#like I do not have the bandwidth to handhold you through this at the same time I need you to grow up or this won’t work

[wlwgang]

Ohhh I’m not the Alex Turner of this relationship I’m Alexa Chung

#I think we have to break up like #I keep trying to be positive abt it but she’s going to weigh me down on this move I can tell like she hasn’t once said she’s excited for me #or anything just how she’s going to miss me and like I’ve tried communicating how fucking big of a change this is going to be and how a LDR #is going to be hard and how I’m not going to be able to just come see her at the drop of a hat anymore and like #I just don’t think she gets it #like at all #the age difference and emotional maturity gap is really showing herself tonight #just talked myself in circles abt it for an hour w my best friend and her roomie and like I think I will have to #like we were at her place earlier tn and talking abt flights and her spring break is like a week after I move in #and I’m like in my head like I don’t want you coming out there so soon like I won’t even be settled or unpacked yet #like I’ve spent so much energy focusing on my move and how it will be good for myself personally bc I have to and I’m scared to do it #like I do not have the bandwidth to handhold you through this at the same time I need you to grow up or this won’t work #Augh #personal #mine