#like if thats a stance someone feels abt me i’d rather they exit my life

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At this point i keep having these extremely lucid, extremely coherent experiences with the realms on the other side that I can’t explain away as just my imagination even if others won’t view it that way. It’s funny how people demand I’m insane and need to seek psychiatric help but my sense of self worth and feeling like I have purpose exists there while here people do everything to put me down and deny my worth and value here, so if they really want me to “seek help” they’ve been part of the problem in what’s been causing me to inadvertently retreat more? Humans are funny like that, aren’t they.

#talks #is shaming me going to make me want to be more in ‘reality’? #no #at least if the ETs i met are real or hallucinations they value my worth and have helped me learn self love more than any concerned person #so suck on that i guess #i think no one wants me to seek help i think ppl just want to punish and exert control over me for being weird #which if everyone abandons me over that so be it #just surprised bc i thought being ‘problematic’ was worse by society standards but #hm #i dont wanna talk to anyone who will perceieve me as needing help #like if thats a stance someone feels abt me i’d rather they exit my life #i have no fucks to give at this point after all i’ve been through