#malka speaks

[dcmoniism]

[ so, the weekend is here. i will take the time to reply to ALL memes and drafts i have now. you should be able to find it in my pinned post under the tracker part (adding a few memes there from this morning. UNTIL THEN LET ME LEAVE YOU WITH THIS SONG. it reflects half of my muses and their relationships (allow me to tag some of the current ones this applies to) ]

yeah , i always keep

making the same mistakes,

maybe i never

deserved you anyways.

i can make you mad,

i can make you scream,

i can make you sad,

i can make leave,

i can make you hate me,

for everything,

but i can't make you

come back to me.

@survivingpierce — our first kalijah thread because he knows that although he tried to save her he didn't, he couldn't and he knows that is the reason she doesn't trust him and everyone trusts elijah so katherine not doing so hits him especially hard, steferine threads because stefan still carries the guilt of katherine's capture and supposed death even after she was found in the tomb, and even datherine because damon knows he's a ticking bomb ready to go off any second and she's usually at the receiving end of it, unfortunately.

@starwrittenfates — our current snily thread when she finds out severus became a death eater to protect her. he will wish he had not done it at all, but it's too late. she can't even bring herself to be around him. in that moment, he will definitely wish to be james for the sake of being able to see her, talk to her still.

@italianexotiicbeauty — elijah and him putting his family above them, seth and his constant fear of bringing death to those he loves which makes him push her away, damon because he knows he is complicated to be with and though she keeps trying he always finds a way to fuck up in the end.

@malka-lisitsa — stefan would have rather katherine felt all those ways towards him than her passing, he believes he cannot bring her back to him, unknowing that she has been there all along.

@safestpsychoticbiitch — if things go down according to canon, klaus will end up finding elena and using her in the ritual. i am almost certain that not knowing whether their latest 'prisoner / guest' will wake up may have a certain someone feel this way. oh, the panic.

more may be added as i remember them throughout the day.

#* ˖ ·ﾟ OOC ╱ sylas speaking ❣ #survivingpierce #starwrittenfates #italianexotiicbeauty #malka lisitsa #safestpsychoticbiitch #/ it's also a song that resonates so hard with me #Spotify

[feckless-royalty]

Small starter for @malka-lisitsa

"Tell me how you want to feel and I'll make you a cocktail that will drop you on your ass."

#speaking: eliot #malka lisitsa

[little-miss-buffy]

OOC

// @malka-lisitsa pointed this out to me today and the more I listen to it, the more I agree:

#//mun speaks #malka lisitsa #//what's a king to a God

[feckless-royalty-archived]

starter for @malka-lisitsa

"Skadi's tits, did you 'ave to do that?"

"Am I bleeding?? Curse these bloody bones for breaking too easily these days. "

#speaking: kol #malka lisitsa #short starter

[endlss-voiid-archive]

@malka-lisitsa continued

❛I don't normally take kindly to threats of any kind, even those that are not fully directed at me, like the one you just uttered, but I suppose I can be lenient on this occasion because we are not that different from each other and you have the appearance of someone who has survived things that would break most people.❜ He says after watching her play with her knife for an extended period of time. He is almost tempted to levitate the knife just out of her reach and watch her flail around trying to get it, but he senses she, like himself, dislikes being taunted by someone who believes they are the superior individual of the two.

Smoke quickly replaces air in his lungs as his lips clasp around his cigarette, dancing on the tip of his pointed tongue before being blown into the sticky, oppressively hot night air. ❛You have earned my respect, which probably means nothing to you but I feel like saying it all the same. I hope we can be friends, you and I.❜

@malka-lisitsa

#malka-lisitsa #/ Lupin is trying to be nice and respectable to Katherine here / #/ He's not used to speaking this formal and polite #/ Doing it for the kill / (IN CHARACTER) #/ Void of the endless/ (MAIN VERSE) #/Endless darkness/ (QUEUE)

[pohlepen]

WRITE STARWARS VERSE THINGS WITH ME YOU COWARD

yeah, okay.

#malka lisitsa #malka-lisitsa #“ ⍀ ask. « god knows what out there lies. #( NOVI FORGIVE ME ) #( my brain is very small and very mushy and i want to plot all the star wars things with you all the time ) #( i am nyooming to discord as we speak <3 ) #( you are the baddest bitch i know and ily )

[thesacrificialxlamb]

So you were willing to kill your little lady love for a grudge? My my 'heartless' must be a Mikaelson inherited trait.

"A grudge, or to rid the world of the monsters that we are? Sage would have understood." He knew that was a lie, she never would have agreed with the plan if she had known. "At the time I didn't realize she was still alive Katherine. I only found out afterwards."

#malka lisitsa #;answered asks #meme(s) #he figured this was an answer to the yes so he could actually speak lmao

[ascrambledmessofmuses]

Star emoji x 12

#[ momma satan speaks; kids don't listen ] ooc #malka-lisitsa #[ i don't need your opinion ; i queue what i f*cking want ] queue

[knightinkosherarmour]

List of Magi and Other Characters Associated with the First Deimos Explorator Fleet

Fabricator Minoris Technoarcheologist Magos Domina Aleph-Gimmel Bellerov-2.0 (she/her): a xenarite who is in charge of the fleet and mostly responsible for the current state of the fleet in a penitent crusade they have just not returned from. Her specialty is wraithbone-necrodermis fusions to cancel out warp energies. She is rather brazen about her xenarite tendencies that emerged after a meeting with Cawl a few hundred years ago. Before said meeting she was a hardline orthodox techpriest. She is however an incredibly competent technoarcheologist and administrator, keeping the Fleet together. She was originally a diplomat for the fleet and for that reason has not had a lot of outward facial augmentations to make coordinating with other parts of the Imperium easier.

Mechasapient Magos Tsephor (he/him): Aleph-Gimmel's oldest friend and a manipulus magos only concerned with the care of the pteraxii of the fleet. Pteraxii are both symbols of good luck and his only obsession. He is a blank and utterly unconcerned with matters of religious importance as long as he can ensure his "birds" are well taken care of. He is not a xenarite and only in the fleet's penitent crusade due to close association with Aleph-Gimmel. 

Datasmiths Pot-Ketl (he/it/they): a pair of Datasmiths or just one Datasmith who is either two techpriests who have augmented themselves into one person or one priest who split his brain in twain. They always speak in union and are on the FDEF for suspected experiments with Abominable Intelligence in their kastelan robots. However the Kastelans have been functioning better than ever before so this goes largely uncommented on. They have a piece of archeotech that allows them to communicate between each other across almost limitless distance. 

Skitarii Marshall Kattal-4/28 (it/they): head of security aboard the fleet and Aleph-Gimmel’s personal Ark Mechanicus, Deimos’s Cog, it is the perfect representation of Aleph-Gimmel’s experiments with xenotech with much of their own augments being supplamneted by necrodermis and wraithbone supports. Their own personal weapon was stolen from a slain Aeldari warrior. Kattal-4/28 does not speak often but aboard the FDEF it is known two things. They speak with the vox of their Fabricator Minoris and they are given far more autonomy than any skitarii ought to, even by the liberal standards of the FDEF. Before becoming a Marshall it worked often with sicarian units and have grown fonder and fonder of cloak and dagger operations. 

Admiral Ezekiel Bendavid (he/him): the head of the accompanying imperial Navy flotilla. He is the latest in a long line of scions of the Bendavid dynasty, skilled Navy commanders. He wished too be a general in the guard since reading the works of General Jenit Sulla and the exploits of Hero of the Imperium Ciaphas Cain. He is adept at void warfare and longs for the boarding actions of his youth when he was allowed to fight the enemy hand to hand and not kept cooped up in the battle deck of his ships.

Artificer Siderénia Teleiótita (he/they): the Chapter Master of the Ironsong Chapter of the Adeptus Astartes. They claim in public to be sons of Ferrus Manus but in reality are an experiment made by the magi of Deimos using the geneseed of Fulgrim. Siderénia Teleiótita is the second chapter master of the Ironsong and has struck a balance between the industrial and artistic factions of the chapter embodies both ideals of a refined noble knight and master of mechanized warfare whenever the situation calls for it. 

Malka the Phobeian (he/she):the head of one of Deimos’s several knightly houses who joined the fleet because her enginseer-Sacristan was sentenced there. He doesn't quite understand how a tech priest could commit heresy. That’s for more religious individuals, in the meantime she focuses on honor in battle, obliterating the enemies of the Emperor and ensuring the noble lineage of his house. He was never supposed to be the head of House Phobeian, the Terror of Phobos, but the next six heirs and children of her father all died in mysterious circumstances. Her Sacristan has assured her he is completely safe within her knight. Her melding with the throne mechanicum years ago stripped back many of her more shy and soft aspects of his personality. 

Inquisitor Seraph Seraphdottior (she/her): an inquistor self appointed to monitor the FDEF, a member of the Ordo Machinum who is sure that Aleph-Gimmel has already fallen to Tzeentch, Admiral Ezekiel Bendavid to Khorne, and Artificer Siderénia Teleiótita to Slaanesh. She will only act however once she has concrete evidence because several plants and fleets worth of ships and technology are on the line. Seraphdottior has worked with the Prefecture Magisterium in the past. She is far colder and more aloof than most of the tech priests aboard the FDEF, because she is after all the Judgment Of The Emperor and can be allowed no errors.

#deimos awaits #admech #adeptus mechanicus #40k #warhammer 40k #knight talks

[dcmoniism]

She said she is the only one that should be booping her boys.

all three of her men absolutely loved hearing that.

although they think it's a little possessive, they don't mind it one bit when it comes to you, miss katherine.

you may have created a bit of a problem between them though, as now they all wish to fight for your attention.

#* ˖ ·ﾟ OOC ╱ sylas speaking ❣ #malka lisitsa #/ you just created a problem #/ who will win this

[kadoore]

March 2023 Queer Adult SFF Books!

THE MIMICKING OF KNOWN SUCCESSES by Malka Older 3/7/2023

f/f

gaslamp mystery, but make it Jupiter

platform-livin' on a gas giant

cozy Holmes/Watson vibes

ARCA by G.R. Macallister 3/7/2023

sapphic MCs, pan and nb side characters

picks up where SCORPICA left off

that is, a matriarchical society where politics and magic clash and a fragile peace might soon come undone

THE FAITHLESS by C.L. Clark 3/7/2023

f/f

sequel to THE UNBROKEN

those ARMS

found family vs found my family

the queen might be hot af but she's still trying to conquer your people

it's time for a revolution

PROUD PINK SKY by Redfern Jon Barrett 3/14/2023

m/m

the alt-historical, glittering queer metropolis of Berlin draws two fleeing gays toward (supposed) sanctuary

but even in a queer utopia, there's strife and division amongst the gays

FEED THEM SILENCE by Lee Mandelo 3/14/2023

f/f established couple

hey we can translate wolf speak!

oh, what they're saying is pretty interesting

let's just be wolves

well that escalated quickly

BITTER MEDICINE by Mia Tsai 3/14/2023

bi MCs in a m/f relationship

xianxia-inspired romantic fantasy between a descendant of the Chinese god of medicine and an elf security expert

magical calligraphy, cursed children, & murderous younger brothers

WE DREAM OF GODS by Devin Madson 3/21/2023

m/m, plus bi characters

puts the epic in epic fantasy

necromancy & tasteful beheadings & empire building, yesss

4th & final book in the REBORN EMPIRE, which started with WE RIDE THE STORM

THE BLOOD HOURS by Ann H. Fox 3/21/2023

bi MC

magic-users are marked with how long they're allowed to live before they're hunted by priests as sacrifice

MC got 72 years; his sister only 10

So when his sister enters the hunt, so does he

LOKI'S RING by Stina Leicht 3/28/2023

many queer POV characters

a crisis team of middle-aged folks are stranded on a planet under quarantine

adopted AI children & alien-made solar systems

same universe as PERSEPHONE STATION

BLACKHEART GHOSTS by Laure Eve 3/30/2023

f/f

queer Arthurian urban fantasy with motor bikes?? And illegal magic???

illusionists, betrayal, and half-drowned strangers 🧑‍🍳🤌

sequel to BLACKHEART KNIGHTS

More queer 2023 books: January | February | April

#queer books #get your queer books #queer adult sff books

[feckless-royalty-archived]

"HEY. Matty blue eyes. You said you'd help me get in shape. What are we doing standing around, lets GO."

"Well I didn't think you'd be so excited to go jogging, give me a second.."

#answered #malka lisitsa #speaking: matt

[havvkinsqueen]

How do you best like to be loved?

hear me with an honest heart

people hear without really listening, most of the time, and you hate it. you know that your words are falling dead from your mouth in a conversation as the other person just sits and waits until it is their turn to talk again. you crave more, you want to be heard with a purpose and an honesty of intentional knowing. because you are so many things, and they live within you, and you want to share them, but it is hard, because to speak is to allow someone to listen. to speak is to chance being heard. and if you are heard, and if they listen, then they will know. my darling dove, you deserve to be known. you deserve to talk until your voice gets rough and to have someone listen to every word. you deserve the kindness of an active investment by another in what it is you have to say. it isn't selfish, i promise, i swear.

Tagged by; @malka-lisitsa

Tagging; @vitaegratis , @edhellfire , @miercolaes or @bahrbae , @dreameasel , @thebabysittertm , @cruelprincae , @svnflowehrs (For Stiles) , @nanlanmo

#come closer honey that's better */ dash game #// this is upsettingly accurate #Literally sounds like something Eddie’s said to her.

[freak1ish]

which "evil" woman from mythology/folklore are you ?

LILLITH. Lilith, from Jewish folklore, was the first wife of Adam. One story tells that Lilith refused to lay beneath Adam during sex. She believed they were created equal, both from the dust of the earth, thus she should not have to lay beneath him. After Adam disagreed, Lilith fled the Garden of Eden to gain her independence. In most manifestations of her myth, Lilith represents chaos, seduction and ungodliness. You are independent and courageous. You may be seen as bold and brash, but in reality your solitude is important to you. You don't like being tied down. You pride yourself on being honest, but this may cause hurt feelings in others. You prefer confrontation to letting things fester. Those closest to you admire your drive and your ability to speak your mind.

Tagged by. Stolen from @talentforlying

Tagging. @malka-lisitsa @ravenskeeper @riselazarus @cxpperhead @irrwicht @heirofhermes @barachhiels @badassxbirdy @whcwashe @luposcainus and anyone else who wants to do this.

#/ What if I say I am not like the others / ( Introspection's ) #/ into the void / ( queue )

[salvatoraes-moved]

BOLD any fears which apply to your muse. Italicize what makes them uncomfortable.

the dark. fire. open water. deep water. being alone. crowded spaces. confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness. prison. blood. drowning. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment.  loss. the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises. being touched. sex. chains. inner demons. hallucinations. staring. going berserk. betrayal.

tagged by : @darehearts , thank you bb ! tagging : @forbaes , @jeditrash , @elenaes , @1095fm ( griffin ) , @neptunc ( lianne ) , @adoredycu ( blake ) , @fire-hoes , @appleyed , @goofily ( helena ) , @malka-lisitsa , @neverafters ( bekah ) , @unsorrow ( elena ) , @shesdaylight , @jer3miah , @fairyt0ld ( meggie or any sw muse ) & you, steal it !

#𝑽. * 。⁎ 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐋𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐅𝐔𝐍. 、dash games. #𝑰. * 。⁎ 𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐄𝐒. 、introspection.