#locomplaints

[retr0flesh]

it just occurred to me that my neighbor has propositioned me for sexual favors more times in one interaction than both of my bfs have combined over the course of almost a year and a half. I no longer feel bad for like literally running back to my car and hiding to avoid a social interaction w him this morning

#locspeak #locomplaints #today just sucks a lot ok #im gonna nap and play splat

[retr0flesh]

I'm always taken back to the final lines of this book, this stupid edgelord quote I put in my high school yearbook next to my too-feminine senior portrait. idk how my intuition was so strong. something to the effect of this:

"they can take my body, but they cannot take my life and there will be no more compromise. there will be no more compromise."

I distinctly remember the repetition. the self assurance of the character and the author in tandem. I carry the words as both a burden and a light in equal value. it carries me the same way, knowing the nature of the author. I threw it away years ago. either that or I saved it to burn it. only the god he believed in knows where it is now.

#locspeak #loccomplaints #or was it #locomplaints #i don't remember and it doesn't matter

[retr0flesh]

i don't want to be in pain anymore and I'm sick of literally everything I do hurting me, whether it's a requirement or for enjoyment... and im exhausted of having to pretend I'm doing better than I am bc asking for assistance just seems to hurt & frustrate the ppl I love. I tried talking to my dr abt my hand pain and he blew it off SO fast bc i can text fast and like i don't mean to be rude to an older guy but that seems p discriminatory. and here I am typing in pain holding my phone in a super weird way just to make the pain tolerable :')

#loccomplaints #locomplaints #idr how many Cs i used #locspeak

[retr0flesh]

desperately wish my neighbors would shut the fuck up

#its after midnight :\ like yeah it feels like mid afternoon to me but still #i need to try to sleep soon #locspeak #locomplaints

[retr0flesh]

I want to play scorn :(

#i am having deja vu rn #love it when my synapses misfire #but yeah my computer cant run it :\ #locspeak #locomplaints

[retr0flesh]

i now need glasses to clearly see the TV 10 feet in front of me :(

it's not even a small TV, i just gotta see Details so maybe i'll die in splatoon less often

#locspeak #locomplaints #boooooo this sucks i stopped wearing my glasses in the house years ago