#ive got no car again which means you habe 0 autonomy

[thediktatortot]

Don't mind me, I'm just fucking depressed

#life feels meaningless again and i don't know how to make it go away #i have friends but i cant find the energy or the mental ability to be around them #i cant even get myself out of my house let alone see people #ive got no car again which means you habe 0 autonomy #the VA has zero empathy for anyone and im left stranded for help #ive got my parents winter depression to deal with on top of my own #I'm basically the primary bread winner in my house because of my disability being more than my dads SSI #everything is breaking and i have no money to replace it #my country hates me in multiple ways #my avenues of enjoyment are being priced out or gotten rid of #there's no third spaces #no places to hang out #my grocery bill is 2x the price now #my body hurts my brain hurts my heart hurts my teeth hurt everything fucking hurts #i cant even use Tumblr anymore because the account ive been using for the last few years wont get un shadowbanned #i dont even get the reprieve of dreams when i sleep