#jayson loves you all and someday i can repay the kindness ive been given

[h00f]

hello everyone!! hope youre all doing well!

i’m back in college! and making art again sometimes! i’d like to post some stuff ive made since feb 2020, and if i get the nerve i just might! have a good night & go eat some fish

#no1 cares #probably will delete this! #i have use of my tablet full time again and i’m feeling more comfortable making things even tho im not as happy with the end result #when i last posted art (not the ones i privd . sry) i had just had a full mental break and realized im a system of people! #which explained the days weeks months years of lost time and memories i dont identify with . or feel Too strongly #and i want to start making work that reflects that. i’m still a bad person for ghosting and getting nervous and i dont expect friends #or forgiveness or kindness or follows or anything. i wanna do things for me! i dont remember making any art on this blog. but now i will! #anyway.. i’ve learned to cook! i work in a local bakery! i grow plants and fungal cultures! i take care of cats! #i struggle with connecting these feelings to actions and habits. but it’s getting easier #jayson loves you all and someday i can repay the kindness ive been given #thats so dramatic. go watch drag race btw its filth but i know every episode by heart now #if u send me a message or ask i promise im so delighted! just. unmedicated now and its even harder to respond. as a warning. but i hope #that you wont hate me. us. for it #so many kids in this brain. so many nervous adults. some entities