#in a different buildong but the same room there's a kitchen that's also a living room that's also my parents bedroom

[chillllii]

i regret getting a cat in my current situation

#vent #she always gets inti things that she's not allowed near #she gets on top of my pc she gets in my desk and my desk is messy so shut knocks shut around and off #if anyine tells me to just clean my desk i hope you get shanked stfu #she somehow gets randoms pieces of shit around my room and i dont know it's there ubtil i step on it #and she can only be in my room too otherwise she's outside and that's an absolute not #so she has very little space and i try to keep it dark so i can sleep cause i sometimes go to bed in the morning #and she wants to look outside so she will scooch over my makeshift curtain of an old sweater and towel plus my box fan i i #keep up there and knock it off on top of me when i'm trying to sleep #i feel like a tired baby rn i just want to sleep i just want to fucking sleep. ut instead my cat keeps me awake #i should not have my cat but teats start flowing the moment i thi m about rehousing her #i love that stupid fucking cat #i hate my home i hate where i live #i hate my stupid adress i hate how my house is not a house it's not even a trailer #it's a repurposed shed that i share with my brother #and then in seperate buildings there's a bathroom/mudroom #in a different buildong but the same room there's a kitchen that's also a living room that's also my parents bedroom #i fucking hate living here i hate living here so much please someone adopt me and my cat or smth so i can be out #ignore that i'm well past adopting aye just get me out if here #o cant even work cause i cant drive ti a job cause i dont know how to drive and anyone who could help me learn is busy with smth else #so i get stuck here with having to learn it on my own but i cant ever process when i try to stufy it all just turns blurry and into nothing #and then i jever learn it #please help me please please help me please