#kunikida's voice is also pretty deep and it reminds me of my own demons which is another place where this post's idea came from

[magicalara]

Pain is imagining how Atsushi might react when Kunikida gets a little too loud when yelling at Dazai and his words feel a little sharper, even if they're not directed at him, and his chest feels so tight all of a sudden and when he looks up again he's back in that place and it's so dark and the pain comes back and the silhouette he sees of the man yelling at him switches between that man and Kunikida and he can't escape and it's all too much and, and, and....

Darkness and the faint voice of his concerned coworkers lull him to sleep

#this post was brought to you by someone who enjoys angst more than they should #bsd #bungo stray dogs #atsushi nakajima #kunikida doppo #dazai osamu #honestly all of this is based off of a oc idea where like said oc has ✨father issues✨ #and kunikida yelling at dazai triggered them #i think something similar can apply to atsushi bc baby had it bad bad #and yeah we know that kunikida doesnt really mean half the shit he yells at dazai #but to someone who was told that they were useless and wont amount to anything and a nusiance so much #it probably wouldnt go over as well #kunikida's voice is also pretty deep and it reminds me of my own demons which is another place where this post's idea came from