#ive reread all of his shit in the past month call that. senioritis premium !!

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for some youths, suicide is better than going back to school

#🌸.txt #suicide ment #i reread look back a couple days ago so ive been reading a lot of articles/papers abt isolation in kids/teens #esp when it comes to them literally just. withdrawing to school #which i know that if middle school me realized that was an option she absolutely woudlve done it lol #so this girls story rly stuck out to me. isolation stretches on for so long that any contact just feels so damn weird #but personally ive never really. acted on any of the suicidal thoughts ive had bc theres always been that feeling that wanted to keep on #going even if i was doing it all alone. even if i didnt have friends or was close w my family or felt i had much of a purpose i still wante #to keep living #i didnt know how to (i still rly dont) communicate or even just. do things a lot of this times but i still enjoy those things #the org that this article mentioned that was created to help connected these isolated kids is named the futoko are not unhappy and tbh #no matter how isolated i was/am i dont think unhappy or sad or depressed would ever be the best way to describe it #bc as much as i feel lonely or upset i never stopped enjoying the parts of life i had to ability to actually do. its just the doing the #things which feels so difficult #anyways. look back tatsuki fujimoto so true #ive reread all of his shit in the past month call that. senioritis premium !! #i also read a super interesting one about withdrawing from school in india but i cant find the paper .. hmm