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#long depressing rant in the tags incoming ig? take warning!!
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#long depressing rant in the tags incoming ig? take warning!!
#maybe it’s bc it’s 3am and i’m tired or maybe it’s bc of the 8-9 hour old fried vermicelli that i just gave up on eating but my head hurts~~
#or maybe it could even be bc i spent like 3 hours unpacking my boxes (note: my fam moved last month) instead of chilling like i wanted to…
#either way i saw some things while unpacking that i really should’ve left in the distant past and i’m feeling as empty as my stomach pre-米粉
#though i did uncover a dogtag i had engraved years ago with nothing but a ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) on it so that was pretty funny
#but other than that… i remembered all the weird things i had given up on in the past via the things i unearthed…
#like cooking! i unpacked this huge 1k+ page thick cookbook thing and remembered that i had a phase where i liked to cook
#then i remembered that i had mistaken salt for sugar while making some meat dish with a ton of soy sauce and byebye cooking confidence :(
#and to add to that i also read a past essay of mine about my culture and i remembered my grandma and i. yeah.
#and i also saw stuff from my old hobbies that i had to give up on due to money/time constraints and i just. yeah.
#and not to forget all the stuff from my former friends… i swear i always get ghosted the moment we affirm that we’re friends lol
#am i a walking maxed social link or something? lol? yeah i have no irl friends. none.
#i’ve gotten used to it though~ i don’t mind having no friends. it leaves me with more time for myself and my sleep~
#it’s just that… sometimes i get the urge to hop over the country border for some ~chewing gum~ shopping… but there’s no one to go with lol
#or like when i see interesting-looking events going on at local attractions but there’s no one to check it out with… or something.
#and that got me wondering… am i just wasting my life or something? it’s a new year right? so i should make some lifestyle changes too right?
#…and so i bought a hairdryer for the first time a few days back. yeah. that’s enough change for 1 year. lol
#who needs friends when you can have a nice warm hairdryer? blast away good pal!!!!!!!!!!!!
#anyways yeah. that’s my 3am rant of the day. sorry if you read this lol
#sunday’s 🧂saltfest🧂
#h e lp i forgot to disable rbs on this for a bit i hate 3am brain smmmm </3
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