#legitimately though there is a meta here bc jon doesn't interpret himself as having changed so much over time bc of the eye

[i-dreamed-i-had-a-son]

Today on "Jon forgets that him being pissy can legitimately terrify people": scares off an acolyte and feels only slightly bad

#legitimately though there is a meta here bc jon doesn't interpret himself as having changed so much over time bc of the eye #in the same way as we're attached to our particular view of him he doesn't process those changes happening within him sometimes #and you can hear that it is definitely a genuine apology but his statement of 'i didn't mean to' doesn't sound regretful it sounds confused #because he just doesn't think of himself as someone who could be intimidating or make somone feel ljke he's felt too many times #like they are lesser and have infringed upon a sacred space #hmmm maybe there's something in there also about the fears/prophets/jon and their godlike ability corresponding with the themes... #of lack of true knowledge/fear/weakness...sacred space that is corrupted for it is not true. #hell with a capital H #the magnus archives #tma #jonathan sims #kay can i just catch my breath for a second #kay has a party in the tags