#it feels so surreal 😲

[the-words-we-sung]

I bought it 😁😁 So now I can smell good for the concert \o/

#Omar Rudberg #omr beauty #Intro OMR Beauty #omar at cirkus #I can't believe it's in a few hours #it feels so surreal 😲 #trying to get mentally prepared #and ready to jump and scream and sing 😁 #L goes to Sweden #my Omar adventure #personal

[whyamistillwatchingtheseshows]

I keep thinking and thinking. I keep wondering why exactly I feel so out of place by the KP scenes in the last episode. I think VP was half-expected because I was told there will be a focus onto them so I knew I’d be seeing things (and even more things 😲 ) when it came to their start etc. It’s just the more I think it over, I came back to two things:

A. I am feeling out of place about KP because it’s so true. You rarely get this cutesy, horny in love crap. Like for queer stories you rarely get to see them being an actual couple. So a part of it feels unreal, surreal…but

B. I wonder if it feels surreal because it seems out of place. It seems too orchestrated like I could take a pin and pop the balloon then suddenly where’s that leave KP? Flailing again and trying to keep above the mess that is bound to happen. It all feels too much like a game again. Like how I felt when Tawan came into the picture. It felt like something was amiss and as the cliche goes, “the other shoe is about to drop.”

Essentially, I’ve concluded that the KP scenes felt like “good for them” but what the duck? This seems too easy. Like we’ve shoved something under the rug and forgot about it? Like I believe for a second we could maintain a relationship this way? Especially if it turns out the family aka Korn has been only keeping Porsche (and now Chay) close because he had something to do with their parents’ death.

Also, coming back to the idea of whether or not KP can maintain a relationship like they want…honestly, only way for any of it would be leaving the life entirely. Kinn gives up on it? Or it goes as it has been (with a different set of family rules) and Porsche is and forever Kinn’s bodyguard who just so happens to fiercely love him and Kinn fiercely loves him right back.

#kinnporsche #idk just thoughts

[okeylokiyuh]

lokii!!!!!!! are u alr watched loki finale!?'!?&;!? im crying bc the show was too good! im thankful for marvel cause they not wasting loki's character and made him as a hero instead, i rlly like his character development tho! opp no more spoiler (if u havent watch it hehe) but we can talk abt the finale more if u alr watch it!!

oh also two months ago, me and my friend went on a trip on a singapore. it's a first time for me to travel abroad alone w friend<333 but the first day in singapore was kinda bump :/// bus driver literally rude to us ffs he just closed the door as soon as we want to hop on it 😭😭 we were so confused and waited for another bus instead... but overall the trip was enjoyable<33 we also watched f1 practice round!! hehe

im gonna share a lil bit pics from singapore to you cause why not!?!;

it's very surreal to watch f1 cars in front of ur eyes🫨🫨

omg loki is out ??? sjfndfjgn things have been hectic at home so i haven't been able to catch up with shows much (plus i have the talent of getting into so many new shows when i haven't finished my current ones yet 😭)

ahh i'm so glad you had fun in singapore!! my dream is to visit another country with my best friend one day! naur, that bus driver must've been having a bad day bc gosh that's so rude of him!

wah the f1 cars 😲😲😲 i wanna know what it feels like to be there when the cars go "whoosh whoosh" right past you! the pictures are so pretty, singapore is so colorful 🫶 also sgdrreh the words on the cds, wah that place must be such fun!

#[💌] all my favorite conversations #jaecha 🥺