#its the same feeling as when someone recommends you a shiw and you just *cant* watch it cause they recommend it

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you ever have autism, and your autism makes you hyperfixate on a thing but like... you can't interact with the thing? like if it's a show, you can be obsess over it, but watching the new season that just came out is a no go, your brain is thoroughly against it. that hobby you really like, you can't do it anymore, or else you'll want to kys. like what is this?

#like my BSD hyperfixataton is back #but I cannot watch it #its the same feeling as when someone recommends you a shiw and you just *cant* watch it cause they recommend it #but like #brain please #YOU'RE obsessed with the damn show YOU want me to watch it WHY wont YOU let me watch it? #this is stupid #someone help me please #its all I can think about #but can't actually tell wtf is going in cause I cant watch it #fanfiction and Tumblr only gives me so much info #autism #I swear life is torture