#like they kept coming to Mico after having previously tossed him away too

[katyspersonal]

#/vent #personal #internets #like you can see the attempts to not vent and focus on the positive availed me nothing #this is just really annoying how people are outright not seeing the hypocricy of the whole thing #i perpetually feel like i've finished a quest people normally take years on early and now i just... wait here. all alone. #for other people to catch up with seeing the Whole Thing. #unfortunately you only really GET this when either you face this attitude or someone you know does #there is just an illusion that if you sit quietly and nod along the witch-hunters will not touch you #but honestly the only way to really be safe is to become just like them #because again autonomy is a reason to lose interest in being your friend at least and reason to shun you at most #ugh... i really really REALLY do not know what to search for to make me focus on GOOD things #it boils down to bugging my friends to send me good drawings or funny memes to reblog #or to urgently shutting internet down because over two vents per day is kind of an overkill #i just do not understand why the hypocricy of the witch hunters is not painfully obvious #how much more obviously bad things can get than the pure desperation to remove the person for merely the failure to control them? #the silver lining i guess is that trying so hard means i really get on their nerves. #i am just frustrated #how many years should pass until people come to me and say 'hey you was right and btw they bullied me too xD' #like they kept coming to Mico after having previously tossed him away too #they always come back but it is always too late and always at the expense of them facing the witch hunt too! #what it takes a mf to learn from mistakes of others and not their own? #i will just... stay here. and wait. until people realise the corruption of the Whole Thing. #sometimes i wish i myself had more time to be naive