#like ill be sad and theyll be like instantly angry Theyre all like Guess its my fault then!

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#i feel so fucking sad #dont even knkw why lol #like i cant even pinpoint where it all went wrong becahse nothing has ever felt right #im such a shit person #a complete loser #N ive been reduced to vent tagging into the void because i have no support system irl #people irl always seem to fet mad at me for being sad #like ill be sad and theyll be like instantly angry Theyre all like Guess its my fault then! #onviously its not you its the 20 years of abuse and despair and neglect thats finally reaching a breaking point LOL #idek what to do #Ill probably be fine tomorrow its just like Right now i feel so broken #everything just fucking sucks And then sometimes ill be upset like i am right now and ill like unlock another hidden traumatic memory #idek who i am All my memories are gone theres like years of gaps where i just have no idea what happened where i was #and now im just here #Wasting away #Lol #Byen! #mine