#meen can act through subtle movements

[queersouthasian]

Guys, I love Tew SO MUCH and I am so heartbroken. Tew most probably has been alone for so long with having solely Tul by his side, the only man who knows what Tew is and loves him the way he is. Then he meets guy. This sweet cute boy who continuously antagonises himself, who is always left behind, who is so awkward and lovely, who respects and cares and is concerned for Tew the way he wished for god knows how long. Tew finally found someone whose words alone brings him comfort. The moments when he genuinely feels "normal", feels seen and heard, cared for, concerned for are the moments he shares with this boy. This boy who is so pretty, in such less amount of time, has such power over him, and he lets himself go. Tew lets himself feel this for once. And fucking everything gets washed away, gets snatched away from him, in a moment because Wahl can't keep his tongue inside and digs up shit. The way Tew's face lit up when he saw guy, the way the same face faltered when he realised guy knows about him and for fuck's sake AGAIN he would be treated like he is some killing machine some kind of beast who needs to be feared and scrowled upon, AND THE FACT that he would most definitely push guy away to keep him safe, away from the hell he supposed to be ruling, he would isolate himself AGAIN 'cause why would anyone want him? Right? The way in the same episode he says how life is uncertain and he doesn't want to regret not seeing guy again in context to the fact that he is always in danger, can be killed anytime, by anyone AND now he most probably never wants to see guy's pretty face, THE SAME FACE WHICH BROUGHT COMFORT TO HIM, 'cause he got 'outed' by wahl. I am so sad 'cause Tew loves that boy, the way he can be genuine, a normal man in love, and was so happy throughout the series and everything get's snatched from him in a moment.

#heartbroken #lgbtq #bl drama #my dear gangster oppa the series #my dear gangster oppa #meen x ping #guy x tew #I hate wahl so much #I am just so sad #my babyboys #meen can act through subtle movements #so well