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#listening to heathers for the first time ever tonight a had emotions about jd again
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Obsessed with the concept of Monsters you created/ You made me into a monster… of through your actions you unintentionally create someone you cared about into something unrecognisable… the angst!!… the betrayal!! .. the transformation!!
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Heathers (Musical) Fem!Reader Insert
-NO JD.- time: 2020
"Martha~!" I said as I sat down at our table, handing her my sandwich, only wanting my fries.
"Thanks (Y/n)! How was your day?" She asked me.
"Well Veronica wasn't in first period so I had to finish out group project alone and she avoided me like a plague. Do you know why?" I said.
Martha was soon coughing on her drink.
"N-No reason!" She said, clearly lying. I stared at her until she craked.
"F-Fine. She somehow joined the Heathers." Said Martha.
"Oh heck no...." I said, sighing. Knowing nothing I could do beside wishing she'll come back to us unharm.
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Veronica pov.
"You know (Y/n)?" I asked.
"Yes because She's one of the few people who don't care about The Heathers." Said Chandler, fixing her makeup.
"She doesn't really care for much of anything beside her grades and her friends." I told them.
"But She still choosed this life." Said Duke. "She's a bitch."
Oh God, (Y/n) might murder me...
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(Y/n) pov.
"Can't we talk this out now? You shouldn't be rude." I said to Ram and Kurt, who was messing with me, again. I can't miss next class, I have a test today!
"We aren't being rude. We're just showing you a way of life that you're use to." Said Ram.
"So messing with me?" I said. They had me corner and I have not way out. I soon took out my wallet, giving them both 10 dollars. "Leave me alone for the rest of the week." I said, walking off.
'Did she just play them off?'
Thought Martha and Veronica.
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3rd person pov.
"(Y/n)?" Said Veronica, knowing her friend has not yet talked to her. "I'm sorry, I wanted to know hey you didn't tell me Kurt and Ram was bothering you too." Said Veronica.
"You can't doing anything about anyway, Veronica." Said (Y/n). "You're a Heather, you now are above it all, remember?" She hissed. Veronica never knew (Y/n) could say a name in such disarray.
"See know, you're the only one that has ever that word, being truly angry." Said a new voice, behind (Y/n).
"Fudge." Mumbled (Y/n), turning around to face the 'Mythic Bitch' as Verinica once said. Heather Chandler, still as (Y/n) remembers, dressed in red.
"But I can promise you that next time would be your last mistake." Said Chandler, stepping closer to (Y/n).
(Y/n) sensing danger, stepped back into Veronica, who was visually tense. All three Heathers now stood in front of her and Veronica.
And (Y/n) did the only sensible thing.
*She ran away.
Veronica never seen (Y/n) run that fast ever.
"Atleast that scared her off for now." Said Duke.
"Come on Veronica, there is a party we have to go to tonight." Said McNamara.
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(Y/n) pov.
"Martha, please don't go." I pleaded. "You can't believe that Ram has just changed."
"(Y/n), he invited me. I'm going with -."
"That's not alcohol. Here take with." I said handing her some of my Dad's John Daniel, taking the sparkling juice for myself.
"Thanks." She said hugging me. "You can come, you know."
"Don't do parties but if things go bad, you can come here and we can watch the Princess Bride." I told her, letting her go.
"I'll come here right away if anything goes wrong. Thanks for the drink. Bye." She said before leaving before I sighed, going to my dad to tell him he was out.
-Later that Night-
I was right to say, Martha said he wasn't as rude as he could have been because of the alcohol I gave her.
"Was Veronica there?" I asked.
"Y-Yes but please don't do hurt her." Said Martha, I sighed.
"Not today." I said. "But she will feel me anger soon. Now let's watch that movie."
-3:00 am-
I couldn't sleep, I was angry and I look at Martha, she was asleep on my bed. Luckly I lived in the attic so I had enough room for my bed and a couch with the TV. I sat up grabbing a jacket and my wallet and wrote a note just in case Martha wakes up.
I exited threw my window and there was ladder because one time I jump and sprained my ankle.
I soon was on the side walk, enjoying the coldness on my feet and the quietness of the world. Planing heading to 7/11 for some snacks.
"You know you have no shoes?" Asked a voice of a person, I didn't want to deal with.
"Don't care, I need some snacks." I told her.
"Get in my Jeep. I'll drop you off before heading home." Said Duke, stopping her Jeep.
"Fine but if you kidnap me, I'm gonna be upset." I told her, sitting in the passenger sit.
°°°
"Why are you up at 3 in the morning?" I asked.
"Leaving a party, you?" She said, sounding like she didn't truly care.
"Couldn't sleep so I've been watching TV." I said.
"You're so lame." Said Duke.
"Thanks." I said, not caring.
"You really don't care anymore?" She asked. "Not what people say about you or what they may do to you?" She continued to ask me.
"Caring is for the weak or strong." I said as she parked her Jeep. "Thanks, Heather." I exited her car and ran into the store.
-
"(Y/n)! Where the heck were you?" Said Martha as I entered the window, with 3 bags of stuff.
"7/11. For snacks.-"
"At 4 in the morning?!" She said.
"Well it was 3 when I left." I said sitting down own my couch. Martha soon sat beside, looking though the bags.
"Sodas, chips, a monster, those tiny bread sticks you dip in cheese, pringles, slim Jim, and shoes?" Said Martha.
"No shoes no shirt no business is an awful rule." I told her. "I wanted to binge watch something on Netflix, now if you want to..?"
"Of course but we have school tomorrow." Said Martha. "How are going to stay awake?"
"I'll get though it, I'm bring snack to school tommorow if we have any left." I said snickering and letting Martha pick a TV show to watch.
-Next Morning-
I was drink the energy drink so I could stay alive and not accident hurt someone's emotions.
"Hopefully you don't run into Veronica today, for her own sake." Said Martha as I leaned on her for support.
"You look like hell." Said Veronica, I just glared at her talking a sip of my drink. "Oh. You didn't sleep?"
"Yeah. Me and Martha had a sleepover last night." I told her, be nice I told myself.
"Less sleep when it came to you?" Said Veronica before she was pulled away by something yellow.
"Bye..." said Martha and I before we headed to cafeteria. There was a female at our table, maybe she is a new student. Me and Martha sat in front of her. She was reading a book but she soon noticed us.
"Oh. Hello." She said putting down her book. "I'm Penny. Nice to meet you." Said Penny.
"Hey."
"Hello."
Martha and Penny soon got in discussion about the book Penmy was reading.
"What's your name?" She asked.
"(Y/n)." I said, busy being on my phone.
"It fits you." She said and I was questioning her motives.
"Thank you?" I said and she laughed.
"Are you not use to getting compliments?" She said. "You're kinda cute."
"I'm gonna go somewhere else now! Bye." I said getting my stuff and running off, not noticing the extra people listening to the conversation.
-
Hiding in the bathroom was a bad idea on my part but I wasn't think clearly.
"(Y/n)?" Questioned Veronica seeing me in a stall. "What are you doing here?" She questioned, seeing my red face. "Are you sick?"
"Didn't think you would ever sho-. What is wrong with you?" Said Chandler.
"She's red." Said Veronica.
The bell rang and I soon tried to run but someone got the back of my by bag, taking my energy drink.
"This isn't good for you, you know?" Said McNamara, going to pour it out.
"No! I didn't sleep last night so I kinda need that." I said struggling with Duke holding both of my arms.
"So you didn't get your beauty sleep... We will give it back if you tell us what got you so red and hiding." Said Chandler.
"It was the new girl, Penny. She called me cute and I freaked out."" I said and Veronica laughed.
"You really can't handle people flirting with you." Said Veronica, still laughing.
Then I felt Duke's breath on my neck and her leaning on my shoulder.
"You don't say?" She said and because of the other reaction, I was blushing. McNamara handed me my energy drink.
"Thank you." I said taking a few sips, trying to cool my face.
"No problem, sweetie." She said making me cough and choke on my drink.
"Are you trying to kill me?" I asked.
"No. Embarrase you, yes." Said Chandler.
"..." I have nothing else to say and have no clue what to do now. "Can I go now?" I asked.
"Hang on..." said Chandler, she put both her hands on my cheeks and leaned in, getting really closer. "That girl was right tho, you are cute." Said Chandler before backing away laughing. But this time I wasn't blushing because I expected it. I was pissed.
They noticed this.
"What I am I not good enough-?!"
"No!" I yelled getting out of Duke's grip. "No of you are! That the reason I don't worship you like the rest of the school because this is w-what you do. Mess with people!" I said barely low enough not to be yelling.
"(Y/n), calm down before you regret-." Said Veronica.
"You, I'm angry at too." I said.
"Me?"
"Yes! You go off to join the Heather's then I know you wrote that note that Martha got and you didn't even try to help her! She came to me upset and crying Veronica!" I said to her.
"Miss Emotional." Said Duke.
"... Screw staying here I rather be tartey or have dentention." I said heading out.
-Lunch time-
"I'm sorry Penny, I'm really not use to people flirting with me. Sorry if I upset you." I said.
"It's fine, I enjoyed your reactions. Plus you gave me a whole bag of chips and a sandwich." Said Penny, eating the food I gave her.
"So... I kinda made the Heathers and Veronica mad at me." I said.
"Who are they?"
"Why (Y/n)? I'm pretty sure they can get away with murder."
That were the two very different reactions I got.
"Heather are like the Queens of this jungle of a school and our friend, Veronica joined them earlier this week." I explained.
"Oh. (Y/n), you sound very screwed. I advise become homeschooled." Said Penny.
"Yeah but my mom is never home and my dad isn't that smart." I explained.
"Hey (Y/n). Saw you talking to the Heathers earlier today." Said Kurt, as he and Ram sat on both sides of me.
"Thinking you might be moving up in this world, thought I would give you a chance with us." Said Ram.
"No thanks." I said.
"Are you Homo?" Asked Kurt, acting like it 1989.
"Boys, its 2020. Grow up and learn some manners." I told them, trying to get them to back away.
But everything I've tried today seem to fail as the two boys leaned closer, onto me.
"You're just playing hard to get, sweetheart." One of them said. I've been though to much today emotional to deal with shit.
"(Y/n), are they bothering you?" Asked McNamara. I could not see her but seeing was Penny and Martha looked behind me, she was there.
"Yes." I said and the two boys were drag off the seat and away from me to the floor before I could see anything gruesome, or look behind me. Veronica sat beside me and pulled me into a hug and I yawn.
"You okay?" She asked.
"Mmm."
"I'm taking that's a yes. You sleepy?"
"Mmm."
"Okay." Said Veronica. She was warm and I had my eyes closed and I was slowly losing my conscious.
-
"Shut upp."
"Did she just tell me to shut up in her sleep?" I heard someone, clearly Chandler, say.
I was something really comfortable, more than Veronica. A bed? Martha? I was very confused and still kinda sleepy. My couch.
"Her room is a mess." Said Duke.
"If you don't like it, you can leave." I muttered, sitting up.
"Hey! We didn't have to save you from the two idoits earlier." Said Duke.
"They wouldn't have come after me if they didn't see me with you three." I told them, I yawned. "You know what I don't care."
"You really don't care? If someone messes with you?" Said McNamara.
"I'm to tired to care at the moment." I said.
"You just woke up." Said Chandler earning glare from me and she glared right back.
"And I would have stayed that way if I didn't hear your voice." I said before earning everyone's glares beside Veronica. "Okay, sorry. Just stop staring at me." I complained. Someone grabbed my chin hard making me look at them, Chandler.
"Do not insult me (Y/n)." She said making me and everyone else shiver.
"N-Noted. P-Please let my chin go so I wouldn't have a bruise." I said, but her gripped tighten. Getting a whimper out of me.
"Apologize."
"OKAY! I'M SORRY." I said and she finally let me go. That was definitely going to leave a bruise.
"Did you really have to do that?" Said Veronica, heading over to me.
"She needs to know who is in charge even if we aren't in school, Veronica." Said Chandler, glaring at Veronica who was checking on my forming bruise.
"You didn't need to hurt her!" Said Veronica, hugging me and I accepted the hug, hugging her back.
"Are you questioning me?" Asked Chandler, I could feel her glare on us.
"You can't be serious." Said Duke. "Don't defend her Veronica."
"..." McNamara was quiet for this.
"Get out." I said, letting Veronica go. "Now."
"You'll regret this (Y/n)." Said Chandler. I laughed at this.
"Oh?" I said, getting completely serious, knocking her off guard. "You can mess with in school but in my house, Chandler. This is my territory. So get out."
I clearly scared them, Chandler huffed.
"Fine. Veronica, this isn't over." She said before leaving my room with the other Heathers.
"You should go with them Veronica. I'm going to mess up this deal you have with them."
"It doesn't matter (Y/n)! She just injured you! I know they have their issues with you but injuring you is something else."
"...It's not the first time Veronica." I muttered and Veronica gasped. "There's a story, there was a time where there wasn't any shit between use. Last year of Middle School."
- 2016
I was a bright kid, making people happy and being nice was a thing I was great at. Diffently to my neighbor Heather McNamara, who's been making me call her McNamara since there was 2 other Heathers at the school.
I've hung out with the three of them a few times. They seemed to be nice but they were getting more popular with the other students.
I felt that we were drifting away from each other but me being myself, knew if that what was to make her happy, I was happy.
So I started talking to other people like Martha. Clearly someone didn't like it as I was pulled in a closed off classroom one break period.
"(Y/n)." Said Chandler. "We tolerate you but your just not caring."
I was bullying confused.
"Not caring?" I questioned.
"About your reputation at this school! You've started hanging out with Martha now, like you're wanting to be her friend." Said Duke and I made a face.
"(Y/n)." Said McNamara and I looked her in the eyes. "Don't you see what we've been trying to give you? You could have all the power over these students. You'll be at the top with me!"
"Well below us but above everyone else." Said Chandler.
"Nah." I said.
"What?" Said McNamara.
"You aren't hanging out with the right people Heather but I'm not gonna stop you but I'm not helping." I said before leaving.
But Chandler had others ideas and grabbed my arm and dug her nails into my skin.
"Stop thinking like a fool for once. We are offer you power and popularity and you say no to us?" She said.
"Y-yes?" I told her before she pulled me closer to her.
"You are going to regret this, I swear." She said letting me go and pushing me out of the classroom. I stumbled to get my standing.
"(Y/n) there you are!" Said Martha and I turned to face her. She was dragging a tall lanky girl behind her. "I want you to meet my other bestie, Veronica." Said Martha.
"It's nice to meet you Veronica. I'm happy to finally do so since Martha talks about you as much as her taste in movies." I said.
"Right back at ya." Said Veronica. "Did you get...um injured?" She asked looking at my arm. There was bloody nail marks on my arm let by the one and not only Heather, Chandler.
"I probably scratched it on something, don't worry. I got bandaids in my bag but worry if we get in class on time." I said noticing the time.
-2020
"I'm gonna murder them." Said Veronica.
"Calm down. That's in the past and it would have stayed there if someone wasn't a fool and joined them." I said. "What were you even thinking?! Things with them never end well with the other party." I exploded at her before she pulled me into a hug. I felt she was crying.
"I'm sorry." She muttered.
"Me too."
- NEXT DAY
Veronica had left and I've haven't seen her at school. She wasn't with the Heather's. I sat with Penny and Martha as normal.
"Penny, I've given you enough time to realise that we aren't popular at all. Like being seen with us will lower it for you." I told her and she just giggles.
"I don't really care about that. I enjoy both of your friendships and I love turning your red in the morning (Y/n)." Said Penny. What is with her and flirting with me every morning?
I turn red still being not use to it and Martha laughs at my misery.
"I've never seen anyone who takes a compliment like you, like no one notices your beauti."
"Ahahaha." I nervously laughed.
"So you're the Penny, (Y/n) was talking about." Said Veronica, out of nowhere with the Heathers. Weren't they mad at her? Penny and I turned around in our seats to face them.
"So you've been talking about me? I'm flattered." Said Penny. "But yes I am that Penny, what do you want?" She said with a different tone altogether, making me nervous.
"Back off of what's not yours." Said Chandler.
What? I'm not anyone's.
"Who said?" Asked Penny. "(Y/n) is a single female and fits all I like in a girl."
"W-wait what?" I said.
"Be quiet for me honey please." Said Penny.
Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.
I actually listened.
"You can't actually think you'll win against us." Said Duke.
"And if you do win, what are you going to do then? Fight each other? Because I know you incapable of sharing." Said Penny. "I went to middle school with all of you. I know how you've fought over her then and then decided to hate her when she said no to your little plan of popularity."
I'm super happy everyone decided to leave, probably because the Heathers threatened them.
"Stalker much?" Said Duke.
"I was always on the side line but it doesn't matter." Said Penny. She didn't answer the question. "(Y/n) has already said no to the three of you, why try again?"
"I'm confused. You liked me back then?" I questioned.
"It was obvious." Said McNamara.
"To a normal person! I can be dense as fuck when it comes to romance!" I told her.
"We noticed." Said Duke and Penny put an arm around me and pulled me closer earning glares and growles from the others.
"I'm sorry but I can't let you have this." Said Penny before putting a hand on my face and turned me to look at her.
"Penny?" I questioned.
"I know it is unlikely for you to chose me but it wouldn't stop me from trying." She said before kissing me on my lips, stealing my first kiss.
It ended as quickly as it happened because I was pulled away and out of my seat and McNamara had her arms me and held my back towards her.
I looked behind me and at her and she moved her hand to mouth and wipe off was probably Penny's lipstick.
I couldn't focus on what the others were doing, probably yelling at Penny, knowing they couldn't truly harm her physically.
"Are you okay?" Asked McNamara, seeming to know I was in a daze.
"I'm feeling out of it. Probably because the shock of 5 girls actually like me and one just kissed me." I said truthfully.
"Ah... I'm sorry for all of this."
"Me too." I mumbled.
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1/13/2020
This has been a year and 2 day long thing. I'd lost interest in it for awhile but I reread it and fixed it and finished it. Clearly it's not done but it felt how this part should end.
Forgiving for what they've caused the other, knowing or not. I know this isn't my normal gender neutral but this is one of my passion of my love of women and before I started doing all my writing gender neutral.
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