#it's def more than 10 but... wanna know y'all ok

[vanillateaa]

Tagged by: @mityee thanku 🥺🌟

Rules: tag 10 people you want to get to know better!

Relationship status: single shingle

3 favorite foods: they're all something that my mom makes and idk the names :l but the ones that i know are, vermicelli bites, lauki ki kheer and any dish made with bell peppers is just *chef's kiss*

Song stuck in my head: Tadow by masego ft fkj, used to be love by chelsea collins, my day is full of you by zico, perfume by mehro, jadu hai nasha hai by shreya goshal (weird list i kno..........)

Last song i listened to: Dinner mate by ovan

Last thing i googled: insulin resistance cookbook pdf

Time: 12:55 am

Dream trip: fairy meadows in Gilgit-Baltistan, Manarola Italy, Greece, Dammam Saudi Arabia (jus wanna visit my birthplace to see what's it like over there), Greece and many more places just can't remember any rn 🌚

Anything i want: like 15 new skincare products and PAINTS 🤧

Tagging: @tomagucci @smol-chocolate @insousiantttttt @tie-erd @sunsetpinks @fa-sabrun-jameeil @uzziii @sadspicychilli @glamour-divine @fiftyshvdesofsad @kainaatpari @ohhzara @quasar-bb @nabadisii @ataraxia @softleogurl @hotgirlswehaveproblemstoo @milknocookies @bogpaws @bittiest @curryaboo @kayeatsrainbows16 @baddqismat @wajicute @moynaaaa

#if u don't wanna do this it's fine ❤️🌻 #p #it's def more than 10 but... wanna know y'all ok

[just-kiss-me-you-fool-hehe]

ALTERNATIVE TEXTS 2 MEL

Honestly, I woke up on the wrong side of the bed Friday morning and I already knew that. I worked really hard on winter ball and it turned out pretty mediocrely which is fine I guess haha. I'm just in a place where I feel p distant from all of you and I can't really help it bc you just spend time w each that's not with me. I'm totally over the whole pity party thing, like you don't have to be sad every time you leave me to go out, it's completely fine. Like I would much rather just have you be super confident that I will be able to entertain myself and find fun things to do. You guys kinda pretend that life didn't really exist before you started going to bars and all, like chill my fridays have always been like pretty low key, so even if I'm not feeling down about being left out or whatever, the pity really gets me down. PLS BELIEVE IN MEEE. Also, I feel like I don't really want to go out with y'all. Like that is not my idea of a fun time (acknowledging all bias from me being underage included). I don't feel close enough to any of you to want to do that and I also don't imagine it to be that fun. It defs makes me want to not to Vegas at all tbh but we shall see in the future if I feel differently haha. Ok last thing, I was p annoyed at karan tonight and I thought it would be nice to go do something else after winter ball bc I wasn't with you guys, but it just made me feel more out of place than I would have been just chilling with the ACM officers and editing a vlog at home. And looking at snapchat really peeved me bc I felt pretty replaced by grace, y'all literally look like the same thing. I know it's not rationally true, but what can I say I feel how I feel. Ok really the last thing now, grace and the whole pity thing, like every time she sees me she's like oh it's so sad that you can't come out with us I'm so sorry, and I always wanna scream like that sponge bob meme BITCH U DONT KNOW THE FIRST THING ABOUT ME NEITHER ARE U IN ANY WAY SORRY LIKE PLS DO NOT APPROACH ME W A 10 FT POLL U R A SNAKE AND I FUCKING KNOW IT SEE U IN HELL,, DUBAI

#personal