#me looking at my notes app like 👁👄👁

[leejungchans]

— juliet’s archive #4

(a/n: me working backwards on juliet’s archive 💀 i made this with an app called social dummy so it’s not going to look the same as an actual youtube video so please ignore any inconsistencies🥺)

warnings: mentions of low self-esteem

note: juliet’s archive is her series of solo content on ateez’s youtube channel (in the same realm as mars asmr, sanchelin guide, etc.)

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— notes;

oh boy, it’s sad boy hours 😔

this video was uploaded around mid-2020, a little before ateez’s comeback

the lyrics (which are in both korean and english) were entirely written by juliet, the song was composed by both her and hongjoong, and he did the arrangement

as you may be able to tell from the title of the song, this was a really sad song essentially about juliet’s struggle with low self-esteem, and how she’d constantly feel that she was never enough for anything, hence the title “i don’t like me”; she doesn’t like herself, and she doesn’t like that she feels this way about herself

there is no real music video for the song; it’s a photo of juliet facing the ocean and the editing team at kq edited the waves to look like they were continuously flowing in a loop

the video ends with a black screen with the sentence “i want to like me” in both korean and english.

this song is one of the things juliet is the proudest of to this day; not necessarily because it’s groundbreaking or anything revolutionary, but because this song captures a lot of her vulnerability and internal struggles, and she’s grateful that she was able to put it into a song and share with others, in hopes that it will bring them comfort from knowing that they’re not alone in struggling with such feelings

this song was a pretty secret project; obviously their team at kq knew about it, but juliet wanted to keep it a secret from the boys (with the exception of joong since she came to him asking if he could help her produce this song) because it wanted to be a surprise

of course, after they found out about it they freaked out; even though the song made them sad they were super proud of her!!!!!

anyways 👁💧👄💧👁 this song is a huge slap in the face to anyone who says juliet is not main-vocalist material; okay vocals!!! we see you!!!!!

— atiny’s reactions;

no one was okay 👁💧👄💧👁

#WeLoveYouJuliet trended for a few hours on twitter after this video dropped

atiny’s want the studio version @/kq pls give the people what they want </3

besides the fact that everyone was a soft mess after listening to the song, they were so!! proud!!!! to know that juliet wrote and composed the song

she did that!!!!

a/n: um hello 🥺🥺 so i posted yesterday about how i’m currently feeling a bit lost with my writing and i’m not sure what kind of content you’d like to see in regards to juliet or my other works...in other words, uni is really kicking my butt and it’s making me feel very powerless and sluggish :/ so while i’m not taking requests it would mean the world to me if you could take some time to lmk what you’d like to see from me 🥺

eg. more scenarios of juliet with the boys? how juliet would react to xxx? how the boys would react when juliet xxx? scenarios of her relationship with other idols? posts about any other info you’d wanna know about juliet? fics about a skz/atz member x reader? 👉👈

please feel free to send me any kind of feedback!! 💖

#misc.juliet #archive.juliet #ateez 9th member #9th member of ateez #ateez ninth member #kpop oc #idol oc #ateez oc #kpop addition #idol addition #ateez addition #kpop imagines #idol imagines #ateez imagines #kpop au #idol au #ateez au

[paleimitation-if]

i have similar taste in webtoons to you, do you have any IF recommendations?

OH SWEET okay so i'm an avid reader myself (which is horrible for my free time but) here's some i've read recently! i'll probably do a continuation later because there's a Lot

you live and fern by @beetlebethwrites who has suuuch vivid and comforting characters

all paths lead to the underground by @pol-writes which is set in a dystopian future (!!!) and cyberpunk lives in my brain rent free

hollowed minds by @shai-manahan where you play as a disgraced detective with all the angst and destruction that follows

body count by @bodycountgame since i think everyone should get to play a sexy murder mystery <3

event horizon by @if-eventhorizon is the most insane project i've ever seen, with an incredibly fleshed out universe. sci-fi in space with a bunch of fucked up people what could be better

the golden harp by @thegoldenharp because PIRATES and TENSION and PIRATES did i mention PIRATES

larkin by @larkin-if for your daily dose of vampires. and cowboys. both, even. (and who doesn't love dad man bastard wyatt)

attollo by @attollogame with an amazing neo-noir experience in a world that pretty much wants you dead!!! but everyone is really hot so that's a win

nevermoore by @asteristories since everyone should have the choice to simply say "no <3" to death and get revived in a undying town

#let's call this part one #me looking at my notes app like 👁👄👁 #so many ifs..... #anyways play these games! #or else i'll show up at your door and make capybara noises #recommendations