#ive said it before but my homelife is very comfortable and stable

[clamorybus]

i should've gone to college

#i suck at school so bad and id be 1000s of dollars in debt but the rest of it would've been good for me #being independent. talking to people. etc #mickey.txt #its hitting me really hard again. that im almost 25 #quarantine started when i was still 21 #aside from my one job last january i haven't really interacted with people outside of my family in years #i feel like im so far behind where i need to be mentally and socially #and because i can't drive i can't do much about it #ive said it before but my homelife is very comfortable and stable #and its hard to complain about napping with my dogs everyday #but i know i can't live life like this forever #but i don't know what the next step to take is i feel so far behind #i really wish the pandemic never happened #i had a job for once. i was starting to make connections. i had money #but now i have nothing #well not NOTHING #but you know what i mean #i feel like such a lump of a person #like im a passenger of my own life #im not *miserable*. but im so far behind and im really scared