didnt acknowledge me as someone who needed a different type of love and ended up suffocating and abandoning me at times i needed them’ shepard-velasquez make me crazy normal btw

the only one who had a childhood is the one who’s been eternally trapped in it while the other two never learned how to play and be a child. so they call the others immature because they think theyre in their big age when in reality — all of them needed to be allowed to be children, in a healthier way than their family allowed them to be.

#SOBS #im not normal abt them #not at all #it may have been two years since i stopped regularly posting anything abt these theee #but dont worry! #(or do!) #im still emotionally fractured over this silly family I created!! #kodelyn shepard #citlali velasquez #mason shepard velasquez #oc #original character