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thekentuckyhimbo · 2 years
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Tender
Pairing: Jay White/Reader
Warnings/Tags: explicit sex, swearing, angst, praise kink
Words: 4.4k
Complete: Yes
Summary: Sequel to Gentle. Can be read standalone.
"You got to know him better as the months went on. You got to know how he looked after a win; face blossoming like a flower. How he looked after a loss; bushy brows knitted together, his cold eyes transfixed on the ceiling in a deep scowl. The latter happened rarely, so what you saw most nights was that stomach-flipping combination of cocky smirk and twinkling eyes. You wondered how he could do it sometimes; show such a wide range of emotions on a single face. How in one moment he could look simultaneously devilish and angelic."
Author Notes: This was written because @elitehoe said Jay had a praise kink. Secondarily it was written to spite @unlikelywrestlingfan
Tender
You got to know him better as the months went on. You got to know how he looked after a win; face blossoming like a flower. How he looked after a loss; bushy brows knitted together, his cold eyes transfixed on the ceiling in a deep scowl. The latter happened rarely, so what you saw most nights was that stomach-flipping combination of cocky smirk and twinkling eyes. You wondered how he could do it sometimes; show such a wide range of emotions on a single face. How in one moment he could look simultaneously devilish and angelic.
He hadn’t come home in his ring gear again (yet) but you thought about him in it often. Tied up on his hotel room bed everywhere from Philly to Long Island to Osaka. You laid there in your restraints and thought of the way his tights hung around his hips, how his hair grew messier with each passing movement. How he looked like a god between those ropes.
When you weren’t with him, you were watching him. Catching up on all the matches you didn’t get to see live because you were locked away like his little treasure. You probably ought to take offence, that you’d never met his friends or been invited to attend a show despite your years together. But some primal part of you ached with the knowledge that he was possessive of you; that he didn’t want to share you.
Tonight you weren’t tied up physically, but spiritually he had a hold on you; a bond that couldn’t be broken. A silent promise made when he’d said ‘I’ll see you tonight’, and sealed with a chaste kiss to your forehead before he left for the arena.
You spread out on the bed thinking of him, fingers grazing your chest as you lifted the silver switchblade necklace he’d gifted you a month ago. You lifted it to your mouth and worried your lip with it, thinking of how gentle he’d been with you lately.
Something in Jay had changed since that night. A certain tension had left his body and his shoulders hung lower around you now. He fell asleep faster, and lately he’d been more comfortable with you touching him. A squeeze of the hand in public here, a kiss to the cheek around the house there. In a way it felt like you were finally dating for the first time.
But it was Jay’s smile, in those rare moments where he truly let his guard drop, that was like a revelation. His murky eyes turned clear and kind, his smile practically ripped open his face and his teeth glowed in the dark. Always in the dark, usually if you were on top and you said something particularly sweet or stupid. Once you’d said ‘I guess this is why they call you King Switch’ and another time you told him he looked beautiful underneath you.
You knew he would be home soon, and that you should be ready for him when he was, but it was a cold evening and your flannelette pyjamas were warm. And so was the jumper of Jay’s that you were wearing. Not the kind you’d think - a hoodie or a zip-up tracksuit top - it was a charcoal grey knit sweater that he hardly ever wore anymore unless he thought no one else was around. You liked it the most because it had holes at the ends of the sleeves for his thumbs, and the thought of him still doing something so reminiscent of youth seemed so innocent to you.
When he finally came home you were sitting in the middle of the bed, legs pulled up to your chest, worrying at the frayed edge of the jumper. You had something on the TV but you’d kept it muted, because that first note of his musical accent felt like the first moment of a hot shower on a cold winter’s night.
But tonight Jay didn’t say anything to permeate the silence. Immediately, you were worried. Catching up on the history of his career in wrestling meant that you had some context for things that you’d never had before. Like the way that there were certain shows that stressed him out, while others he was excited for. You knew that he’d had an Impact taping tonight, and for Jay those were usually the fun ones. You’d learnt why when you’d learned about his history with the Motor City Machine Guns. You knew Jay was supposed to wrestle them tonight, with Chris Bey in his corner. It should have been the most fun he’d had in a ring in weeks.
But instead of your lover’s musical voice, the first sound to break the silence of the hotel room was the clamour of Jay’s phone hitting the bedside table. You looked up at him, startled, but he didn’t meet your eye. Instead, he dropped his bag in the corner of the room and disappeared into the bathroom.
You felt like you’d been hit with one of Jay’s signature knife-edge chops, from the way his sullen mood sucked the air from your lungs. You turned the television off instinctively, needing less distraction to think. Jay wasn’t one for TV anyway, unless there was basketball on. But somehow you didn’t think that would be enough to lighten his mood tonight.
Thoughts of how best to handle Jay like this swam in your head. Part of you wanted to strip off and entice him to unwind with sex, wait for him on the bed while he showered and hope meeting his primal needs would calm the beast. But, truth be told, you were getting sick of doing that. If nothing else, the night he’d lost that match and told you about it - the first night he’d let you in - had shown you that a lighter touch brought him just as much pleasure as the heavy-handedness of your lovemaking.
You heard the water come on in the shower and you made a decision, following him into the bathroom. You were going to get into the shower with him, talk to him while you absent-mindedly washed his body, and then dry him off and get him to bed. Whatever it was, he would feel better if he got it out and then let the water wash it away.
The only problem was, the moment you stepped into the room and actually saw him again, you lost your nerve. Instead of stripping off and charging into the shower alongside him, you found yourself bending down in your jammies to pick up his discarded clothes off the floor and place them on the counter. You knew you should take them out and put them back in his luggage, but as much as you couldn’t bring yourself to confront him, you also couldn’t bring yourself to leave the room now that you were here.
So instead you perched yourself on the edge of the bathroom counter and eyed him carefully through the frosted shower door. His silhouette seemed to be standing completely still under the spray as the room slowly filled up with steam, only thickening the already stifling air between you.
You weren’t sure if he knew you were there, but you dared not move and draw attention to yourself. Instead, you clutched his clothes to your chest like a lifeline and just watched. And watched. Hoping that he would move for the soap, dip his head to wet his hair; do anything to signal to you that he was okay.
After a few torturous minutes, Jay finally did something. His silhouette moved against the shower wall and sunk down into a heap on the floor, taking your heart with it. The image of Jay sat on the shower floor was a horrifying one, finally enough to spur you into action.
You drop Jay’s clothing onto the bathroom counter and then quickly stripped out of your pyjamas, wrenching the shower door open and climbing in with him before you really had a chance to think it through.
The image of the real Jay, sopping wet like a drowned rat, eyes shut and jaw clenched, was far worse than the Jay you had imagined. You’d seen a lot of emotions pass across Jay’s face, especially lately, but none of them prepared you for the raw disappointment that twisted his features now. He looked so… defeated.
He ran a hand over his face, and without opening his eyes, he asked, “What are you doing in here?”
You should have answered, probably, but instead you sank to the shower floor opposite him, like a mirror. It was cold because he had most of the spray, but in that moment you didn’t care.
You thought back to a time last week, where you’d been out at dinner together. Jay was never one for public displays of affection, but he had bumped his foot against yours enough times for you to catch his eye and realise that it wasn’t by accident.
Now, you tentatively reach out your leg and brush your toes against his calf. He doesn’t look at you, but he lowers his hands away from his face.
Progress, you think, stretching out your leg until it's flush with his. One of Jay's hands finds its way to your leg, running along your calf until it finds your knee, where it settles with a firm squeeze.
You watch the rise and fall of Jay's chest, looking for a sign of what to do next. But he is stubborn as ever, giving nothing away. You've learned now from all the matches you've been watching, that his steely resolve comes from being under the watchful gaze of cameras at all times. Having to be perfection in the ring, striving to never miss a trick.
Huddled on the floor of the shower right now, he looks anything but perfect. But that only makes your affection for him grow. The leg hair he let grow out once he transitioned to long pants in the ring, his hair sticky against his face, fake tan streaking under the water.
Every minute that he doesn't push you away makes you bolder, and you soon find yourself crawling between his legs to press a gentle kiss to his lips. The spray hits your back now and you feel blissfully warm in his arms, sinking into him as he tentatively returns your embrace. You kiss his neck sweetly and feel him relax against you, though only a little.
Neither of you are comfortable, but there's no place you would rather be. You know that soon you will have to get up and drag him with you, help him get cleaned up and then coax him into bed so that he doesn't spend the night staring bitterly at a wall. But for a moment, it's just the two of you.
After a while you reluctantly stand up. His eyes are open now, and his gaze follows you upward. There is something still smouldering behind his eyes, but you can see he's reigning it in for you. You reach out your hands and he takes them. He lifts himself up mostly with his own power, but you appreciate the symbolism of him holding your hands nevertheless.
Once you're both standing you wrap your arms around his waist and tilt your head up to press a kiss to his jaw. But you keep it chaste, because you know it's time for business now.
You reach past him for the bar of soap and slowly begin lathering Jay's body up. He watches you at first, rubbing down his arms and over his chest. When you reach his stomach, his eyes flutter shut and so you bend down to do his legs, paying careful attention to his thighs.
He's half-hard and your face is level with his growing erection, but you ignore it for now. You push yourself back up to your feet and push his hip, indicating for him to turn around. He does easily and the spray rinses his front, while you lather up his back.
When you get to his lower back he makes a small noise, so you work it for a while. You can feel it's tense, but you're not a masseuse and you'd hate to do something to hurt him, so you try to just soothe the sore spots with your palm. You're not sure if it makes a difference, but he leans into your hand, so maybe it's the thought that counts.
He turns back towards you again and this time he swoops down and plants a long, slow kiss on your lips.
When he pulls back, he presses his forehead against yours and looks at you with a ferocity you've never seen before. It's like the allure of a flame, drawing you to it but simultaneously scaring you away.
"I'll get your towel," you say stupidly, feeling drunk on his touch.
You step out of the shower and the cool night air sobers you. You wrap a fluffy white hotel towel around yourself and then get one ready for him.
You hear him turn off the water after a moment, and then he steps out silently and takes the towel from you.
He towels his hair first, tussling it into a frankly adorable mess that contrasts with his chiselled figure. You can't help but smile a little bit watching him, as you dry off your own body.
Jay catches your smile reflected in the bathroom mirror and he smiles briefly back, catching your eye through the mirror.
You get lost in his back muscles for a while as he dries off with his back to you, though you know he's still watching you through the mirror. When you finish drying yourself he's picking up his toothbrush, standing over the sink.
You quickly redress in your pyjamas and disappear into the room to find him a pair of sweatpants. You worry that he'll take this as a sign you don't want to make love, but it's so damn cold and it's bad enough he won't wear a shirt around the house.
When you re-enter the bathroom, Jay is finished brushing his teeth and takes the sweatpants from you without a teasing comment about how neither of you should be wearing clothes.
You leave him in the bathroom to finish his night time routine, returning to your side of the bed. You sit cross-legged waiting for him, scrolling aimlessly through your phone. You're trying to read a tweet, but your brain isn't taking in any of the words.
Jay comes into the room then, and you expect him to join you on his side of the bed. He always sleeps on the left side, you on the right. But tonight he rounds the right side of the bed and sits on the edge beside you. He leans across you, one hand on the middle of the bed. He looks at you for a long time, then past you at the wall.
Jay seems pensive, like he's trying to find the right way to talk to you. For a moment you think he must be about to end things, or pull you into line for the way that you've been with him lately: too gentle, too close, too intimate.
"The ref botched our match tonight," Jay says plainly after a while.
You blink at him, shocked into silence because he's never talked shop with you like this before.
"Sorry," Jay says, which shocks you even more, "those words probably make no sense."
"No," you reply hurriedly, his sad eyes drawing your secret new wrestling hobby from you, "You were meant to wrestle the Guns tonight, right?"
Jay's eyebrows nearly shoot up into his hairline in surprise.
"With Chris Bey, right?" you add.
He nods slowly, his eyes searching your face for where this knowledge has suddenly come from. He doesn't speak, so you continue.
"Were you guys meant to go over?"
His shock only grows with the use of the term "go over". You know that he knows you've been doing your homework. He nods his head.
"So what happened?"
Jay sighs, rubbing his face. "The ref counted three and called for the bell when he wasn't supposed to."
"Oof," you say unthinkingly. It's your genuine reaction, and one of the first times you've ever spoken to him without thinking about your words first, "I bet he copped it for that," you chuckle, thinking of Jay's intensity in the ring.
Jay smiles, another surprise. "He did," Jay admits sheepishly.
You laugh then, leaning forward playfully to kiss Jay. Jay lets you for a moment, then pulls back with an eyebrow raised.
"When did you start watching wrestling?" he asks.
There is mirth in his eyes, which calms your concerns that he would be upset you were watching him without his permission. Still, you feel your face flush with his eyes on you.
"When you started telling me about it," you reply bravely, meeting his eyes.
Jay's brow raises even further, if that's possible. "Do you just watch my matches?"
You blush even deeper. "At first…" you trail off.
Jay's incredulity grows. "And now…?"
Your face feels so red now that you think you must look crazy. You don't want to admit to your little wrestling crush, but you know better than to lie to Jay.
"I really like Orange Cassidy, okay?" you sigh, ducking your head in embarrassment.
You can't bear to look at him, but after a moment you hear him chuckle low and long from his chest. It's such a warm, rare sound.
His hand comes under your chin and he tilts your head up until there's nowhere for you to look but him.
"You started watching just for me?" he asks, voice musical and sweeter than you've heard it with your clothes on.
"Yes," you admit sheepishly.
He surprises you again, this time with a kiss. This one isn't just a kiss, though. It deepens and he tangles his fingers in the back of your hair, leaning over you until you're flat on your back.
When Jay pulls back he has a smirk on his face. "Were you wearing my jacket all night?" he teases.
You nod, breathless and light-headed from the kiss.
Jay just grins and kisses you again, this time climbing on top of you in the same effortlessly fluid way he climbs into a wrestling ring. You didn't think it was possible for you to be more attracted to him, but now that you've watched him wrestle every movement he makes drives you crazy.
He settles in on top of you, his long hair curtaining your face. All of his earlier fire seems gone now, maybe because he's got what happened off his chest. He's in no rush with you tonight, opening up your mouth with his tongue. For now he seems content to press his hard length against you through his clothes and yours, stretched out between your legs.
Jay props himself up on his elbows so that he can tilt his head towards your neck, leaving wet kisses and the occasional love bite for you there.
"Ungh," you moan, "You're so good at that."
Jay's hips shift closer to yours and he stills his lips for a moment.
"What else am I good at?" Jay drawls, before resuming his kisses.
"Well," you begin in a cheeky voice, which disappears nearly immediately as he nips at your jaw, "you're the best wrestler in the world." You meant to say it lightly, but it comes out breathless and dead serious.
To your surprise, that earns you a low growl from Jay and a renewed vigor.
"What else?" he growls in your ear.
His hands are moving lower down your body now and snaking their way into the waistband of your pants. You love it when he touches you, you crave it the moment he's near you, so you'll do anything to get his hand between your legs.
"Talking," you say stupidly.
"Oh?" Jay replies, his fingers dancing just above your clit now. It's agonising, but at the same time you need him to know you're being sincere.
"In the ring," you explain, teeth clenched in frustration as you try not wriggle under his touch because you know he'll punish you for it, "whenever you have a microphone you're so good."
Jay chuckles against your neck, running his finger over your clit for a second and then pulling back.
"Best in the world?" he teases.
"God yes," you reply immediately. "And when you talk to me in bed," you babble.
Jay laughs again, this time nipping at your neck. "Seems like you're doing all the talking tonight."
You moan, turning your head so you can look at him. "So shut me up then," you dare.
But Jay only shakes his head, shit-eating smirk across his face. "I like this side of you," he says easily.
He sits up on his knees between your legs, yanking off your pants without fanfare. He pushes your t-shirt up over your breast and tugs at one of your nipples, then stares down at you with renewed intensity.
"Tell me what else I'm good at," he demands.
You're getting the idea now, seeing his erection leaking against his abs. Of course King Switch would like hearing about how great he is, you think.
You must have smirked at your own thought, because he frowns at you. "Something funny?" he asks darkly.
You shake your head. "I like this side of you too," you say honestly.
Jay flashes a soft smile at you, then his fingers find your entrance.
"Tell me," he orders.
"The way you touch me," you start, and he pushes two fingers deep inside you as a reward. "Just like that," you gasp, back arching off the bed. "You're so good at that."
Jay seems pleased, so he starts pumping his fingers in and out of you slowly. You know it won't keep him sated for long, though, so you start thinking up other compliments to give him while you still have your mental faculties.
"You're so good at fucking me," you say through moans.
You can feel how wet you are around his fingers, and when he pulls his fingers out briefly to suck on them you see them glistening with your juices.
You moan just from seeing him taste you on his fingers, and search your head for another compliment to unleash. It feels like swimming through molasses, trying to collect your thoughts enough to voice them.
"You're so good at eating me out," you tell him breathlessly.
Your reward this time is him pressing his thumb against your clit while he fingers you, working you effortlessly. If he keeps going like this you're going to cum, and you're chasing that orgasm so bad.
"I love the way you tease me," you babble on, "you know exactly how to drive me crazy."
He ups the intensity now, leaning over you and working his hand faster, his mouth hanging open as he stares down at his fingers entering you, focusing completely on your orgasm. It's so flattering, having him forget about his own pleasure just to work on yours. He's never been like this before, so fully focused on you. It feels like it means something, but your pleasure-addled brain is too hazy to figure it out.
"I love how you keep me here all to yourself," you say somewhat mindlessly.
You're getting close now, eyes drifting shut. You turn your head to the side and squeeze your eyes shut, knowing he can feel your pussy clenching around his fingers. Knowing that he'll know what it means.
"I love that you take me everywhere with you," you continue, as your stomach starts to grow tense and warm.
"I love it when you let me hold your hand," you gasp as your whole body shudders in pleasure, "when we're out together."
You're so close to the edge, your whole body clenched and ready to release.
"I love it when you tell me about your work," you finally gasp.
When your orgasm hits Jay is there, kissing you through it with abandon, his tongue and teeth finding every corner of your mouth as you rock your hips up into your hand.
The second you finish, he's pressing his length inside you and snapping his hips into yours. He cradles your face in his hands and you grasp his shoulders, holding on for dear life.
His strength is bruising but you wouldn't have him any other way, and you tell him as much, earning a groan from him.
"Yes, God, Jay, you're so good," you chant, earning an even more brutal pace.
Jay's going to cum quickly like this, you know, chasing his orgasm like it's the only thing in the world. Like you're the only thing in the world.
"It's so good," you cry, wrapping your legs around him and arching your back in an effort to get closer to him.
"God, Jay, you're everything," you finally say.
"Fuck," Jay bites out, hips stuttering and then slamming into you one last time as he leans his head back and cums deep inside of you.
He somehow feels deeper inside you than he's ever been, and he stays there for a long moment before his whole body unclenches and he collapses on top of you.
"God you're beautiful," you sigh against his hair.
Jay reaches out and finds your hand, squeezing it tight while his breathing slows. You wonder if he's taken your earlier feedback about the hand-holding thing to heart.
Jay rolls off eventually, laying beside you. But to your immense surprise, he throws one arm over you and settles onto his stomach to sleep close by your side.
You reach out and turn off the lights after a while. Right after you do, Jay turns his head to the side to face you.
"You know," he drawls, his usual sparkle back in his pale green eyes, "You could come to AEW next week…"
It's yet another gesture that Jay wants you in his life, and it knocks the breath from your lungs. Maybe this is what he means when he says breathe with the Switchblade.
Jay grins devilishly. "And I could introduce you to Orange Cassidy."
A fit of giggles engulfs you both and you think to yourself, No, this is what it's like to breathe with the Switchblade.
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panther-os · 2 years
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I have been working on a giant project as a follow-up to this post where I redesigned Alpha Squad in the Halo 4 customizer, and I have finally finished the bare bones of it and consolidated the pictures into an amount Tumblr won’t hate.
Behold, my Freelancers! (under the cut)
Some of these agents appeared in Temple’s murderfridge, but I have no way of telling who’s who and no access to any armor that’s in Halo 5 but not in Halo 4, so I just yote them all and started over.
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First up is Alpha Squad once more - Tex, Carolina (MAJ Rebeca Church), York (MAJ Joey Marchesi), Wyoming (SPC Reginald Winthrop-Covington VI), North (CPT Ustin Voronin), Wash (CPL David Ortez), Maine (MAJ Moses-046), South (MAJ Viktoriya Voronin), Florida (CPT Butch Flowers), Connecticut (LT Iona Blair).
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And then we get into my OCs starting with Bravo Squad. Georgia was an absolute dick in Season 14, so he gets to be an incompetent and self-important white boy followed by eight increasingly terrifying women and one himbo. Left to right, top to bottom - Georgia (PFC James Wright), Kansas (SSG Elena ”Wheat Thin” Campo Escarra, ODST), Indiana (SPC Tereza “Zippy” Kudrna), Louisiana (SPC Takara “Swamp Lady” Mori, ONI), Michigan (LT Ravid Wolff), Nevada (MAJ Antonia “Tony” Marchesi), Tennessee (LT Yona Keyes, ONI), California (CPT [REDACTED]), Hawai’i (SPC Zoe Choi), Massachusetts (CPT Jean Martel).
Michigan is a nonbinary Jewish person who chose that name because I, a nonbinary Jewish person, think it’s a fucking awesome name. California does not have a name yet because I have a very specific facecanon in mind for her and I’m waiting to hear back from a direct source on a respectful name for her background.
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Charlie Squad is entirely OCs! There’s Arizona (CPL Naomi Blum), Kentucky (LT Miles Parker), Oregon (Dorian “Dory” Teague), Mississippi (SGT Justice Hawkins), Arkansas (SSG Noelle Abrams), Vermont (SSG Colby “Cheese Man” Leafield), Oklahoma (SPC Skylar “OK” Ned, ODST), Wisconsin (CPL Ernst “Ravioli” Kasperson), Rhode Island (SPC Lovel Short), and Montana (SSG Daisy Feng).
Dory doesn’t have a rank because he was recruited straight from mercenary work. You might recognize Montana from this fic series I published recently featuring North/York/Montana.
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Delta Squad has a familiar face (potentially a second if you’ve seen Zero, though I forgot that guy’s real name, if it was ever revealed) and also, accidentally, the most agents that look alike. There’s West Virginia (COL Rasmus Lucassen), New Mexico (SSG Lars Korhonen), Utah (LT Oriole Vives), Pennsylvania (SPC Sladjana Novak), Puerto Rico (CPT Dina Abbing), New Hampshire (SPC Phoebe Daugherty), Delaware (SGT Jeremiel Carver), Alabama (SPC Priyanka Devi, ODST), Illinois (SGT Roger Lennox), and Maryland (SPC Tuana Demirci).
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Echo Squad has the triplets, but I wanted to mix it up a little. Ohio (SPC Vera Czajkowski) actually leads this squad, with Idaho (CPL Ezra Katz) as her second. After them are Alaska (SGT Faraj Nejem), Colorado (SPC Marvin Cole), Minnesota (SSG Anton Peerenboom), New Jersey (CPL Kyung-Hee Moon), Nebraska (LT Armann Gunnarsson), Virginia (SGT Zarina Zaman), and then Iowa (PFC Michael Gutermuth, ODST) at #49, followed by Missouri (PFC Fabiano Necchi) at #50.
After the triplets are abandoned, this squad falls apart in a major way and all the other agents in it leave or are made to leave.
(I want to start leaning into the leaderboard really just being arbitrary bullshit but not starting that way in my writing, and the not starting that way is most clear with Echo Squad.)
And, then, because I used Puerto Rico but haven’t seen anyone use any of the other inhabited US Territories in RvB before, I also put together the Quality Assurance Squad, aka the Counselor’s snitches among the non-agent personnel, the crew running the day-to-day of the Mother of Invention and, later, Freelancer Command.
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This is Guam (CW2 Isabela Hernandez), American Samoa (CW2 Lee Michaels), US Virgin Islands (CW2 Ulysse Desrosiers), and Northern Mariana Islands (CW2 Erik Bergstrom). They’re not a part of the leaderboard and most people - including the other agents - don’t actually know they exist. They all report directly to the Counselor, but Samoa, Virgin, and Mariana also all report to Guam. Mostly, though, she’s only in charge of Quality Assurance as another one of the Counselor’s experiments, they’re all equally capable. Of all Freelancer personnel aside from the Director and Counselor, these four know the most of what’s going on - and they actually are encouraged to work together as a team - but they still don’t know everything.
Please feel free to send me asks about all these agents! They’re still very much in development, but I had a lot of fun with this project and got really excited and wanted to show everyone! ^_^
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driedgreentomatoes · 3 years
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Masterlist
I’ve been trying to write again for a long while now and while it’s coming very slowly, I might as well share what I already have.
Declassified: HR File_Daniels, J. (Whiskey) - ongoing Collab with @just-here-for-the-moment. One day we just decided what if this mustached yeehaw bitch had to face some consequences for his numerous shenanigans. So here’s our (hopefully funny) drabbles about the himbo:
File 01_Subject: Accounting Clerk
File 02_Subject: Agent Whiskey’s expense report, behavior
File 03_Subject: Agent Whiskey - report of inappropriate language
File 04_Subject: Accounting clerk Georgia S. resigned this morning
File 05_Subject: Kudos from Senator Tan
File 06_Subject: New Agent Vodka coming Monday to Kentucky HQ
File 07_Subject: Polaroids in the Ladies room
File 08: Subject_Distracting Vodka and inappropriate nicknames in the office
File 09_Subject: Minor issue on mission report, good job this Fall
File 10_Subject: Out sick Tues Dec 21
File 11_Subject: Statesman HQ 2010 Holiday Party
File 12_Subject: Wardrobe Department incident
File 13_Subject: Agent Whiskey’s behavior at the gun range
File 14_Subject: Venice mission this weekend
The Origin Story A salacious rumor about Jack? Say it ain’t so! Another rumor? This time at the gun range… Series tag list: Please use this Google Form signup if you want to be added to our tag list for this series only!
Thank you for reading!
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thekentuckyhimbo · 2 years
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Hey Jealousy
Pairing: Orange CassidyxReader
Warnings: smut, 18+, explicit sex, relationship jealousy
Words: 1.9k
Complete: Yes
Summary:
You and Orange Cassidy have been fooling around for a while. But considering his usually apathetic demeanour, you hadn't expected him to get jealous when another wrestler flirted with you.
Author's Note:
The most embarrassing thing about this is that I felt inspired to write OC smut because I rewatched The Fish Video™
When MJF started flirting with you, you hadn't realised what he was doing at first. You were hanging out backstage in catering, waiting for Brandon to come and film your next bit for BTE.
The pandemic had been hard on all of you, and sometimes it felt like it had sucked the life out of the industry and the air out of the Daley's Place wrestling ring. But in such a young company and with so many motivated people, they'd managed to find positives in it.
The main positive that you saw was days and evenings like this. Spent milling about the backstage area of Daley's Place, sometimes vlogging, sometimes filming BTE, sometimes working out or practising moves on one another. Sometimes just talking and spending time with your fellow wrestlers while you avoided going back to your depressing quarantine hotel rooms.
That was how you'd ended up realising MJF wasn't such a bad guy after all, and how you'd ended up in bed with Orange Cassidy.
Speaking of Orange, he was watching your conversation with Max. Orange wasn't convinced about Max being a good guy, and despite his sunglasses you could feel the harsh way he was looking at Max, eyeing him closely from behind the silver lenses.
Max leaned in towards you then and said something under his breath with a wink. You didn't really hear what he said because suddenly you could feel blood rushing in your ears. Your ears always turned red when you were embarrassed, and immediately you thought of the way Orange would point it out in bed and nip under your earlobe.
You were embarrassed now because, thinking back on the conversation you were having and Max's body language, it should have been painfully obvious that he was trying to pick you up. You wouldn't even call it flirting at that point, he had a look in his eye that told you he was looking for a warm body in his bed tonight.
Your eyes flicked towards Orange and then back to Max as you processed Max's words. You could practically feel how cold Orange was across the six foot distance between where you stood and where he sat. Max was asking if you wanted to hang out once your scene for BTE was done, you realised.
"Um... Maybe," you said weakly.
Max's eyebrows knitted together and he looked icily at Orange and then back at you. Max began to say something and you were terrified of what it might be, but then Brandon was walking into the room and calling you over.
*
You laid in bed tossing and turning that night. It was 2AM and you'd been up since 5AM the previous morning. Exhaustion should have been hitting you by now, but you were up thinking about Orange instead.
He'd seemed so upset to see Max flirting with you. You figured it was just because Orange had wanted to hook up tonight, and had been disappointed that you might be busy with Max instead. For some reason that thought made you a little sad. Did you want something more than friends-with-benefits with Orange?
As if he could hear your thoughts, there was a small knock at the door. Orange always knocked quietly when he came to see you late into the night, knowing the surrounding rooms were filled with other wrestlers trying to sleep.
You got up quickly, not bothering to put on pants over your underwear and tank top. He'd seen you in plenty less anyway.
When you reached the door, you took a deep breath before you pulled it open. You couldn't pinpoint exactly why you were nervous, but you had a feeling Orange was going to be mad at you when you opened the door.
Finally, you bit the bullet and pulled the door open.
There was Orange, standing before you. No sunglasses, no double denim, hands clutched by his sides rather than in his pockets. He was wearing a worn old Chuck Taylor t-shirt, the one that looked like a whiskey label. And beneath that, a pair of worn grey sweatpants.
To be frank, he looked like shit. His spray tan had rubbed off of most of his face and neck, but was patchy and bright orange in some places. His eyes were red, and his usually perfect hair stuck up at all angles.
He took a step forward without saying anything, and you took a step back and to the side to get out of his way.
"What's wrong?" you asked, fearing the worst.
That someone might be hurt, that someone might have COVID. That maybe the pandemic was just too much and the whole company was folding. TK finally seeing business sense and cutting his losses.
Instead, Orange said:
"I didn't think you'd be here."
His voice cracked on the last syllable.
"It's 2AM. Where else would I be?" you asked dumbly.
"With Max," Orange snapped back immediately.
"I told Max 'no'," you replied truthfully.
You'd texted Max once you finished filming BTE with Brandon and told him you weren't interested in dating right now. Not the complete truth, but enough. He hadn't replied to you.
"Why?" Orange asked. His jaw was clenched like he was trying to be angry with you, but his voice still sounded hoarse and on the verge of tears. "It's not like we're dating," he muttered.
Orange looked down at his feet then - he was barefoot - and you felt your heart drop into your stomach.
You moved further back into the room and sat down on the bed, staring at your feet too. You dragged your toes through the carpet. You didn't want to reply until you were sure what to say.
Orange was playing tough, but you weren't stupid. He was hurt. You could hear it in his voice. And the rational part of your brain knew that the only reason he would be hurt was because he was jealous. Because you weren't dating, but he wanted you to be.
"Are you upset because I flirted with Max, or are you upset because we're not dating and you wish we were."
Your question seemed to suck all of the air out of the room, and you didn't dare look up at Orange to see what his face looked like.
You heard him cross the room towards you, and you felt yourself shake a little. You figured this would be the end of whatever this was, and it made your chest ache.
But then Orange's hand was under your chin, forcing your face up to look at him. His features were hard and unreadable, which scared you even more. But this position, sat on the edge of the bed while he stood over you, was intimately familiar. A wave of arousal washed over you, mingling with the fear you felt.
"I want you all to myself," he said confidently.
The crack in his voice was gone now and his hand felt like it was burning against your skin.
"I want that too," you croaked weakly.
Then Orange was all over you. He pushed you down onto the bed and covered your body with his. Instinctively you wrapped your legs around his waist and in seconds he was pushing your panties to the side and shoving his own sweatpants down to free his dick.
He pushed inside of you immediately and you bit back a cry, throwing your head back and wrapping your legs even tighter around him. Your ass arched off the bed and he held your hips so that you stayed off the bed, thrusting into you hard enough that it hurt.
"No one else gets to touch you like this," he growled, pulling you up towards him by your hair so that he could kiss you.
The kiss was gentler than you expected. He opened you up slow and sweet, licking the inside of your mouth. While he did he let your hips down so you were sitting on his lap, which freed up his hands to pull your tank top off over your head.
You clawed desperately at his shirt to take it off and he huffed out a laugh at how frantic you were, fingers slipping on the hem more than once before you finally got it off.
Once his shirt came off and you saw him smiling down fondly at you, you fell apart.
You kissed Orange desperately on the mouth and then he was thrusting into you again. You buried your face into the crook of Orange's neck and the way he was rocking into your body made you purr against him.
He was still chuckling at your antics, even as he wove a hand between your bodies and found your clit. He was an expert at making you cum after all the nights you'd spent together, and you felt yourself coming undone even more.
"I love you like this," he hummed into your hair, pressing a kiss there.
You must have misheard him, your brain going to mush as he rubbed his thumb in circles over your clit. You were already getting close, and your legs began to shake around his waist.
"I love you too," you replied breathlessly.
You froze when you realised what you'd said, but Orange just wrapped his free arm around you and kept pushing you closer towards your orgasm.
Orange laid you down gently onto your back as you got close and when he thrust as deep into you as he could go you couldn't help but cum, clawing at the sheets and throwing your head back as a strangled moan escaped your throat.
Orange didn't relent after that, rocking you through your orgasm until your hips squirmed underneath him. Then he laid his hand flat on your stomach and held you still, snapping his hips in a quick rhythm.
You knew him well enough to know when he was close now. His knees would get a little shaky and he wouldn't be able to help but let a stray moan or two out as all of his brainpower focused on maintaining his rhythmic thrusts.
Tonight he was staring right into your eyes, leaning over you like he was searching for something.
"Tell me you love me again," he dared, eyes not leaving yours.
"I love you," you gasped immediately.
"Oh shit," he replied appreciatively.
Normally Orange was quiet when he came, and you couldn't help but feel like you were being trusted with another side of him that you didn't usually get to see. Greedily, you wanted more. You wanted to hear all the noises he could make.
"I love you," you said again, chanting it now, "I love you, Orange."
When Orange finally came he bent his head and groaned long and low into the pillow beside your head. You rubbed his back through it as his hips stuttered and finally stilled above you.
Orange didn't move until he caught his breath, and when he did he turned his head to press a gentle kiss to your temple.
"I love you too," he said, as though it was the easiest thing in the world.
Neither of you said much after that, laying quietly beside each other in bed like you'd done a thousand times before. You were starting to wonder if you'd hallucinated the whole thing when Orange rolled towards you and draped one arm over your side, being your big spoon.
"I meant it," he said quietly, voice cracking like it had when he'd first walked through the door tonight.
You grabbed his arm with both of yours and tugged him closer to you, so that your whole bodies were flush against each other.
"Me too."
"So no more flirting with Max," he said with a laugh, smacking your ass playfully.
But when you turned your head and looked up at him he looked anything but playful. He looked ready for round two.
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Insatiable
Pairing: Jay White/OFC
Warnings: sexual references, implied sexual content, mentions of food and eating/hunger, swearing, physical violence
Words: 9k
Chapters: 7 Complete: Yes
Summary:
“What’s goin’ on with you, man?” Anderson asked, echoing Chris’s words from the previous week.
Jay shrugged. “Nothin’,” he replied coolly.
Anderson looked to Gallows for an answered, clearly not satisfied with Jay’s response.
“It’s a girl,” Gallows said matter-of-factly.
“Ahh,” Anderson nodded sagely.
Jay narrowed his eyes, looking between both of them. “There’s no girl,” he said flatly.
“Remember when I first met my wife,” Gallows told Anderson, pointedly ignoring Jay’s words. “I gained damn near thirty pounds.”
Anderson laughed at the apparent memory. Jay had no idea what either of them were talking about, if he were being honest.
“I haven’t gained any weight,” he protested. Admittedly, he hadn’t been on the scales in a while, but his abs were as defined as they’d ever been. That had to count for something.
“Man,” Anderson said, exasperated, “You could eat McDonald’s every meal of the day and you wouldn’t gain a pound.”
“That don’t mean you ain’t been eatin’ more,” Gallows added helpfully.
Jay thought about it. He had been hungry a lot lately. And he was contemplating his fifth slice of pie even as the Good Brothers called attention to his eating habits.
“I changed up my gym routine,” he said too quickly, wondering if the Good Brothers picked up on the waver he heard in his own voice.
“Sure you did,” Gallows replied with a smirk. The other man snatched the last slice of pie from in front of them before Jay could, letting out a low chuckle when Jay stared at the slice forlornly.
Anderson seemed to have picked up on Jay’s gaze as well, because he snorted.
“You’re down bad, huh man,” Anderson chuckled.
Notes:
Loosely follows current Bullet Club stuff, but don’t hold me to that
Chapter 1
Jay was hungry. It was a pang deep within his stomach that he'd felt creeping up on him since he got off his flight from Japan.
But his connecting flight left in ten minutes and this airport seemed to go on forever. Jay was walking briskly now, calves tight from hours spent cramped in an airline seat designed for a smaller body than his, his stomach growling in protest of yet more physical activity without a pitstop to refuel.
He pushed his bodily needs aside in his mind and disregarded them. Caught his reflection in a long window out onto the tarmac as he finally approached the gate for his flight. A couple more hours of rest on the flight, he thought, and then he could catch breakfast before the day's Impact tapings.
This was not to be, however, as the flight got delayed due to bad weather in their destination - Philadelphia. Jay texted the group chat to tell them he'll barely make it in time, while stuffing complimentary in-flight peanuts into his mouth. Disappointment and a string of frankly too many emojis from the Good Brothers followed, alongside a cool 'It is what it is, man' from Chris Bey.
By the time Jay got into the hotel in Philadelphia, he was on his way upstairs to throw down his bags while his fellow wrestlers were on their way downstairs to go to the arena. He flashed a tight smile at some of them on his way by.
Jay stuffed himself and his bag inside an elevator, the fluorescent lights harsh on his weary eyes. A woman stepped in after him, who Jay scanned up and down. She was wearing all black, t-shirt and jeans, a tattoo of some sort peaking out above her neckline, just below her hair.
Jay's stomach began to trouble him again then, and he remembered last night when he thought he'd have time to catch breakfast before the show. The woman got out on the same floor as him and Jay brushed past her. He was probably being a little rude, but to be fair he is in a hurry. He thought he heard something like her door clicking open as he opened his, but he didn't turn to look.
He frantically rushed to collect his things for the show, grateful he always packed prepared, and gave himself the momentary joy of a two minute shower so he didn't reek of aeroplane upholstery anymore.
By the time he was changed and slinging his duffle over his shoulder on the way out of his door, the woman from earlier was waiting for an elevator back down.
Jay felt calmed by the chocolate bar he snuck out of the bar fridge and this time gestured for her to enter the elevator first, flashing her a tight smile.
She stepped in and squeezed herself into the corner of the elevator, thigh against the handrail, doing her best to stay out of his way. He stood comfortably in the remaining space, wondering if he should apologise for earlier.
He thought better of it, reminding himself he's never going to see this woman again. Instead he slid his phone out of his back pocket and texted the group chat again.
What's the catering like? he asked, knowing the Good Brothers would know the answer by now.
I wouldn't bother if I was you, replied Doc with a green-faced emoji and several thumbs down.
Jay tilted his head back in defeat and stepped out of the elevator.
*
An hour later, Jay tilted his head back again, this time in an uncomfortable pleather seat as he waited for one of Impact's makeup girls to do his hair. He let his eyes fall shut for a precious moment but opened them a second later to the sound of a quiet tap on the table in front of him. A trestle table serving as a makeshift counter for makeup, spray tan, and a bunch of other "beauty" items he didn't recognise.
Sat before him was a fresh cup of coffee in a takeaway paper cup from catering. He assumed it was for the makeup girl, but in the mirror Jay could see that she was drinking hers. He assessed her for a moment before he decided to take the offered drink. Black t-shirt, black jeans, tattoo poking out above the neckline of her shirt.
Shit.
But Jay was tired, and the offered caffeine was too good not to take. Maybe she brought it as a peace offering because he'd scared her earlier, or maybe it was something she did for everyone. Either way, he'd take what he could get.
She didn't say much, but eventually offered her name gruffly.
"Winters," she said tersely, taking his hair in her hands and beginning to brush it.
There was something in her voice that hit Jay with a pang of familiarity. Something about her accent. She definitely wasn't American. But he was too busy lingering on the tone of her voice; she didn't sound impressed with him. And really, he couldn't blame her.
But his mind was already formulating excuses. He was in a hurry, his flight was delayed, he just came from halfway across the world. 'Surely you understand that this business is hard at the best of times,' he imagined saying to her.
But it was Winters who spoke first.
"Heard your flight got delayed," she queried, though her tone was still unimpressed.
Ah, there was the familiarity. She was Australian. She didn't sound like Tenille or The Iinspiration though; her accent was rougher and lower, like she was from the country. It reminded Jay of his own upbringing. A little slice of almost-home in the middle of a famed Philadelphia wrestling arena. Jay had spent so much of his adult life in wrestling arenas he sometimes forgot anything existed outside of it.
Despite her gruff demeanour her hands were remarkably gentle on his hair. He knew for a fact he hadn't brushed it in a week and yet he could hardly feel what she was doing as she detangled it.
Somewhere low in his belly he began to feel hunger creeping in again. The lifestyle of a New Japan wrestler didn't exactly leave much time to treat his body right, but usually Jay didn't feel quite this bad. Just a bad week, he figured.
"Don't they always," he said plainly, which seemed to kill all hope of a conversation.
Better this way, Jay reasoned, since his time would be better spent drinking his coffee anyway.
When he tasted it, he realised it was full of milk and sugar. Normally he would have protested, but he wasn't sure the girl who currently had a fistful of his hair in her hand would take kindly to it. Besides, if the way his stomach felt was any indication, he could use the calories.
Jay finished his coffee mere seconds before Winters finished his hair. He got up without saying much, leaving his coffee cup on the counter. He thought about thanking her for it, but by then hunger had once again settled in his stomach and he went blindly off in search of more crappy catering food.
Bullet Club's match that night went great - it really was his era - but something in Jay's body still felt off. Chris gave him a funny look after the match, when Jay declined their invitation to get dinner together. Jay just shrugged, ready to write it off as the rough travel day if any of them questioned it further.
But none of them said anything, and Jay ended up at a greasy restaurant a block down from the hotel, ordering enough food for three people. His stomach really wouldn't let up today.
Jay made his way slowly back to the hotel room and up the elevator yet again. He thought about Winters, wondering idly if that was a last name or a nickname.
As he fumbled around for his keycard, the 36 hours it had been since he'd last slept properly catching up with him, he heard a click behind him.
Had he remembered who he'd seen in this hallway earlier, he might have kept his back turned. But in his exhaustion he turned around, just in time to see blonde hair and an all-black outfit slip inside the door of the room opposite his.
Jay's stomach growled again and he shook his head clear of her.
Chapter 2
A quiet week was exactly what Jay needed. Nothing more than a few meet and greets, and plenty of time spent in his apartment were all he needed to forget about the chaos of the previous week. He'd home cooked nearly every meal he'd had all week, and every flight and uber had run seamlessly on time.
So when he got into the week's Impact tapings early he was buzzing. He floated on the balls of his feet, whistling lightly to himself as he wandered into a cafe near the hotel.
He got stuck behind a man who was being unreasonably specific about his breakfast order, but he didn't even mind. Jay's eyes flitted around the building, taking in its generic modern industrial furnishings. Jay often found a cafe's décor could tell you a lot about the quality of the food. From the exposed beams in the ceiling, to the naked Edison bulbs hanging down from them, he expected the food to be perfectly average.
Jay looked around, expecting to see faux brick wallpaper somewhere. The guy in front of him was taking an eternity, so Jay swivelled his head around to truly take in the surroundings. And yep, there on the wall behind him, the unconvincing texture of brick wallpaper.
After a moment Jay spotted a black silhouette against the faux brick. Black jeans, black t-shirt, blonde hair.
Jay snapped his head back towards the front of the line a little too quickly. She'd had her head in her phone, so thankfully she hadn't spotted him.
Just then, the man in front of him finally finished his order and Jay stepped to the front of the line. He made his order quick and painless, taking pity on the cashier. Ordering his coffee, he thought of Winters standing behind him.
"See the girl in all black behind me?" Jay asked the cashier quietly, leaning over the bench a little.
The cashier raised his eyebrows at him. "Yeah?"
"Shout her a coffee on me, will you," he said with the fakest smile he could muster. He suddenly felt like he needed to compensate for something, almost as though he could feel Winters' eyes on the back of his head.
Jay rounded the entire dining area with a casual swing in his step, pulling out his phone and pretending to read a text message. He kept his eyes down and looked around casually, ensuring he didn't meet Winters' eye.
He found a booth seat with his back against the faux brick and watched as Winters made her way through the line. On her feet she wore a pair of scuffed Chelsea boots that reminded Jay of his rural New Zealand upbringing. Her boots looked like they should be pulled on every morning by a sheep farmer. Though a little too young to truly appreciate the film, Jay had been asked many times about Crocodile Dundee since he had been working around Americans in Japan and the US. He was almost certain Paul Hogan had worn a pair of boots exactly the same in that film. He wondered if any Americans had ever pulled her up on it, and if she had any legitimate reason to own them beyond aesthetic. The irony of shoes designed for a farmer being on the feet of a makeup artist was not lost on Jay. He rolled his eyes at the thought.
Just as he did, Winters turned her head and locked eyes with him. She blinked at him a few times, her expression blank, before turning back to the cashier to pay for her food. To Jay’s surprise, when she was done she turned and walked straight over to sit down at the chair opposite his booth seat, cheap stainless steel table between them.
She made no move to say anything, perhaps waiting for him to mention the coffee. He didn’t, instead deciding to wait her out. Maybe it was childish, but honestly he wasn’t sure there was anything to say. She shouldn’t have sat with him to begin with, should have taken the coffee as a peace offering and moved on.
Thankfully their coffees arrived a moment later and they had an excuse not to speak to one another.
Jay was beginning to feel hunger creeping up in his stomach, so he busied himself by people watching over her head as they awaited their food. She really was at a convenient height for it. Jay was only 6’1, but Winters couldn’t have been more than 5’6 so he could easily see over her head. Directly behind her sat the man who had ordered in front of Jay. His food had already come out, and the way he was eating made Jay uncomfortable. A sandwich with a knife and fork, and as if that weren’t bad enough he was drinking both coffee and orange juice, as though the coffee was a shot and the orange juice was the chaser.
“She’s going to notice,” Winters said suddenly, preventing Jay from further judging the man.
“What?” Jay asked curtly. He had no idea what she was talking about. He wondered if she had even meant to say it out loud.
“The barista,” Winters replied, rolling her eyes, “If you keep staring at her like that you’re going to drill a hole in her skull.”
Jay puffed out a laugh at that. Of course that’s what she thought he was doing. Jay looked over behind the cafe counter, to see the barista Winters was talking about. She was pretty, Jay had to admit. Bright red hair, dark brown eyes, tight high waisted blue jeans that hugged her figure.
Jay wasn’t sure how to respond. Did he play into it? Winters already thought he was an asshole, and he supposed it wouldn’t hurt his heel reputation to pretend he was the type to try and flirt with his server.
Something about Winters’ unimpressed tone made him want to prove her wrong, though.
“No,” he said emphatically, leaning over so that the guy couldn’t hear them. “The guy behind you,” he corrected, “he’s drinking orange juice and coffee.”
Winters’ brows furrowed at him. “Maybe he wants orange juice and coffee,” she replied simply.
“No,” Jay muttered, “He’s alternating them.”
“What do you mean he’s alternating them?” she whispered back.
“Like, one sip of coffee, then one sip of orange juice.”
“Oh.” Winters wrinkled her nose. “Gross.”
At that moment their food arrived, brought over by the pretty red-haired barista. Jay flashed her a tight smile and Winters offered her a thank you before they tucked into their food.
Jay watched the barista go, looking her up and down. From here her butt looked great in her jeans and he wondered if Winters was right, that he should be flirting with her.
“You people watch a lot?” Winters asked him casually.
Suddenly Jay was aware of the fact that he’d opened a window into his personal life for this woman. One of Impact’s makeup artists didn’t need insight into the inner workings of his mind.
“I don’t think that’s your business,” Jay snapped.
That seemed to kill her curiosity, because she looked down at her food and ate quickly. Jay felt guilty for a moment, but pushed the feeling away. He was the leader of Bullet Club, he was the Switchblade. He didn’t need to concern himself with the feelings of this girl. She shouldn’t have sat down with him. He should have told her when she did to move away. They weren’t colleagues, she was just someone who did his hair.
She finished her food before him, getting up immediately and leaving without a word. She didn’t even look him in the eye. Good, he thought to himself. She should be intimidated by him. All she took with her was her half-drunk coffee, the one he had - stupidly - paid for.
Jay made his way down to the arena at a leisurely pace. He told himself it was because he was running early today, because he didn’t rush for anyone. But a small voice inside his head told him it was to make sure there was a wide berth between Winters and himself.
When Jay arrived he bypassed the people he would usually greet on his way in, making a beeline for the nearest bathroom. Once there, he splashed his face with water from the sink and took a long look at his reflection.
He was slouching, so he stood up straighter, rolling his shoulders back. He was King Switch, he was the catalyst of professional wrestling. He was… an asshole. But he was the leader of Bullet Club, so he should be an asshole.
Chris Bey sought him out in the bathroom after a while. He caught Jay staring darkly at his own reflection. He was thinking about everything and nothing, emotions washing over him that he lacked the introspection to unpack. He pushed them all aside the moment he saw Chris, his friend grounding him in reality. The reality of the business that had taken over his life since he was a teenager. He thought of Winters and her stupid accent from a faraway place that had once been close to home for him. What was close to home now was this Philadelphia arena, the one in Kentucky, the ones all over Japan.
“What’s going on with you, man?” Chris asked.
Jay shook his head, eyeing the two of them side-by-side in the mirror. Despite having just eaten, Jay felt something like hunger rising in his stomach. It must have been his new workout routine; he was hungry all the time these days.
“Nothing,” Jay replied, watching as the King Switch mask melted back over his face, concealing his insecurities from view. “Wanna go check out catering?”
Chapter 3
A week later saw Jay in catering again, this time backstage at an AEW show. He wasn’t wrestling that night, but he was there to make the Bullet Club’s presence felt on television. Absent from the Bullet Club’s ranks tonight was Chris Bey, who Jay would have much preferred the company of. But he was still glad to have the Good Brothers around. AEW’s catering was much better than Impact’s, so for once Gallows and Anderson were in good moods.
Jay was on his third slice of pumpkin pie when some of the production crew began filtering into the catering room, alongside members of the roster who had their hair and makeup all done. It reminded Jay that he still needed to go and get his hair done.
For Impact tapings he’d started doing it himself just to avoid Winters. She hadn’t done anything to be worth avoiding, but she set something off inside of him that he didn’t like feeling. But doing it himself on this show wasn’t possible. The TBS cameras made it too obvious when you weren’t put together by a professional.
Jay watched the crew pour in, noticing they all wore black from head-to-toe. The production crew at Impact technically had the same dress code, but adhered to it a lot less rigidly. Except Winters. He’d never seen Winters wear anything colourful in the time he’d known her. Not even her makeup would have a pop of colour in it. Not that he was paying her any attention to how she looked when they ran across each other in the Impact halls.
He stuffed a fourth piece of pumpkin pie in his mouth absently.
“What’s goin’ on with you, man?” Anderson asked, echoing Chris’s words from the previous week.
Jay shrugged. “Nothin’,” he replied coolly.
Anderson looked to Gallows for an answered, clearly not satisfied with Jay’s response.
“It’s a girl,” Gallows said matter-of-factly.
“Ahh,” Anderson nodded sagely.
Jay narrowed his eyes, looking between both of them. “There’s no girl,” he said flatly.
“Remember when I first met my wife,” Gallows told Anderson, pointedly ignoring Jay’s words. “I gained damn near thirty pounds.”
Anderson laughed at the apparent memory. Jay had no idea what either of them were talking about, if he were being honest.
“I haven’t gained any weight,” he protested. Admittedly, he hadn’t been on the scales in a while, but his abs were as defined as they’d ever been. That had to count for something.
“Man,” Anderson said, exasperated, “You could eat McDonald’s every meal of the day and you wouldn’t gain a pound.”
“That don’t mean you ain’t been eatin’ more,” Gallows added helpfully.
Jay thought about it. He had been hungry a lot lately. And he was contemplating his fifth slice of pie even as the Good Brothers called attention to his eating habits.
“I changed up my gym routine,” he said too quickly, wondering if the Good Brothers picked up on the waver he heard in his own voice.
“Sure you did,” Gallows replied with a smirk. The other man snatched the last slice of pie from in front of them before Jay could, letting out a low chuckle when Jay stared at the slice forlornly.
Anderson seemed to have picked up on Jay’s gaze as well, because he snorted.
“You’re down bad, huh man,” Anderson chuckled.
Jay stood up from the catering table abruptly. “Looks like the crew’s about to be done for the day,” he said hurriedly, “I’d better go get my hair done.”
*
Stupid, stupid, stupid, Jay said to himself as he waited in a makeup chair for someone to come in and do his hair. He’d sounded like a damn girl when he left the Good Brothers in catering earlier. For a moment he entertained the thought that they’d been right, that he felt something for Winters. Maybe he needed to sleep with her and get it out of his system. But even as he thought about her, the idea of it irritated him. Her stupid name - what was it, a first name? A last name? A nickname? Jay shouldn’t - didn’t - care. And those stupid stockman’s boots she wore. Maybe she should go back to Australia and shear some bloody sheep then.
Jay tapped his fingers on the makeup counter because he had to let his frustrations out somehow. The beatdown he was meant to give backstage on tonight’s Dynamite might well be real at this rate.
But Winters wasn’t back home in Australia shearing sheep. She was walking through the door to stand right behind him. In her hand she held a paper plate with a pile of sandwiches and a slice of pumpkin pie on it, eating with one hand as she walked. When she saw him, she had the audacity to roll her eyes.
“Of course you’d interrupt my break to brush your damn hair,” she sniped.
Jay was taken aback by the venom in her voice. He hadn’t really thought through the fact that, of course, he was interrupting the crew’s break time by asking to have his hair done now. When he’d caught the head of the hair and makeup department by the elbow and asked to be worked on, she’d said she’d go find someone. He hadn’t realised she’d be taking that person off their break.
He felt oddly compelled to apologise, but instead ceased the tapping of his fingers. That was the most he could muster in the way of a peace offering. If he were honest, he was still thinking about her. Infuriated by her. Contemplating fucking her right here in this chair just so that she knew who was in charge.
Winters put her food down on the counter amongst a sea of messy makeup utensils. Jay just blinked at her reflection in the mirror as she stuffed another bite of her sandwich into her mouth and picked up a hairbrush.
She wasn’t as gentle with his hair this time as she had been on previous occasions, clearly in a hurry to get things done so she could return to her break. Jay supposed that was fair enough, but the pulling on his scalp irritated him nonetheless. He must have let that irritation show on his face, because after a moment she sighed and slowed down.
“Sorry,” she muttered.
Jay just shook his head at her, as if to say ‘don’t worry about it’. Maybe she took it to mean ‘shut up’ because she didn’t speak again after that.
By the time she finished his hair her sandwiches were done, and only her slice of pumpkin pie was left. She threw the hairbrush she was holding onto the counter in front of him and gestured roughly to the pie.
“You can have that if you want,” she said.
Jay waited until she left the room to devour the slice of pie.
Chapter 4
The next time Jay saw Winters, it was backstage at another AEW show. He’d deliberately avoided her at Impact yet again, and by now he had no room left to lie to himself as he continued to make every day a cheat day. The Good Brothers hadn’t let up on their theory that his eating habits were all about a girl, and by now they’d clued Chris into the whole conspiracy. Not, Jay supposed, that it was a conspiracy. It was true, and he resented them for bringing it to his attention.
But tonight at AEW Jay was on his own. He was supposed to be shooting a backstage promo video with Adam Cole and the Bucks, but apparently Adam Page had gotten heated about the beatdown Jay had served on him last week. Apparently Jay had come out looking too good, and the Hangman didn’t appreciate being undermined when he was the world champion. Had got in his head that Jay had been trying to embarrass him, even hurt him.
And truth be told Jay had been angry that night. Angry with himself, angry at Winters, pissed off with the Good Brothers for pointing it out. So yeah, maybe he’d been a little stiffer than usual, and gone in a little harder than he should have. And Jay understood that Hangman was still building his legacy, and Jay had already built a substantial one for himself. But he was King Switch, leader of the Bullet Club. Page wasn’t supposed to look good while he was getting his ass beat by the Switchblade.
Jay might have even been receptive to Page’s criticisms, might have offered him an apology, if Page hadn’t cornered him in an empty hallway at the back of the arena to ‘talk’ to him about it. Page was shouting something about Jay’s ego, about how New Japan guys always thought they were better than everyone else when they walked into an AEW locker room. Something entirely nonsensical considering Page himself had once been a 'New Japan guy'.
Winters, naturally, had to walk into the middle of it. Jay didn’t think she knew what was going on at first, head buried in her phone as she wandered down the hallway towards them. Page’s back was to her, but Jay saw her coming a mile away.
“I’ve heard the Good Brothers talking about how there’s some girl you’ve been hung up on,” Page spat.
Jay’s eyes whipped back to Page’s face, and he found himself imagining what the other man would look like with a broken nose.
“Don’t.” Jay said loudly. “Go there.”
“What?” Page spat, not backing down.
Behind him, Jay could see that Winters had looked up from her phone and stopped dead in her tracks, watching the encounter cautiously.
“You think beating my ass was gonna make some girl more hot under the collar for you?”
The combination of Page’s comment and the embarrassment of knowing that Winters had heard it was enough to send Jay over the edge. He lunged forward, grabbing Page by the head and laying in blows to his abdomen. Though he’d envisioned breaking Page’s nose, he didn’t actually want to hurt the guy. He had a match later that night. Jay just wanted to tune him up a little, tell him to back the fuck off.
Page shoved Jay up against a wall and Jay let him, not wanting to risk the pair going backwards and running into Winters. She’d put her phone away now, and was watching them with an expression on her face that Jay couldn’t discern between the blows that Page was getting in since Jay had let him get the high ground.
Unlike Jay who had spared Page’s face, Page raised his fist and rained down blow after blow to Jay’s face. Jay blocked the first couple with his forearms, but eventually let one in as he tried to reposition them to regain control of the fight.
Jay’s eyes were closed as he grimaced in pain, all he could see and feel was Page’s body crowding around him.
But then there was another body between them. Jay spotted a flash of a black t-shirt and figured security had heard the scuffle and come to break it up. Whoever it was shoved Page away and then there was space between them.
Opening his eyes and rubbing his jaw, Jay was shocked to see Winters standing between himself and Page, arms outstretched towards Page in a peacekeeping gesture.
“ENOUGH,” she shouted. She turned her head back and forth between Jay and Page. “Both of you.”
“He started it, man,” Page began.
Jay was surprised to see Hangman immediately listening to Winters. Maybe she had some kind of reputation Jay didn’t know about, or maybe Hangman had just seen sense after their little scuffle.
“I was watching,” Winters snapped back, “I know damn well who started it.”
Jay’s face fell in embarrassment at that. How much had she heard? Enough, Jay guessed, based on the glare she shot in his direction.
“Walk it off, Adam,” she ordered, voice stronger than Jay would have expected it to be given the situation and the size both men had on her. “You’ve got a match tonight.”
Reluctantly, Page walked away, but not before pointing a warning finger in Jay’s direction accompanied by a look that would have been scary were it not dwarfed by the fire behind Winters’ eyes currently being shot in his direction.
Once Page had pounded down the long hallway and rounded a corner, Winters finally dropped her defensive stance and turned to face him properly.
Jay knew he should say something to her, but he had no idea what. So he just stood there, shoulders squared, trying to pretend he was still angry. Like she had gotten in the way of him dealing with Page himself.
“What the hell was that?” Winters asked him indignantly.
She had the tone of someone who had a right to judge his behaviour, as if she knew a single thing about him.
He couldn’t tell what made him madder; the fact that she had the stones to speak to him that way, or the fact that some tiny part of him wished she knew him well enough to justify the tone in her voice.
She looked at him expectantly for a long time, being unreasonably patient with him. It reminded him of the way Shelley and Sabin had looked at him in the old days, back when he was still this aggressive, impulsive little kid who made all his decisions with his heart instead of his head. But that person had disappeared a long time ago. Gone was the Jamie White who shook his opponent’s hand before a match because it “felt” like the right thing to do. Replacing him was a man who was cold, calculated, and made good decisions when it came to this business. The Switchblade.
But the Switchblade wasn’t the man who had made the choice to lay into Adam Page just now. That decision had been all heart and no head. Fuck, what was wrong with him lately?
Maybe Jay had been right weeks ago when he’d resolved to fuck Winters and get it out of his system. Without thinking, he stalked across the wide arena hallway towards her, standing over her and pushing forward until they were touching, until there was nowhere for her to go but backwards until she hit the opposite wall.
Cold bricks against her back and Jay’s imposing figure looming over her. He was already in his gear, leather jacket and switchblade necklace, his hair dripping wet and curtaining his face.
“What gives you the right,” Jay snarled into her face, one hand braced above her head, “to talk to me that way.”
Winters looked up into his face for a long moment. Were he not so pissed off, Jay might have given her credit for the fact that her gaze never wavered, even as he bared his teeth at her. Finally, after a long moment looking into his eyes, Winters cracked a smirk.
Enraged, Jay pressed his body still closer against her and snarled at her. He really would have to fuck her to put her in her place and remind her of exactly who he was.
“I might be intimidated,” she said, looking him up and down as her smirk turned to a snarl of her own, “If your dick wasn’t pressed up against my thigh.”
Winters’ hands came up from her sides to his chest and she pushed against him firmly, shoving him off her. Jay, in shock as he felt his own erection against her leg, let her move him out of her way.
She stalked down the hallway, not taking a moment to look back. She left Jay there, who’d rolled so his back was against the cold concrete wall, dick still hard in his wrestling tights, wondering how long it had been like that.
Something about the way she’d looked at him had seemed like an invitation, but deep down in his stomach Jay knew that just fucking her wouldn’t be enough. And if that weren’t bad enough, he was suddenly aware that he was hungry again.
Chapter 5
Jay was five beers deep the next time he saw Winters, drowning his embarrassment for the third time that week at some skeevy dive bar with the Good Brothers and Chris Bey. The story he was going with was that Page had jumped him and Jay had managed to get enough distance when Winters stepped in and Page and Jay realised they were scaring her and decided to call off the fight. Jay had neglected to mention to any of the members of the Bullet Club that Winters had actually been the one to physically break it up, and he certainly hadn’t mentioned how much it had turned him on to see her show that much strength.
But the way Gallows looked at him told Jay that he knew he wasn’t being told the whole story. Hell, Gallows had a look that told Jay he might have known Jay’s dick had been hard when he was trying to intimidate her.
Winters walked in just as Bey got up to get them another round of drinks, so Jay was stuck sandwiched between the Good Brothers. By now they’d figured out exactly who she was - the only girl who worked at both Impact and AEW - and it turned out both Gallows and Anderson were on very friendly terms with her because she’d given them beard-grooming advice a time or two.
They spotted her right as Jay did. The three of them watched her walk right up beside Chris Bey and order her own drink as Bey turned to carry back theirs. Bey saw that the rest of his team’s eyes were fixed in his direction and he turned his head to follow their gaze, eyes widening as he too spotted Winters.
Bey quickened his step and all but slammed their beers down on the table in front of them.
“She’s here?” he whispered dramatically, eyes still wide. Trust Bey to treat this whole situation like locker room drama.
Before Jay could hush them all and assure them it was nothing, Gallows was reaching up his hand in a wave and calling his name.
“Yo, ‘Becca!” he shouted.
Rebecca? For a moment Jay thought that Gallows must have been talking about someone else. But Winters turned, recognising what must have been her first name. Jay supposed that answered one question he had about her.
Winters’ face didn’t hide much of what she was thinking, flashing Jay an unimpressed look before reluctantly waving at Gallows. Grabbing her beer off the bar, Winters crossed the short distance between the bar and their table, perching herself on the edge of the low faux-suede seats beside Bey, opposite Jay and the Good Brothers who sat in a booth seat. It reminded Jay of where she’d sat so boldly in that cafe in Philly, and Jay wished for a moment he could rewind to that moment and not be such an asshole.
Gallows and Anderson clearly liked her, and they were industry vets who’d been tearing it up in New Japan for decades. But Jay couldn’t shake the feeling that he’d be losing some part of the Switchblade persona if he gave into her. Maybe it was that vulnerability she still had in her eyes when she looked at him - a vulnerability that the Good Brothers had stamped out of themselves years ago - the way she seemed like just a person. She didn’t have a persona, or an ego, or an agenda. Again he was reminded of Alex Shelley, who he’d beaten once and for all on pay-per-view just a few weeks ago. He wondered did Shelley and Sabin know her? Did they talk to her backstage while she did their hair and makeup? Did they like her? God he hoped not.
Winters took a sip of her beer and complemented Anderson’s beard.
“Come on,” Gallows jeered, “What about mine?”
Winters rolled her eyes. “Oh come on, you know yours is perfect.”
Gallows nodded emphatically in agreement. Then his face twisted into a mischievous grin and Jay was suddenly very self-conscious of his own beard.
“What do you think of the Switchblade’s beard?” he asked, one eyebrow raised jovially.
Damn you, Gallows, Jay thought darkly. All he could do was sit and wait for the inevitable snide comment, sandwiched between the Good Brothers with no escape in sight. He began drinking his sixth beer, a little too fast, but he didn’t much care what they thought of him at this point.
“Great beard,” Winters said appreciatively, taking another long drink of her beer. Jay nearly choked on his. “Fits great between the two of you.”
Gallows clapped Jay on the back and Anderson squeezed his shoulder. “That’s our boy,” Anderson said dramatically, shooting Winters his most convincing grin.
Winters drained the rest of her beer before she spoke again. The Good Brothers and Bey were waiting on her next words with bated breath, eyeing her up cautiously. She seemed to know it, taking her time setting her glass down.
“Anyway, I told myself I’d only have one tonight.” She smiled tightly. “Early flight tomorrow,” she explained with a sweet fake politeness in her voice. “I’ll see you boys around.”
When she stood up, her gaze lingered on Jay for a moment longer than anyone else. And with that, she was gone.
Jay’s stomach growled. “Anyone else hungry?” he asked stupidly. “We could order something from the bar menu.”
The Good Brother erupted into uproarious laughter and even Bey had a chuckle at his expense. He was so royally fucked.
Chapter 6
The following week Jay was at Impact again, having avoided seeing Winters for the entire night. He and Bey had suffered a frankly embarrassing defeat against the reunited Motor City Machine Guns, and Jay was feeling especially vulnerable afterwards. Bey found his way over to the Good Brothers who awaited him with commiserations and an ice pack, while Jay stalked his way past them towards the back of the arena.
He felt like a kid again. Twenty-two years old and still wearing white trunks to the ring like an asshole. A baby with an undercut he hadn’t thought far enough ahead about and ended up growing out live on TV. Once upon a time the Motor City Machine Guns had been his mentors; they gave him a thousand opportunities in Ring of Honor that he would never have got if they hadn’t taken a shine to him. He thought about Chris Bey, who he was supposed to be mentoring himself. Returning the favour in some cosmic way even as he beat his old mentors down in the ring.
But tonight Shelley and Sabin had treated him like a petulant child, one who hadn’t learned a damn thing since he’d left them in 2017. And maybe he hadn’t, because he wasn’t acting like the Switchblade he’d become; he didn’t have the bravado of a man who believed it was truly his era in professional wrestling. Instead, he was hung up on some stupid fucking girl.
Jay walked towards the back of the arena with his hand still on the back of his neck, working out a knot that had formed during his match. He stared down at his feet, not having the strength of will in that moment to take his defeat like a man. He was sullen and pissed off, like this was his first loss as a rookie on TV.
“He’s a nice guy somewhere deep down,” came the unmistakable voice of Chris Sabin. Immediately Jay knew Sabin was talking about him.
“I’m sure he is,” came a tight response in an all-too-familiar accent.
Jay’s heart sank so far at that moment that he swore he could feel it beating in his feet. Winters and the Motor City Machine Guns, for fuck’s sake.
Jay didn’t dare look up from his feet, but their silence told him that they had spotted him. As he walked by them he saw Winters’ stupid boots stood beside Shelley and Sabin’s wrestling boots and his blood ran cold. He pushed between them and stalked past until he was outside of the arena, now shirtless in the cold and dark.
He heard footsteps following behind him, presumably Shelley who would take any opportunity he could to put his dad hat on and give him some sage advice about life.
Jay resigned himself to it and sat down on the hard concrete steps outside the back of the arena, resting his head against the cold steel handrails.
Someone sat down beside him, but Jay kept his eyes closed and ignored whoever it was. Anything to put off this conversation for a few more minutes. He knew the truth in Sabin’s words. He wasn’t a bad guy, not really. And truth be told, neither were the rest of Bullet Club. Ruthless and uncompromising in what they wanted out of this business, sure, but they were not unkind. Anderson and Gallows were both married, and Jay was pretty sure Bey had a girl despite his persona.
“I would love,” began the person beside him.
And it was Winters. Of course it was Winters. He couldn’t get a moment’s peace from the reality of his situation. The reality he’d forced upon himself when he decided to be an asshole to her that very first day in the elevator.
“I would love,” she began again, her voice demanding his attention this time. He dared to look in her direction for a second, only to find her eyes squarely planted in the distance, looking straight ahead. Her elbows rested on her knees as she leaned forward, hands clasped together. “To have just one week where I come to work and I don’t have a bunch of sweaty pro-wrestlers in my face trying to set me up on a date with you.”
Jay felt his face go hot with embarrassment. Between the match and all the harsh words about his life and who he ‘was’ that had been spoken over the course of tonight, Jay didn’t have the strength left in him to hide any of how he felt from her. So he just let his blush linger there, hot on his face for her to see.
“I didn’t ask for them to do that,” he said quietly, his face flushing deeper as he heard his voice crack on his words.
“I didn’t say you did,” she replied curtly, “But you would have stopped it by now if you didn’t want them to.”
She turned to look at him for the first time since they’d been out here. Her eyes were piercing and Jay knew that there was no more room for bullshit. Beneath her piercing eyes were faint purple bags that he’d never noticed before. This had been going on for weeks, Jay realised, not just for him but for her as well.
Jay took a moment to let her words sink in. She wasn’t wrong. He could have easily asked the Good Brothers to stop if he’d really wanted them to. But instead he’d been content to let them call attention to his feelings that night in the bar. Maybe on some level he had always wanted this to happen.
“It’s those stupid fucking boots,” Jay found himself saying, throwing his hands up in the air. Even to his own ears he sounded hysterical. “You walk around the place like you’re a stockman on a fucking farm and you’re the only one in the place who adheres to the dress code.”
Winters was looking at him with her mouth hung open now. She must have thought he was insane. And maybe he was.
“Seriously,” Jay continued wildly, “You brush hair for a living and you look and sound like you’re about to shear a sheep.”
Winters put her head in her hands then and rubbed her weary eyes. It was the first time Jay had seen her look anything like weak, and it stopped him in his tracks.
They sat there for a long moment in silence, Winters barely looking like she was breathing. Jay was seriously beginning to consider that he’d broken her, when a sound like a laugh burst from her.
He thought she was crying at first, but as she continued he realised it was definitely laughter, not sobs, wracking her body. Shit, he really had broken her.
“All of this,” she chuckled, lifting her head from her hands to look at him for a brief moment, “is because of my fucking shoes?”
Jay just blinked at her. Unsure of what to say. He thought about the strength with which she’d shoved Adam Page away a couple of weeks ago and his skin prickled as he briefly entertained the idea that she might kill him.
“Mate,” she said once her laughter had subsided, “There is something really wrong with you.”
The look she gave him made Jay acutely aware of the fact that he was sat shirtless in the cold. Something about his nipples being hard at this moment felt so inappropriate. He felt naked under her gaze.
“Did it ever occur to you,” she continued, “That I might live on a fucking farm when I’m not working here?” She rolled her eyes at him and raised one of her legs to wiggle the aforementioned boots in his face. “You think they got this dirty doing bloody hair and makeup?” When he couldn’t come up with a thing to say she continued ripping into him. “And what was that shit with Page the other week?”
It was clear she wouldn’t continue her rant until he gave her an answer, so he resolved to give her one. First though, he crossed his arms over his bare chest so that he felt a little less exposed.
“I was pissed off at you,” Jay mumbled, “So I hit him a little too hard and then he started going off about you and I-”
“That was about me too?” she shouted.
At that point she leaned back on the stairs and tilted her face back towards the sky, heaving an almighty sigh. Jay should have been freaking out about how exasperated she was, but instead he was watching the way that her t-shirt rode up around her stomach and he could see a little strip of flesh above the waistband of her jeans.
Without thinking - because really, had he had a single coherent thought since the day he’d met her - he reached out and brushed his fingers over that strip of skin.
Her eyes snapped open and she looked down at him. Her expression was unreadable and Jay didn’t know what he wanted. He grasped onto the waistband of her jeans for dear life, digging his fingers in and feeling the soft fabric of her panties under her jeans while his thumb rubbed against the cold metal button on her fly.
“Tell me to stop,” he begged, grasping her jeans tighter now. His voice sounded wrecked, cracking even as he leaned forward to hover his body over hers, to look in her eyes.
Her arm shot up and then her hand was in his hair. Gone was the gentle hand that had brushed it and gotten him show-ready so many times. She yanked back on it and bared his neck. Leaning forward, she let her lips dance just beside his ear, close enough to feel her breath on his earlobe but still agonisingly far away.
“If I wanted you to stop,” she breathed, “I would have told you to by now.”
Chapter 7
Jay’s flight home had been delayed by four hours and as he made his way through the airport parking lot to find his parked car, he realised he hadn’t eaten since the previous morning. Staring down at his phone to distract himself, he saw texts from the usual suspects. He ignored most of them, but one stood out.
Get takeout on your way home?
Jay shot back a thumbs up (the Good Brothers’ emoji habit finally rubbing off on him) and piled his things into the back of his car.
A forty-five minute drive from the airport and a quick pitstop at their favourite Chinese place, and Jay was rolling to a stop in front of the cosy farmhouse he now called home. Jay stepped out of the car and onto the dusty dirt driveway, watching his white Nikes turn a shade of maroon almost immediately. You think they got this dirty doing bloody hair and makeup?
He chuckled to himself and brought the takeout and his carry-on inside. The rest of his bags could wait until later. He toed off his shoes at the front door beside a pair of worn Chelsea boots, feeling very domestic. Gone were the days of him bouncing from one apartment to the next, leaving his shoes under hotel beds and frantically searching for them an hour before his flight.
Instead, he found himself settling into a familiar lounge in a familiar living room, flipping on a TV he owned and feeling comforted by the presence of a very lazy ginger house cat atop the mantlepiece and the familiar sound of the upstairs shower turning off.
“Hey Bec,” he called smoothly when he heard her footfalls on the stairs.
“I smell Chinese, Jamie,” she called back, appearing with one of his t-shirts on and a stretched pair of tube socks. She was still towel-drying her hair, but abandoned the towel on the back of the lounge to sit down beside him.
“Yeah,” he replied, “I know it’s your favourite.” He turned his head to face her where she sat cross-legged beside him, wet blonde hair like a halo around her pretty face. “But I’m not really hungry.”
“Really?” Her brows knotted together in that cute annoying way they did when she knew he’d said something totally stupid. “You just got off a flight from Japan and you’re not hungry?”
Jay grinned back at her, his stomach growling and giving up his game, but he didn’t care. “I’d much rather have something else,” he growled.
He pounced on top of her and they lost their balance, landing in a heap on the floor. With one hand bracketed around her face he slid the other one up her thigh and wound it around the band of her panties, pulling tight.
“Tell me to stop, Bec,” he dared.
“If I wanted you to stop, I would have told you by now.”
The Good Brothers were right. He was eating a lot more these days. Just not food.
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thekentuckyhimbo · 2 years
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Masterlist/Requests Open!!
Details below the cut
Who I like to write about:
(Note: I will give anyone a go but these are my faves)
(Note 2: I am familiar with most current major wrestling promotion storylines besides WWE but still know a lot about WWE characters)
AEW
Best Friends (Chuckie T, Trent, OC, Kris, Yuta)
Buddy Matthews
Eddie Kingston
MJF
Ruby Soho
Hook
Danhausen
Blackpool Combat Club
Max Caster
NJPW
Jay White
Bullet Club
Rocky Romero
Impact
MCMG (Alex Shelley and Chris Sabin)
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No abuse or hate speech please. Topics or requests that make me uncomfortable might be ignored.
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No shipping discourse or kinkshaming on my blog. Get as absolutely feral as you want. If you have a serious concern about something I've written, send me a DM.
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Like literally... If my content says it's explicit, NSFW or 18+, please read it only if you're old enough. If you request NSFW material and your bio says you're under 18, I won't be doing that.
Fic Masterlist
Very Nice, Very Evil - William Regal/Danhausen, Hookhausen, Mox/Kingston
Danhausen gives Jon Moxley some advice. Danhausen realises he should take his own advice.
Sharing is Caring - William Regal/Danhausen, Hookhausen, William Regal/Wheeler Yuta
Danhausen is William Regal's pet. But Danhausen wants Hook too.
The Tweet - Max Caster/MJF
Max calls MJF his boyfriend in a tweet. MJF is a princess about it. Smut, 18+
Sunrises and Kiwi Crushes - Jay White/Reader
Ongoing series. Jay White moves in next door to you in your small country town.
Hey Jealousy - Orange Cassidy/Reader
Orange is jealous that someone else is giving you attention. He gets... Possessive. Smut, 18+
Gentle - Jay White/Reader
Jay keeps you tied up in his hotel room while he wrestles. But when he comes back tonight he's so... Gentle. Smut, 18+
Tender - Jay White/Reader
Jay finally lets you into his life. Smut, 18+
Beretta and the Blade - Jay White/Trent Beretta
Jay stares at Trent's tits. Jay is all of us. Smut, 18+
Insatiable - Jay White/OFC
Jay White is in love. Jay is stupid about it.
Sacrifices - Jay White/Alex Shelley
Jay jerks off to his old mentor. Smut, 18+
Shellshocked - Jay White/Alex Shelley
Baby Jay lets daddy take care of him. Smut, 18+
Something Sinister - Jay White/El Phantasmo
El Phantasmo is a brat. Jay fucks him for it.
Young Once - Chuck Taylor/Orange Cassidy
Orange yearns for Chuck's happiness inside and outside of the ring
Tacks for Snacks - Chuck Taylor/Orange Cassidy
Chuck does a thumb tack spot. Orange has to pull them out. Smut, 18+
Chuckie T Kisses a New Japan Hunk - Chuck Taylor/Kazuchika Okada
Chuck gets to kiss Okada at Forbidden Door
Braids and Bathtubs - Hangman/Matt Jackson
Hangman runs Matt a bath
Softer than I Deserve - Wheeler Yuta/fem!reader (request)
Yuta loses the ROH Pure Championship because he's too busy thinking about you
Polaroid Shots - Hook/Danhausen
Hook likes pictures
Ace Austin Drabble #1
Reader is sick, Ace looks after them
Ace Austin Drabble #2
Ace makes Reader a cute playlist bc he misses them
Prick - Hangman Adam Page/Jon Moxley
The HangMox brainrot got me so I wrote angst/smut to help but it didn't help and I'm still thinking about them ok bye
Ace Austin Drabble #3 - Ace/Reader
Ace gets the Reader a pet kitten
Stray - HangMox
AU. Adam is a single dad waitress in a diner. Mox is the grizzled, mysterious stranger who comes in at 2AM
A Promise of More - HangMox
Pure, absolute smut. Mox bleeds everywhere, cums everywhere, gets fucked until he cries
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Beretta and the Blade
Pairing: Jay White/Trent Beretta
Warnings: explicit sexual content, 18+, swearing
Words: 3k
Chapters: 1
Complete: Yes
Summary:
“You’re not gonna call me by my last name like a little pervert man after what we just did.”
Author Notes:
The fact that no one is writing this pairing is a crime and this fic will convince you to love it
Beretta and the Blade
 Jay White sits, chest heaving, backstage after his match. Jay couldn’t have even told you where they were tonight; some backwoods town deep into a month-long tour of Japan that felt neverending. Jay reached his hand up to rub at his neck and shoulder, still feeling tight after an especially nasty spill out of the ring. He ran a hand through his hair and clenched his jaw, feeling more and more agitated as the seconds passed.
Strung haphazardly across an exposed brick wall was New Japan’s customary backdrop; sponsors, Twitter and Instagram logos painted across it to maximise brand recognition. In front of it currently, however, were not the two most brand-friendly individuals in the company.
Chuck Taylor was running his mouth about their next match and barking like a dog. Jay looked him up and down, trying to catch his eye with a death stare. Truth be told, Jay didn’t have anything against the man, except that he - along with his tag team partner - had aligned himself with Chaos.
Speaking of his tag partner, that was who Jay was really watching. Jay’s foot bounced up and down impatiently as he slumped against the cold brick wall behind him, air slowly returning to his lungs. He watched Beretta push his sweat-slicked hair back off his shoulders and tie it up roughly. He could barely stand straight, but still managed to pull himself together enough to crack a joke at Taylor’s expense. Something about Beretta taking all the moves out there tonight. While he did, he absent-mindedly ran a hand over his pecs, which were drenched in sweat and covered in a liberal amount of dark chest hair.
Against his better judgment, Jay cracked a smile at Beretta’s joke. Taylor didn’t seem to notice, but for a moment Beretta’s eyes flitted over Jay’s face before returning to the camera in front of him. It was then that they finally wrapped up their post-match comments and Jay was able to take the stage. The Best Friends didn’t stick around to watch and Jay couldn’t help but be a little disappointed. But he quickly pushed that feeling aside and let the Switchblade take over, with nothing but himself, the camera and the whole world watching him.
Tanahashi filed into the tiny backstage area after Jay, so Jay cleared the set quickly, stalking down the halls towards the makeshift locker rooms of the night. His stuff was in a tightly packed room with bags and shoes and gear strewn all about the floor. Jay spied his bag under a pile of others and yanked it out, throwing it on a nearby bench so that he could search through it for his things. He changed quickly, and was just about to throw his t-shirt over his head when someone entered the room.
Jay turned around to see Beretta walking through the doorway, still shirtless and in his ring gear. He looked just as sweaty as he had when he came back from his match, and Jay couldn’t help but be drawn to the other man’s chest again. For a moment, Jay stood there with his t-shirt half-on, heading poking out but stomach still exposed.
“Hey, man,” Beretta said awkwardly, eyes on Jay’s exposed abdomen.
Jay looked down at his own exposed body and quickly lowered his shirt over himself, tugging it down into place. It occurred to him then that Beretta had never spoken a word to him before unless it was in a promo or a match. Backstage they usually avoided each other, or he had Taylor or Romero by his side to talk to instead. But tonight Trent was by himself, and perhaps he really had noticed Jay crack a smile at his joke, because why else would he exchange pleasantries. But Jay was wary of showing weakness around the older man, so he let his expression grow cold.
Turning away to begin folding his ring gear and putting it in his bag, he said coldly, “Don’t you have a tag team partner you could be talking to?”
It was meant as a rhetorical question, a conversation ender, but it seemed like Beretta hadn’t caught onto that, because he just shrugged and said, “He’s got other friends.”
Jay sat down on the bench beside his bag and found Beretta sitting across from him on another bench, the sea of bags and various clothing items separating them. Beretta had taken off his tights and was now tugging on a pair of grey jeans. And if Jay looked to see if he was a boxers or briefs kind of guy, he’d never tell.
Jay began tugging on his socks as he said, “And you don’t?”
Again, a snide remark designed to cut the conversation off, but Beretta seemed determined to ignore even the most obvious of social cues tonight.
“I do,” Beretta replied, his tone conversational rather than defensive as Jay might have expected, “But sometimes they’re busy or whatever.” Beretta shrugged, standing up to pull his jeans up over his ass and zip them up.
Considering how oblivious Beretta had seemed so far, Jay didn’t see much harm in watching him put his jeans on. Or in paying close attention to where they sat on his body, just brushing his abs.
“Where are all your little pervert friends?” Beretta continued as he pulled a tank top from his bag. It was black and faded with the words ‘Against Me’ written on it, which Jay assumed to be a band.
“My friends,” Jay replied as he laced one of his shoes.
At that moment he began to contemplate who his friends in this company really were. Were they his fellow Bullet Club members? People he rode with? People he knew from his time in the US? Did he really have any friends here?
“My friends,” Jay started again after a moment’s pause, tugging on his other shoe, “Are not in this changing room right now.”
A frustratingly non-committal answer. Perhaps that would finally get Beretta to get the message and go away.
Beretta didn’t feel like an annoyance now. It felt dangerous having him so close. Chest hair still sweaty and peeking out above the neck of his tank top, his muscular arms still pumped up and shining from a combination of exertion and spray tan. His dark brown eyes watched Jay as he tugged his own sneakers on, like he was trying to work out what Jay’s words meant.
“There’s no one else in here right now,” Beretta finally replied.
Both men had finished putting on their shoes now and simply sat across from one another, air feeling nearly too thick to breathe. Jay wasn’t sure if it was Japan’s humidity or the tension between them.
Beretta squared his shoulders, as though he was expecting a fight.
Jay realised there was no reason for him to be sitting there and stood up suddenly. He contemplated taking his bag and walking out, brushing off this interaction and forcing himself to forget about Beretta entirely until their next encounter in the ring, where he might hit him a little harder than usual.
But instead of reaching for his bag, Jay found himself crossing the small room, dodging the minefield of bags and other items, to stand over Beretta. He teetered there for a moment, frozen as the scent of the other man’s body hit him like a truck. Instinct took over then, and Jay found himself with his hand wound tightly in Beretta’s hair. Beretta’s eyes widened in shock, staring up at Jay, but he didn’t struggle. He could have stood up then and walked away, and Jay would have let him. Instead he just sat there, waiting.
“What do you want from me?” Jay growled, pulling tighter on Beretta’s hair until he was wrenching back on his neck and Beretta was forced to look up at him fully.
Beretta stood up then, face nearly smashing into Jay’s. Jay was slightly taller than the older man, but not meaningfully. So when they stood toe-to-toe they were looking straight into each other’s eyes.
Jay’s hand stayed in Beretta’s hair but his grip loosened. From here there was no escaping the sweaty scent of the other man, or the distinct smell of chewing tobacco on his breath, which felt hot on Jay’s face.
If Beretta had been oblivious before, he seemed to know exactly what was happening now. Again he made no attempt to move, but for the first time tonight he didn’t respond to Jay’s question. Instead, he asked one of his own.
“What do you want?”
Jay couldn’t even begin to formulate a response to Beretta’s question. So heady was the scent of the other man that Jay could barely think at all. Dimly he was aware that these weeks away in Japan had to be contributing to his desperation, and all the travel and lack of sleep was frying his ability to make good decisions. But Jay couldn’t focus on that right now. All he could focus on was the tiny bead of sweat making its way down Beretta’s neck from behind his ear, and down the curve of his chest to the spot between his pecs that was thickest with hair.
Without thinking, Jay dipped his head and caught the bead of sweat with his tongue, tracing its path back up Beretta’s neck and to his ear. When Beretta’s hips arched towards Jay’s own, all hope of subtlety and restraint was long gone.
Jay nipped underneath Beretta’s ear hard enough to draw a whine from the other man. Pleasure or pain, Jay didn’t know. But until the other man asked him to stop, he was going to push as far as Beretta would let him. Jay pushed his hand roughly underneath Beretta’s shirt at the same time as he yanked on his hair, baring his neck. But it wasn’t his neck Jay wanted. Jay put one of his feet up onto the bench behind Beretta to get more height on the other man and then crashed his lips against the other man’s. When he received no protests, he pushed his tongue between the other man’s lips and earned a moan for his trouble.
Beretta’s chest was already heaving as Jay bit the older man’s lower lip and sucked on it. Jay was losing himself in the feeling of the other man’s body, hand finally untangling from Beretta’s hair - now that he knew he didn’t have to hold the older man there - and finding its way to the small of his back, where Jay dug his nails in.
“Shit,” the other man called out, then quickly bit down on his lip to hold back another shout.
Jay was watching Beretta come undone already, and they hadn’t even got to the good part. One hand still on Beretta’s back, scratching a mark into his skin to remember this moment by, Jay undid the other man’s fly with his free hand. In seconds he was rewarded with Beretta’s aching erection in his hand and a needy whine from the other man, who had his face thrown back to the sky.
“Someone’s gonna catch us,” Beretta gasped as Jay began impatiently stroking his adversary’s swollen member.
Jay nipped at Beretta’s lip hard as punishment for such a stupid comment. Jay wouldn’t have cared if the whole locker room filed into this changing room at that moment, he still would have continued to fuck Beretta right up against the wall.
“Better make it quick then, sweetheart,” Jay growled in response, quickly taking his own dick out of his pants.
Beretta finally looked down when he felt Jay’s hard member brush against his own. His pupils were blown wide and his mouth hung open at the sight of their dicks pushed together. Jay wrapped his hand around both and began timing the strokes of his hand with the frantic pace of his thrusts. But the two of them together were too big for his hand and they kept slipping. Jay let out a frustrated grunt but then Beretta’s hand was there on the other side of his, their fingers brushing as they held each other in place.
Beretta’s thrusts were tight and sharp, every muscle in his body seeming to tense. Jay watched his pecs move and his abs flex and now it was his turn to moan. As soon as he did he knew he was done for, tipping his head down until it landed on Beretta’s chest where he licked and sucked at whatever skin he could reach. Beretta took charge then, placing his free hand on Jay’s hip and snapping his hips up into Jay’s with so much force it hurt. His hand tightened on Jay’s dick and Jay let out a choked sound, so Beretta squeezed him harder. He was arching his whole back against the wall to thrust towards Jay now and Jay could do nothing but press the side of his sweaty face against Beretta’s equally sweaty chest and moan recklessly loud.
He had needed this for a long time, Jay realised as he felt the familiar feeling of his orgasm coiling in his belly. He let out a strangled cry and it was Beretta’s lips against his temple and voice in his ear saying, “Come on, baby, give it to me,” that sent Jay over the edge. The sensation of Beretta’s calloused hand on his dick and the heat of the other man’s body wrapped around him was too much and Jay came with a silent, open-mouthed cry against Beretta’s perfect chest. He came in ribbons across Beretta’s tight abs and finally his knees gave out.
The combination of weeks of exertion on this tour, no sleep and the realisation of what he’d just done were too much, and though Beretta tried to catch him and hold him in a standing position, Jay let himself fall to his knees in front of the other man.
Beretta’s hand was there, unreasonably gentle given the situation, fingers brushing under Jay’s chin as though he wanted him to look up. But Jay couldn’t bring himself to lift his head. Instead, he stared at where his cum was dripping down Beretta’s chest towards his still aching cock.
Jay felt so overwhelmed he could cry, but he figured it was the least he could do, so he took Beretta’s cock in his mouth and sucked on it like his life depended on it. He wanted Beretta to use him, to fuck his mouth with the same ferocity he’d been thrusting against his body with earlier. Instead, Beretta’s moans now were softer, and he placed a hand in Jay’s hair that was infinitely gentler than the one Jay had had in his hair earlier.
Beretta was quick to cum, his breaths coming in short and fast between swear words uttered under his breath. He was more respectful than Jay would have been, tugging on Jay’s hair to indicate he was about to cum and Jay should pull off. But by then Jay was thinking about how he would likely never do this again, and he wanted to know what Beretta tasted like.
Instead of pulling off, Jay took Beretta’s dick deeper into his mouth until his nose was buried in the other man’s pubes. He earned a desperate shout from the older man for his troubles. And, as it turned out, Beretta tasted like Jay wanted to suck his dick for the rest of his life. He swallowed greedily and so much so that Beretta had to pull him off, his thumb idly swiping an errant drop from the corner of Jay’s mouth.
Jay stood up then, his legs still shaky, and surprisingly he was met with a chaste kiss on the lips. Beretta bent to pull something from his bag, which he used to unceremoniously wipe the drying cum from his abdomen. Jay felt like he should apologise, but Beretta didn’t seem fazed at all. Beretta dropped the soiled shirt back into his bag and began tucking himself away, which reminded Jay he should definitely not still have his soft dick out of his pants.
After tucking himself away, Jay finally took a step back and he felt his body temperature drop by ten degrees. No longer was the smell of Beretta’s body so strong, and Jay felt like he could see a little clearer.
“I’m supposed to get dinner with Chuck in a minute,” Beretta began, in the tone of voice you might use to say you were going to the store to pick up shampoo.
He seemed completely oblivious to the fact that they had just had one of the most intense experiences of Jay’s life. Jay’s stomach twisted up at the thought, wondering if it hadn’t felt to Beretta like it felt for him. He could sense the coldness of the Switchblade creeping back in from where it had previously retreated from Beretta’s intense heat.
“But we could hang out after?” Beretta asked him casually.
By then Beretta was picking up his bag and navigating around the rest of the luggage in the room towards the door. But he turned his head back to Jay, awaiting his response.
“Beretta…” Jay began coldly, even as his body screamed at him to say yes.
“Trent,” Beretta corrected.
“What?” Jay asked dumbly, distracted by his own conflicting thoughts.
“Trent,” Beretta repeated just as dumbly. “You’re not gonna call me by my last name like a little pervert man after what we just did.”
The comment was so unexpected that Jay couldn’t help but bark out a laugh. He felt light-headed and thought he might be hysterical. Beretta - Trent - was a complete mystery to him. A hot mystery, and one that Jay could imagine himself unravelling over the course of many more blowjobs.
“Trent…” Jay began again.
Trent’s brown eyes softened as he seemed to watch every horrible, conflicting thought in Jay’s head blur across his face at once. He looked so normal standing there in jeans and a tank top with his shitty headband, amongst a sea of shiny wrestling boots and gaudy costumes that were simultaneously completely fake and as real as the air between them. Jay still didn’t know why, but he wanted Trent’s hairy chest and brainless sense of humour in this world of waxed pecs and unfunny men who took themselves far too seriously.
“I’ll see you after dinner.”
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Young Once - oneshot
Pairing/s: Chuck Taylor/Orange Cassidy
Word count: 2,827
Rating: T
Fandom: AEW
Story Description: Orange thinks Chuck deserves better, and tries to give it to him in the ring. But what Orange could really give Chuck is so much more.
Author Notes:
I'm pretty sure the Chorange Valentines day thing was past/present/future and I didn't participate in that, but this is based on that concept
Lyrics are The Smith Street Band
Past
"And we were young once
So was everyone
I guess something about it felt important
And we were happy once
So was everyone
I guess I never realized it was so important"
Orange sits on the couch with his legs crossed under himself, eyes fixed to the TV screen - though he couldn't have told you what he was watching. His thin fingers fidgeted in his lap with a thread coming off the seam of his jeans. He twisted it around one of his fingers, tight enough to cut off circulation, shoulders tensed.
When he was at home, he wasn't the lackadaisical, self-assured man that he was in the ring. The one with the confidence to play mind games with his opponents and take his shirt off in front of a crowd of people.
When he was here, Orange Cassidy melted away, perhaps trapped in his signature rayban sunglasses until the next time they were worn. Left behind was a single thirty-five year old man, still living in a shoebox apartment with his best friend, chasing a dream that never quite seemed to materialise.
"Things will get better, man," Chuck would always say, eyes bright like a puppy's.
Chuck meant it, too. That was the thing with him; he was so sincere. Orange had poked fun at it, once, in front of Chuck's other tag partner Trent.
"That's the thing about wrestlers," Trent has said philosophically (he was always philosophical when he was drinking), "if you talk to any of the ones who've made it, they'll tell you they never thought of doing anything else."
But Orange had thought of doing something else. A fact he wasn't sure many in the business knew. He'd gone to college, gotten his degree, and worked professionally in the field of architecture for years. Hell, he was still on a firm's payroll just in case this whole wrestling thing went south.
Chuck didn't have that safety net. Didn't need it. Orange thought of a circus acrobat, swinging high up on the trapeze. How at practice the amateur acrobats would swing with a net below them, but in a real performance the professional acrobats didn't have a net below them. The trapeze wouldn't have been a compelling if the audience had known there was no real danger to it.
Maybe Orange had been reading too many Nightwing comics of late, but to him Chuck's wrestling had always seemed more compelling than his own. Chuck's last civilian job was when he was 19; he'd been making wrestling work as a full-time job for nearly 15 years.
Orange could feel his roommate's eyes on him from the kitchenette behind the couch, but Orange didn't dare turn around. They'd been living together for long enough that Chuck could sense when Orange was in a mood. Orange could sense Chuck's mood too, and without turning around Orange could tell he had that determined look on his face. Eyes narrowed and dark, brow furrowed, lips firmly squeezed into a thin line.
When he'd come in the door a couple hours prior and seen Orange on the couch in the exact same position he was still sitting in now, he'd loudly declared that they were having a movie night and that Chuck was cooking dinner. (Which actually meant they would stare at the Netflix recommendations for 20 minutes while their food got cold and then inevitably just end up watching old WCW tapes on the Network instead.)
It seemed dinner was ready now, because Orange heard the light footfalls of Chuck's bare feet crossing the floorboards to the couch. He set down two plates - orange chicken, funny - and then picked up the remote before flopping onto the couch right beside Orange.
Often when Orange was feeling especially misanthropic he would wriggle away from Chuck's friendly embrace on the couch to sulk at the end of it, but tonight his hip was already bumping up against the armrest and Chuck had sat down right beside him.
Chuck casually flopped an arm over the back of the couch, fingertips brushing Orange's shoulder. It made something in Orange's chest loosen a little, which was annoying. Orange wanted to sulk, but over the years Chuck had become so damn good at cheering him up.
That was another thing about Chuck Taylor. When he wanted something, he got it. Brash and unafraid and risk-taking, Chuck was a general in and outside of the ring.
"Now," Chuck said dramatically, flourishing the remote in his hand until the tip of it was planted playfully on Orange's nose, "what are we watching? Netflix?"
You, Orange thought quietly, then scowled as he pushed that thought firmly out of his brain.
Chuck raised a quizzical eyebrow at Orange's sudden change in expression.
"Right," he said slowly. "WCW it is then."
In spite of himself, Orange smiled a little at that.
Present
"We all work our dream jobs
And I'm not lacking in ambition
I am a building of a person
That's scheduled for demolition"
It was 2022 and AEW's pandemic era had finally ended. Even better, Trent was finally back from his neck injury and the Best Friends faction was back on TV. Orange was sat watching Yuta run drills with Chuck in the ring. Yuta was past the point of needing them, really, but Orange figured he did it to make Chuck feel a little more useful.
Orange's chest felt tight at that thought. Three years ago, if you'd told Orange he would have been the one to main event on TV against Adam Cole in an unsanctioned match, he would have told you that would have been where Chuck would be. If you'd told Orange that Trent would be beating Nick Jackson in a New Japan-style singles match on cable TV on a Friday night, he would have told you I bet him and Chuck will be the next tag champs.
Chuck was the one with all the accolades. Sure, Orange had been IWTV champ, but Chuck had been an IWA Mid-South champion like CM-fucking-Punk. He'd been a PWG champion like nearly every indie darling and WWE champion of the last 10 years had been. Chuck was the one with the Ring of Honor and New Japan runs under his belt. Chuck was a wrestler. Orange was an architect with a hobby.
Of course architecture was no longer his job, Tony Khan's generous contract had given him the opportunity to leave his safety net behind. But surely TK's three year guarantee was just another form of safety net.
And now Orange was one of AEW's biggest hits. When they didn't know what to do to hype up a crowd, they'd send Orange. When they need to raise their revenue, they released new Orange Cassidy merch and it sold like hotcakes.
For a time, Orange had taken Chuck along with him; Chuck coming out alongside him, doing faction merch so that Chuck and the others would see a cut of the profits. But it seemed like the booking had taken other ideas now.
Orange watched Chuck run the ropes with Yuta, the way his body moved like someone who was born to be in the ring. Orange still remembered Chuck when he was young enough and green enough that the ropes would bruise his ribcage and he'd invite Orange to touch them on drunken nights where they slept in the car because the shows they were doing paid in exposure.
Orange still remembered Chuck quitting his job at nineteen because it hurt his wrestling schedule. Orange remembered not having the guts to quit his.
Chuck leapt over Yuta with ease, graceful as an acrobat; graceful as he had been in his 20s. And sure, maybe the young guys had caught up and out-classed his dropkick, but Chuck was a goddamn pioneer of indie wrestling of the last two decades.
Chuck, who had moved to Philly to chase his dreams. Chuck, who never flew with a safety net. Chuck, who had always dragged Orange along for the ride, who came up with half of Orange's gimmick, who never felt bitter about being relegated to the YouTube shows.
This last year it might have looked like Orange was taking Chuck along for the ride. But the truth is, Orange wouldn't have been a wrestler without Chuck - definitely not one on TV.
I don't deserve this, Orange thought to himself.
Just then, Chuck paused for a moment to pull up his wrestling tights by the belt. More guys from the back had come out to watch and warm up themselves, and no doubt Chuck felt their eyes on him. Guys 10 years younger getting twice as much screen time. Guys who could eat anything and maintain their figure.
The thing is, Orange liked the way Chuck looked now. A little softer around the edges, a little more to grab a hold of (and if Orange did grab a little during their hugs in the ring, no one had noticed yet). Chuck had greyed around the temples, but it reminded Orange of all the years they'd spent together, and of all the knowledge and skill Chuck had accumulated. A ring general should look like your daddy- dad.
But this year, Orange's contract would almost certainly get renewed, but Chuck's might not. And what then?
They'd already made the decision to move into separate apartments because they'd finally made enough money to do so. And every day where Orange didn't see Chuck felt like a month.
He'd thought this feud with the Super Kliq might have been their chance, which was why Orange had main evented with Cole. He wanted to see Chuck and Trent face the Bucks, for Kris to get another shot at Britt's title, for Yuta to get the rub. But it seemed like the roster had just become too bloated with talent - guys who'd grown up watching tapes, who'd learned everything they knew from guys like Chuck.
That bitter thought put a deep frown on his face.
It was then that he realised Chuck was no longer in the ring. He was knelt beside the apron, staring at Yuta go a couple rounds with one of the local guys who would be on Elevation next week. But Chuck wasn't watching Yuta, he was peering at Orange (who was seated in the stands) over his sunglasses.
When Orange caught his eye, Chuck stood up and started to make his way over.
Fifteen years of friendship and Chuck could damn near read Orange's mind.
Chuck sat down in the seat beside him, posture unusually stiff.
"I know," Chuck began to say.
Orange was already finishing Chuck's sentence in his head. I know you think we deserve a shot, but so do all those young guys down there. I know you feel guilty, but I'm so happy for you.
But that's not what Chuck said.
"I know I don't look as good as I used to, but I'm doing my best, man."
Years ago, Chuck had earned himself the moniker of "low-self", much like Colt Cabana, for how often he talked negatively about himself. But the last few years that had eased off, and it had been nearly ten years since he'd been that way with Orange. Between Chuck and Orange, they both knew exactly how good Chuck was.
It was rare for Orange to see his friend looking so vulnerable. It caught Orange off-guard, and it took him a long time to reply. Chuck was patient with him (as always) and buried his hands in his pockets as he waited for a response.
"You look perfect," Orange finally said simply.
It probably wasn't the response Chuck was looking for, but it was true.
Chuck didn't respond, so Orange chanced a glance in his direction. Chuck was just staring at him, his face open.
"You make it look as easy as breathing," Orange said quietly, voice going soft.
Chuck didn't say anything, but he reached out his hand so that it brushed Orange's left thigh, skin on denim. Orange slid his hand up from his knee and placed it on his leg where his fingers could just touch Chuck's.
They left them there for a while, so many things still unsaid.
Future
"There are more open doors
Now than there have ever been
So let 'em close
And jump out the window with me
Worst case scenario
We land hand in hand on the street
But imagine if we flew
How beautiful we'd let that be?"
Orange felt like he was in a dream. His ears were ringing and his head was swimming. The sound of the crowd tonight was intoxicating, deafening. It reminded him of those pivotal moments in AEW's history, like when Punk had debuted or the Bucks had dropped the belts to the Lucha Bros.
This was one of those stories that felt like it was decades in the making.
Orange tapped the red and gold belt around his waist, in sheer disbelief that he was holding a title in this company. Standing ringside and taking in the match and the capacity crowd through his sunglasses, he felt like the indie comedy wrestler he'd been in the previous decade.
But Beyond and Chikara felt like lifetimes ago. He could barely remember the Gentleman's Club. All he could remember now was what the crowd kept chanting: Best Friends, Best Friends. Then, at a pivotal moment in the match as a hot tag was made: Chuckie T, Chuckie T.
In the end, Trent got the pin, but that wasn't what matter. The crowd counted with them, their whole hearts invested in Chuck and Trent winning as much as Orange's was.
Orange saw the pin happen in slow motion. Bryce's count of 1, 2, 3. In Orange's mind there was no way that could be the finish, even though he'd known the outcome before the match had even started. Then the bell rang at the timekeeper's table right beside Orange, and it stunned him into laughter.
Matt and Nick lay crumpled on the mat, bodies already bruising from the thirty-minute massacre they'd just taken part in. Orange had to step over Brandon Cutler, who'd been taken out by Yuta on the outside, to get into the ring.
Trent, forever the WWE guy, was trying to have his moment with dignity for the cameras. He held up one half of the AEW tag team championships in one hand and reached for Chuck's with the other. Chuck took it, but could barely raise his own belt because he was crying so hard.
Orange took his place in the corner of the ring, just like they'd planned, watching Yuta and Kris take their places as well. The crowd was so loud Orange could barely hear himself think.
It wasn't until he began to cross the ring towards the newly crowned AEW tag team champions that Orange realised he was crying too.
They embraced and posed for the hardcam, Orange putting up an obligatory thumb even though it probably looked insane as tears streamed out from under his sunglasses.
They separated and Trent was giving Yuta a long-overdue handshake while Kris clapped him on the back and suggested she lift Trent up onto her shoulders in celebration. Chuck turned and threw his arms around Orange, panting and sweating, leaning on Orange like he'd fall over if he didn't hold tight enough.
"I LOVE YOU," Orange shouted in Chuck's ear to be heard over the noise of the crowd.
Chuck's mouth was right up against his ear when he replied, still out of breath, "I love you too."
After a long celebration they made it to the back, and Chuck collapsed on the floor by the nearest wall. Trent was debriefing with the Bucks down the hallway, but Chuck had settled behind a pile of boxes so that he could lean against them.
Chuck still had tears in his eyes when he breathed, "Nice belt."
Orange would have laughed, but something in Chuck's eyes went dark and whatever joke Orange was going to make in return got caught in his throat.
Orange felt like he was a building that was being demolished. Everything he knew, or thought he knew - about himself, about wrestling, about Chuck - was crashing down.
But Chuck looked so good with that shiny gold belt around his waist, his intense post-match eyes planted firmly on Orange. The building was being demolished, but rebuilt in its place was something truly beautiful.
For most of his adult life, Chuck's friendship had been Orange's safety net. He didn't need anyone else if he had Chuck. But tonight, the safety net was cut away and Orange flew without it for the first time.
Sheltered by the boxes, Orange leaned forward and kissed Chuck. Chaste but firm, squarely on the lips. Chuck, who knew Orange better than Orange knew himself, simply leaned his head back against the wall and smiled, eyes dropping closed.
"'Bout time," he muttered. "Now we can really get started."
With the safety net pulled from under their trapeze, everything was at stake now. At any moment they could drop and their whole world could shatter around them. But with that, their act just got a whole lot more compelling.
Orange leaned against Chuck's tired body; a pile of flesh and sweat that Trent soon came to fall into as well. If Trent had noticed anything between the two of them, he didn't say anything. Not that Orange thought he would care right now anyway.
Orange smiled, knowing the best was yet to come.
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