#mail : 🐈‍⬛ anon !

[starglitterz]

Hey quill 👀

If there is one selfish thing that Xiao lets himself have, it is the small, hand-carved charm of a bird that hangs from a cord on his wrist.

It’s rough— the work of amateur hands. The cuts on the wood are jagged on some places, too deep in others. He had barely recognized it for what it was when you first presented it to him in the palm of your hand. But now, it’s one of the things he holds dear to his heart— a memory of some of the happiest times in his too-long life.

As he turns it around in his fingers one evening, gentle fingers stroking over every groove and every divot in the wood, he wonders if you had gotten any better. If you had perused this hobby, or if you had moved on to another.

He misses you. It’s something he’s accepted since the very second you left him. It’s a feeling that only grew with each second that you never returned.

Xiao wonders if you’re happy, wherever you may be. He wonders if you’ve made beautiful sculptures out of wood, if you’ve managed to pen words that left people in awe. He wonders if you achieved your dreams— it’s all he’s ever wanted for you, after all.

His head bows, an emptiness growing in his stomach as he realizes that, no matter how hard he wishes it, your dreams don’t include him in the picture. He wasn’t meant to partake in your happiness— perhaps you had never intended for him to.

But maybe it’s better this way, Xiao thinks, his hand falling away from the charm on his wrist. With you in someone else’s arms, living your life to the fullest and not sparing a thought to the yaksha who still lingers on the balcony you had both shared. Perhaps you are living the perfect life, doing the things you love. Waking up every day with a smile and living with a heart full of love.

He hopes you are. He hopes with all his soul that, even if he isn’t the one making you smile, or the one that you carve little wooden charms for— that you are the happiest you can be. That’s all he asks for.

Xiao sighs, feeling wearier than he has in centuries. The ache in his bones, in his heart, in his very being, feels especially painful tonight. He should roam the marsh— see if there is anything he must take care of. See if there is anything to take his mind off of his thoughts.

But before he sets away off in a flurry of wind, he hesitates— then presses a soft kiss to the charm, and hopes that wherever you are, you feel at least an inkling of the love this forgotten yaksha still has for you.

— 🐈‍⬛ ♡

WOW. this sure is So Sad. what a tragic story, i feel so bad for the main character :( yet for some reason their name isn't showing up and i can't quite figure out who or what they're supposed to be...? it might be some kind of tumblr glitch;;; hope it gets fixed soon! anyways i've got to check on baizhu, he's been rather weak lately :( MWAH thanks anon for the story even if i couldn't rly get the character 😞🫶 also my hobby is actually prepping medicine w baizhu, not anyt else 🥰

#SLEEP WITH ONE EYE FUCKING OPEN #🌱 — ebg ! #📧 — mail ! #FUCKKKKK #🐈‍⬛ anon💌 #I SWEAR #RICKY WHEN I CATCH YOU RICKY

[tightjeansjavi]

Does Joel eventually remove the black couch from the office? Even though it was meant to be there as kind of a joke, does he see Baby Love’s reaction and change his mind? Does he think it’s not funny anymore and maybe it’s more of a trigger than a joke? Been thinking about this and I think after getting to know and falling in love with her, remembering how she froze up makes him feel horrible and he gets rid of it.

- 🐈‍⬛

Hey you!! I missed seeing you in my inbox 🐈‍⬛🥺

I think the couch definitely started off as a joke, but after Joel sees baby loves immediate reaction he does start to understand why it would be viewed as a trigger and so he talks to Tommy about properly disposing of it.

Tommy suggests that they burn it because it would be symbolic to their years spent at Brazzers and in a sense letting the past go? The leather couch represents everything Miller-Co is not, so I think it would make sense for them to dispose it!

Baby Love is probably extremely confused when she sees the couch chilling in the bed of Tommy’s truck and even more so when she watches him and Joel carry it into the backyard

Then Joel tells her that he wanted to dispose of it and Tommy had the idea to burn it. She’s touched by the gesture and the three of them stand around the fire pit, beers in hand and watch their years at Brazzers go up in flames (literally)

#mailbox #mail received #pornstar!joel #pornstar!tommy #baby love #the rite of movement #🐈‍⬛ anon #let it die let it die let it shrivel up and die

[saerins]

ahh imagine sae doesn’t actually like yn he just enjoys the idea of not knowing if someone wants him or not?? idk how to explain it ;-; but he enjoys the cat and mouse game bc he’s so used to everyone just wanting him ( cocky bastard )

- 🐈‍⬛

no i know what you mean !! like the kind who’s interested in the one who’s not interested because it’s different ? basically the chase i guess (i also suck at explaining it) but omg the way i view him is … someone who can’t be bothered if he’s personally not interested at all :’) i think maybe you could get his attention that way, but retaining it not so much haha

#that’s just imo :’) #mail : 🐈‍⬛ anon !

[folklore-girl]

Itna spam kyu

yuhi 🤡

#vo anon bhai #💀💀💀 #gf soon? #voiz ; 🐈‍⬛ #. ༉‧₊˚ — her mail !

[sister-lucifer]

hwwiiu hwo sre yuuo:D🐈‍⬛

hiiii sorry i didn’t respond to this i was very busy yesterday! atm i am very sleepy but i am okay, how are you:]?

#i’ve got mail! #🐈‍⬛ anon

[bbina]

but seeing the status of btl being completed is 😧 been reading it since chapter 1 we love you user bbina

🐈‍⬛

I KNOWWW IT FEELS SO SURREAL FROM SEEING "ongoing" to "completed" LIKE DAMN I RLLY PUSHED 50 FUCKING CHAPTERS OUT OF MY ASS????

#mailbox #btl ask #★.mail: 🐈‍⬛ anon

[l3viat8an]

Hi there 🐈‍⬛ anon

Not a request im just very curious what are your favorite obey me characters ranked least to most favorite?

I hope you have an awesome day/ night

Okay after lots of thought because actually ranking them is hard!!- here’s my list-

Least favorite to absolutely favorite!

Luke

Mephisto

Diavolo

Raphael

Barbatos

Lucifer

Solomon

Belphie

Beel

Asmo

Mammon

Satan

Thirteen

Simeon

Levi

#this is probably going to change tomorrow jsksjjs #🐈‍⬛ anon! #anon mail! #but as always I hope you have an amazing day <33

[darkmulti]

Hey! Been reading your works for quite some time and all I've to say is I FREAKIN LOVE IT. Ydk how hard it was for me to find such good yandere non con stuffs on tumblr when I stumbled upon your account and BOOM YOU BECAME ONE OF MY FAVORITES🥺💖. Idk whether it's taken or not but can I be anon🐈‍⬛ ? Pretty please?🥺

Omggg thank youuuu!!!! And dw, I do know how hard it is to find yandere/non con stuff, that’s the whole reason why I started this blog😅 I’m glad u like my stuff 🥹💗

🐈‍⬛ is not taken, so it’s all yours <3 welcome to the fam 😊

#🐈‍⬛ anon #miss n talks❣️ #mail: 📭

[ventismacchiato]

hi its the person who awfully mistyped you a merry christmas when it was actually thursday 🫶 i was delirious and tired dont mind me

im not sure how many asks or anything ill send but after checking your anon list can i be black cat 🐈‍⬛ anon? if not, turtle 🐢 works too.

just writing to let you know that i really like your chapter titles and have maybe spent a little too long staring at them to try and figure out how they pertain to the plot 🤭 im literally so hype for things to go south

have a lovely day, thank you for your writing!!

-🐈‍⬛/🐢

omg hello i rmbr you

cat anon is available!!

that’s so sweet of u ily 😭💓 UR HYPE FOR THINGS TO GO SOUTH LMFAO finally another angst lover 🙏

ty for reading!

#kai mail 💌 #🐈‍⬛ anon

[verxsyon]

GRAD SCHOOL HELL YEAHHHHH CONGRATS BABE 💞💞💞💞💞

—🐈‍⬛

AHBSJBVSDBVJNS TYSM!!!

#— mail 💌 #— comets ☄︎ #— 🐈‍⬛ anon #ik who you are hehe #but keeping it a secret #just in case you don’t want me to reveal it

[saerins]

sae needs to lock in bro!!! he’s whiffing all his shots man atp im rooting for etia 😔 especially after the bonus chapters

-🐈‍⬛

hahah guys !!!! remember, eita was friends with yn for like 3 years at least before any of that physical intimacy happened 😭 and we’re not even 3 months into everything with sae !!! trust ໒꒰ྀི◜ ཅ ◝ ꒱ྀི১ heheheh

#mail : 🐈‍⬛ anon ! #re: priceless

[simpjaes]

this fic might be life changing for me from the looks of it.

- 🐈‍⬛

i can only hope so <3 im fr putting my entire life force into it ngl, so someone else better at least like it a lil bit. hope it's you :D

#🐈‍⬛ anon #mail #love when u guys hype me #; 3 ;

[sister-lucifer]

🐈‍⬛ anwok

:3

very cute, i like it

i hope to see you in my inbox more often kitty, you’re very interesting and fun to talk to xx

#🐈‍⬛ anon #i’ve got mail!

[bbina]

btl finally done 💔 i’m unwell user bbina

🐈‍⬛

btl finally wrapped things up im crying 😭

#mailbox #btl ask #★.mail: 🐈‍⬛ anon

[l3viat8an]

Hey babe! How's it going?

On topic of weird videos... This one is very 18+ and only for audience with balls of steel or however you call this

Viewer discretion is advised

https://youtu.be/Jp02zEGc3cM

Love ya!

🐈‍⬛~

Hiii sweets! I’m good today!

and omggg that video:….man i don’t even know what to say…..the bear was absolutely terrifying 😰😰😰

‘n love ya too <333

#Hsjahaja the video killed me #🐈‍⬛ anon! #anon mail!

[reidsdaisies]

Hi! I’m the anon who requested the Spencer putting himself in harms way smut fic and I saw the summary on your master list and I cannot begin to explain how excited I am!!! (Obviously no rush on this fic- just wanted to share my excitement and thank you for taking the request!!)

-🐈‍⬛

eee! I’m so happy you’re excited, I was very excited to get ur request too because I had so many ideas for it! I’m about halfway done with it rn and I’m sorry it’s taking a while I’ve just haven’t found much motivation to write but I swear I will finish it, it just might not be for a little bit! 🫶

#❤️❤️❤️❤️ #🐈‍⬛ anon #you’ve (i’ve) got mail