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murdrdocs · 6 months
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BUT YOU'RE NOT MINE. miguel o'hara
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description. if you're not his to have, why do you look like the one he has loved? why do you spread your legs and whine and moan for him?
includes. DARK CONTENT 18+, DUBCON & CNC ELEMENTS (it's complicated fr), SMUT 18+, slightly angsty but mostly filfthy smut, fem!reader, massive size kink, dacryphilia, p n v, oral (fem receiving), animalistic miguel (fangs and claws included), possessive miguel, reader is a variant of miguel's late wife, reader's miguel is dead, slight dumbification, power play, cervix kissing, brief mention of paralyzing reader unwillingly, told from miguel's pov (still 2nd person), creampies, like 3 spanish pet names (author does not speak spanish)
wc: 5.5k+
fanart creds to @shuploc
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He stalks his prey from the window. 
The house looks the same. There’s not much dust anywhere, there’s still four seats at the kitchen table and the still slightly cluttered island, the couches are the same worn in set. He can’t tell what the floorboards are like from outside, but he figures that there’s still the scratches from young Gabriella, or the times he dragged his luggage across the living room instead of picking it up like you wanted him too. 
He wonders if the kitchen has the one mixed matched knob on the furthest left cabinet like his house does. He remembers the time he underestimated his anger fueled strength, leading to the custom made knob being ripped off the wood. He remembers how upset you were for a second, mourning the loss, and then the flare of lust in your eyes as you looked at him. 
You look the same. 
A little thinner, clothing a little more muted than before, but you’re still you. 
Even though he knows you’re not the woman he married. 
And he’s not the Miguel you married. 
But you’re still his wife. 
He notices you wear your wedding ring, the band accompanying it, and he notices you’re wearing the necklace he got you for your first anniversary. So much is the same that he finds it hard to believe he’s in a different universe. He’s finding it hard to believe that he wasn’t supposed to be here. 
But the confusion on your face when you open the door quickly reminds him. 
It takes a while for you to calm down from the hysterics. He makes you your favorite tea, marveling, because this is the same, too. He rubs your back when you start to inch more towards him than away. He coos in your ear lovingly, calling you the sweet pet names that you always responded to. 
And when your cheeks are dried just enough, Miguel’s lips are on yours. 
He meant to lead more up to it. He didn’t even think he came here for this. But you smell like you and you look like you and you feel like you and Miguel just couldn’t take it anymore. 
You stall in the kiss, freezing against him, but Miguel continues. He knows you love him. He knows you’re as eager to see him as he is to see you. And he knows you want him as much as he wants you. 
You kiss him tentatively at first, and Miguel slows to let you set the pace. He follows your lead, gently connecting his lips with yours, a hand rising to cup your cheek. He slides his palm towards your head to stick his fingers tips in your roots, digits separating around your ear. It’s shocking almost, how his hand envelopes your entire cheek; fingers spread close to your eye all the way down to your jaw. 
And it’s with this –– and your hands going to his shoulders –– that Miguel realizes just how much bigger than you he is. He almost dwarfs you in comparison, having both stature and structure over you. 
The thought makes him animalistic. 
He groans into the kiss, his other hand cupping your other cheek, and he can’t take it slow much longer. He kisses you aggressively, noses smashing together before he tilts his head, and even then his nose digs into your cheek. 
You hum, slightly apprehensively, and Miguel feels your eyebrows furrow. Your hands lay over his, and he thinks you’re going to push him away. He prepares himself. 
But you don’t. 
You keep kissing him, movements still slow so you don’t move in time like you should. 
But Miguel’s forgiving. 
He takes one of his hands away to slide it down your back, rough palm rubbing against the worn in fabric of your crewneck. It fits you a little big, Miguel remembers from when he came in, and he wonders if it’s his. The him from here, smaller due to the lack of necessity to go out in a Spiderman suit. 
The envy that he feels makes him aggressive. This time he growls. 
Miguel fists the back of your shirt, using his grip to pull you impossibly closer, and it’s with this movement that you pull back. 
He chases your lips, and you let him kiss you once, twice, and Miguel goes for a third time until your lips pull from his with a smack. 
“Miguel …” you say, voice uneasy, a little shy. Not like his wife but he remembers that you’re not his wife. 
He’s instantly apologizing, fear rising in his chest. “I’m sorry. Am I too much?”
Your smile is soft and comforting. Miguel quickly feels at ease and he suddenly wants to cry. Just the effect you’ve always had on him. 
“No. You’re never too much for me. I’ll always want you. Always.” 
And that’s the same too. His eyes soften for a second, widening as his eyebrows lift. He searches your gaze for the look, the one that tells him you want this, that this is where you want the night to go. Because he doesn’t know if that’s what you mean. 
But you smile gently, you nod, you bite down onto your bottom lip, and Miguel knows. 
His body engulfs yours. 
You lay there, small in structure, but also in nature, too. You look shy, timid, intimidated by the large man above you. Which does nothing but hardens the prominent length between Miguel’s legs. 
He likes that he has this above you. He likes that your safety, your pleasure, your comfort, all relies on him. 
Most of all, he likes how your legs spread for him, even though your mouth says something different. 
“Miguel, I don’t think we should do this. You’re not my husband, you—“
“I’m not?” He dips down, teeth nipping at your neck. It’s just his front ones this time. He licks the spot, kisses it. “Am I not your husband?” 
Your head shakes and your hands go to his shoulders. 
“N … No. You’re not my Miguel. You’re not the father of my child.” 
Miguel hisses and his chest flares with anger. He didn’t need the reminder, not at a moment like this. He fists the sheets beside your head to calm himself, but when he nips you this time, it’s with his sharp canines. It’s not strong enough to pierce your skin, maybe not even strong enough to sting. 
You suck in a sharp breath anyway, realizing you did something wrong, and you’re quick to apologize, leaving Miguel to shut it down. 
“Don’t apologize, cariño. Just be good for me, yeah? Let me feel you.” 
His free hand slides down between your legs, forcibly cupping your mound, pushing the heel of his palm into the area where your clit resides. You hiss, your back arching, but your hands push at Miguel’s shoulders. 
“Mig, this isn’t right, this isn’t—“ but he’s cutting you off, tired of hearing your excuses. 
His lips kiss at the sensitive skin of your neck as he speaks, his mind racing with how soft your skin is, and how thin the layers truly are. If he wanted to, he could easily sink his fangs into you, claiming you forever. 
He considers the thought as he chooses to gently press his lips into your skin instead. 
“You don’t know how long I’ve wanted this. Missed you so much, beautiful. I need you.” Your sounds are soft, little breaths, almost mewls whenever Miguel sucks harder in a spot. 
It’s all music to his ears. It does nothing but fuels his desires more and more. He wants you louder, he wants you to whine and cry for him. 
And Miguel has always been determined. He’ll do anything to reach his goal. 
His middle and ring fingers separate from the rest on your mound to press between your lips, the pinky and pointer fingers spreading them so his middle fingers can settle between. 
Your mouth falls open. 
Miguel can tell when he hears the clearly audible breaths you let out that sound a lot more like panting than breathing. 
“You still make those pretty little noises, too, yeah?” He pulls his head out of the crook of your neck to look at you head on, brown eyes searching yours. If he’s reading you right, he’s noticing it all. There’s shock, some guilt, maybe a tiny bit of fear, but Miguel can clearly see the arousal in them. 
He can’t help but smirk, smug and overconfident as he tilts his head. “I wanna hear everything, okay? I need to hear how good I make you feel.” 
He leans down, forehead pressing against yours, and you’re so warm, nearly sweating even though Miguel has done absolutely nothing to bring you true pleasure. Your eyes close while his stay open, and Miguel takes a second to admire just how gorgeous you are. 
He takes in all of the similarities; from your eyebrows, to your eyelashes, to your nose, to your lips. But it’s beside your lip that he notices something not right. You have a scar, deep enough to be visible, clearly healed, but it’s there. His eyebrows furrow, he gets possessive, he gets angry, because you weren’t protected. You’d gotten hurt, and he knows that if he were here, the Miguel above you not the other one, this wouldn’t have happened. 
So when Miguel presses his lips to yours, it’s soft at first. Gentle for a few moments as he tries to communicate the fact that this Miguel, while he might not be your husband or the father of Gabriella, is willing to be your protector all the same.
He wants to be more gentle with this entire ordeal, but you start to kiss him back and he loses it again. He starts to devour you, face a little scrunched as he pushes his lips against yours, moving with a pressure and pace that overwhelms you. 
Your smaller hands fist at the fabric of his shirt, bunching the material up at his shoulders, pushing at them but Miguel barely even moves. Miguel understands that your reaction comes from the way he’s attacking your lips, but the more illogical part of his brain reasons that you want his shirt gone, so he pulls back long enough to yank the fabric over his head with one hand. 
It’s thrown off and into one of the clean corners of your bedroom, Miguel’s eyes quickly taking in just how clean the room is. He notices the lack of anything belonging to him, save for an old pair of sneakers that sit in the vicinity of his shirt. 
Sadness overtakes him for a second, but then he hears your soft “wow” and he turns back to you. Your eyes are tracing his exposed body, taking in his physique. Your hands reach out, hovering over his biceps before they rest fully upon them. It’s amusing to Miguel, the way you squeeze the area and your eyes widen more. 
Your heart starts to beat faster, Miguel can hear it in the silence of the bedroom, and when your eyes look at his again, he sees a bit of fear in them. 
He tries not to have a positive reaction to the emotion, but he can’t help it. He’s entertained, thinking of how you’re finally realizing that Miguel is bigger than you. So much bigger. He can do whatever he wants at this moment, and you have to take it. 
He doesn’t know if you’re aware, but you fucking whimper. You sound like a terrified pet, facing danger inescapable to them. 
Miguel reaches his free hand out, cupping your cheek just as his occupied hand starts to rub up and down your slit. Your lips part, your eyebrows push together, and Miguel smiles. 
“If you want me to stop, all you have to do is say it.” 
You know the code word, Miguel made sure of it before you reached the bedroom because he would never hurt you. Not if he could control it. 
You just stare at him. Not saying anything. And Miguel subtly feels your hips shift to push further down, more into his touch. 
He takes it as his go ahead. 
He sits back on his haunches, all six feet and nine inches of him, his chest rising and falling with shallowly taken breaths as he eyes you beneath him. 
Stripped of your shirt and shorts, wearing nothing but a clearly loved bra and a pair of printed cotton panties. There’s no manufactured bow in the center of them, and Miguel briefly wonders if you still have those. He thinks back to how you’d always pull them out for date nights, or nights where Gabriella wouldn’t be home, and when he’d comment on them, hinting that you were surely expecting something, you said nothing, gently smiled, and turned towards the bathroom. 
Miguel doesn’t realize it, but he’s gotten lost just staring at this single garment. Your wiggling hips breaks him out of the trance and he slips his thick fingers beneath the elastic waistband of your panties and he starts to pull them down your legs. 
The movement is awkward, a product of your refusal to work with him. Your legs are spread too far, you won’t close them enough to let Miguel slide your panties down, it fucking frustrates him. He’s holding back a growl, his lips clamped shut in a thin line so he doesn’t snarl. 
“Baby, just close your legs a little, let me–” but his words are cut off as Miguel grips one side of your underwear with both hands, and then the fabric is broken into two. 
A sharp gasp from you and your legs clamp shut. But Miguel’s not having any of that. His hands, palms rough against your soft skin, grips your knees, muscles barely flexing as he easily pulls your legs apart. 
He briefly wonders if the lack of resistance comes from your own personal will, or if he’s just that much stronger than you. Either thought has Miguel feeling a little dizzy, his blinks slowing as your opened legs reveal a slickened cunt. 
Pretty, glistening with your juices, evidence of how much your body wants him. He starts to salivate a little, his enhanced nose picking up on the aromatic scent coming from you. 
Miguel barely realizes that it’s happening, but suddenly he’s leveled with your cunt and his breath is fanning against the most sensitive parts of you. 
You jump, moving a little further up the bed and away from him, your escape futile when large hands drape over the tops of your thighs, pulling you back to him and pushing you down into the mattress simultaneously. 
Miguel’s sure that the sound that escapes from your mouth would’ve been a whimper if he hadn’t decided that now was the time to lick a long stripe from the lowest point of your cunt, to the clit. 
It’s slow, a little torturous on his end, but it’s worth it with the reaction you give him. 
Mouth dropping, eyes widening as your eyebrows attempt to meet in the middle, your hands fisting the sheets, your hips trying to pull away from him and get closer at the same time. 
How reactive you are does nothing but excite Miguel. 
He launches forward, head burying in your essence, his nostrils flaring as he takes deep inhales. He gets lightheaded for a second, the dizziness coming back, but he reminds himself to breathe when his nose bumps against your clit and he hears you take a deep inhale. 
What follows is Miguel O’hara behaving in a way that can barely be akin to a man, more akin to a beast, as he tries his best to devour you. The sounds are sinful; Miguel’s saliva combining with your wetness, his tongue uncoordinated as it plunges into your walls and comes back out to slurp the surrounding area. 
This isn’t his best work, and he wants to correct his technique to bring you more pleasure, but he can’t get enough. He’s like a man starved, attempting to consume a meal as if someone’s waiting to take it away from him. 
Briefly, he’s reminded that someone could take this all away. He can’t stay for long, or else your universe could collapse. He shouldn’t be here in the first place. But his greed, the very thing he’s displaying now, brought him here, completely on selfish desires. 
Guilt attempts to cloak his being, but you whine and Miguel’s right back in it. 
He lifts his mouth to wrap his lips around your clit. He sucks, once, twice, flattens his tongue to swirl the bud around, and then he bares his teeth, turns his head to the left, and his right fang gently connects with the sensitive nerve ending. 
A little gasp comes from you. “Fuck,” you whisper, and Miguel wouldn’t have heard it if it weren’t for his enhanced hearing.
It’s a positive reaction, he figures, so he does it again. And again. And one more time before he has two fingers plunging into your walls, inching further in even as you heave. 
“Not used to this, are you? Your little fingers haven’t been cutting it. Need something bigger to fill you up.” 
Miguel lifts himself again, arm going to rest beside your head, body hovering over yours once more. 
You don’t say anything, but Miguel’s fine with that. The pads of his fingers are deep inside of you, they’re massaging your walls, curled and reaching for the spot that Miguel still hasn’t forgotten. He finds it after a little too long, and you try to stifle the sound by biting onto your bottom lip, but Miguel can see the pleasure. 
It shows in your wide, pleading eyes. In your raised eyebrows. In your flared nostrils. 
He smirks, proud of himself, and pays special attention there. 
“That’s it. There it is. ‘S all the same.” 
He kisses your cheek and his fingers slowly pull out, only to thrust back in, finding the area of that spot over and over again. It has you mewling, your legs spread, your body clearly enjoying it even though you pretend the opposite. 
“Mig, Miguel, please, I … I’m, it’s all…” You’re saying so much but so little. Little jumbles of words that preface something that never comes. He can’t tell if you’re begging him to keep going or to stop. He doesn’t know if he could stop even if he wanted to. 
Not with the way you’re so obviously close. 
One of your hands fling to wrap around Miguel’s wrist, and he fucking laughs when he sees that your pointer finger and thumb is miles apart, on opposites sides of his wrist. 
“Don’t know how you’re gonna take this cock, baby. So fucking tiny beneath me. ‘M gonna split you open.” The words are whispered in your ear, meant as a warning, maybe even a promise, but it feels borderline threatening coming through his bared teeth. 
Your head turns away from him, your eyes squeeze shut, and you’re practically intelligible when you say, “‘M close.” 
It’s like Miguel’s been presented with a goal that could alter everything. He needs to make you come, this time being the first of many tonight. 
He has a thirst that can only be satisfied by feeling your walls squeeze and flutter around his fingers. 
He kisses your temple, his fingers speed up, and he’s encouraging you. 
Not even a few moments later Miguel’s fingers are constricted. His hand lifts with your hips, his ears drink in the sounds you let out; little moans and huffs of air that you’re clearly trying to keep hidden. Which Miguel is fine with for now, because he knows in due time you’ll be screaming around his cock, not even aware of the sounds that you make as you reside in complete ecstasy. 
You’re barely calmed down, the occasional twitch still in your legs, before you’re looking over at him. 
He stands off to the side of the bed now, eyes on you as his thumbs dig into the elastic of his gray sweatpants. He tugs them down, watching your eyes trail down his body. He exhales, abs flexing with the breath, and your eyes get just a little wider. 
But when his sweats are on the floor, and he’s stepped out of them, your eyes are low, lidded not just from the directional change, trained on the way his cock is straining against the stretchy fabric of his briefs. 
He steps closer, hand cupping your cheek, head dipped as he looks at you. 
“Would you like to do the honors?” A phrase he’s uttered frequently to you in this setting. Usually a wicked smile, and eager hands is your response. 
Now, you tilt your head, assumingly letting the words translate in your head, and Miguel realizes that it’s really been a while since you’ve had your Miguel. 
When you understand, your hand reaches out to his boxers, but then it stops midway. 
Miguel nods. “Come on, don’t be shy.” 
Then your nails scratch at his lower abdomen, beginning to stick under the elastic. 
“There you go.” His eyes turn down, watching his crotch, watching your hand disappear beneath the fabric. They flutter shut when you wrap your hand around him. 
The first touch is always the best for Miguel. He shudders, the feeling translating to a shaky breath. 
He wants to keep his eyes closed, basking in the feeling of you starting to timidly stroke him, but he feels eyes on him, and there’s nothing Miguel loves more than your eyes. 
So he looks down at you, he watches you as your hand trails to the tip of his cock, thumb smearing the precum along the circumference to give you better slip. 
Your hand glides up and down the expanse of Miguel’s cock, feeling him up, working him slowly. 
It feels nice. But it’s not nearly enough. 
Miguel takes the liberty to pull his briefs down his hips, the garment meeting the same fate as his pants. 
Your hand is still around him, but your grip falters just a bit when his cock springs free. 
Miguel watches your eyes size him up, taking in the sheer length and girth of him. 
He can already predict what you’re going to say before you go. 
“Miguel. It’s not gonna fit.”
The fear returns to you. It shines in your eyes, flares in your chest, scrapes up your limbs and leaves goosebumps in its trail. 
His head shakes. “It’ll fit, amor. I’ll make sure it fits.” 
He wants the words to soothe you. He hopes the words will soothe you. 
But as he situates himself between your legs, as he arranges your legs to lay over his, as he starts to line himself up, you look even more fearful. 
You’re clenched tight, it’s showing in your entire body, so Miguel rubs his thumbs along your hips, and he gives you what he thinks is a comforting look. He hasn’t been able to contort his features into that look for a while now, and he’s sure that he’s out of practice, but it works.
Your eyes set on his face, they roam over his features, then they lock onto his eyes like meeting a target. 
There’s an unspoken agreement for him to proceed. 
So he does. 
You’re tight. Miguel knew you would be, but it’s still slightly unexpected. He can’t help but hiss as the head starts to breach. You’re tight. 
“Baby. Let me in. Breathe.”
You try to do so, but it’s like no matter how many calming breaths you take, you get tighter as Miguel continues to push. 
It gets to the point where Miguel has no choice but to keep going, hoping that his attempt at soothing words work as he buries himself to the hilt. Miraculously, it’s only then that you relax, the feeling of loosening alerting Miguel of the change. 
He looks at your expression, satisfied to see your features slack, starting to morph into pleasure once more. 
He starts to move, slow drags out and even slower pushes back in. 
They’re intended to allow you room to adjust, to cease your whines and provide you comfort, in an alarmingly discomforting situation. Miguel thinks it’s working. You go mostly silent, he wrenches his eyes closed in pleasure, but they peel back open whenever he hears sniffles. 
It’s impossible for him to continue holding back when you look at him all pretty like this. Tears streaming down the sides of your face, pooling in your hair, salty liquid sticking your eyelashes together as you blink pathetically up at him. 
Something tugs at him, telling him to give it his all. 
So he does. He takes what he wants. 
He takes what he deserves. 
His snapping into yours with a force that sends you up the bed each time. He refuses to let you off the hook like this, hands gripping your hips, your soft and supple skin pinched between calloused fingers. You whine, crying out desperately as you push at Miguel’s hands. 
He doesn’t let up, believing that this is the only way to keep you close to him. Even if it hurts. 
He gives you some reprieve, however, taking away one of his hands to slide up the back of your thigh. He hooks your limb over his hip, encouraging you to dig your heel into the dimples at his lower back. It’s something the you that belongs to him would’ve done, and there’s a split second of fear in his chest as he anxiously waits for you to do it now. 
Whenever you do, the heel of your foot pressing into the skin right above his ass, he snarls. It’s unfiltered, an accident, but it’s real and raw. 
His claws come out and they swipe at your skin accidentally. A gasp from you, then a wince, alerts Miguel of the mishap, and his heart stops. His hips stop. He’s hurt you. He’s done the thing he swore he never would. 
You look at the bleeding cut, then at him, and Miguel doesn’t see hurt in your face. Instead, you pull him closer, arching your back, pushing your hips into his and grinding as best as you can against him. 
You go from stoic and pliant to untamed, your own nails digging into his forearms, your hips lifting off of the bed in what should be an unattractive motion. 
Yet there’s nothing that you could do that could be unattractive in Miguel’s eyes. 
He’s sworn to love you forever, despite the Universal difference. 
He licks his lips, and with the motion he feels his fangs. Sharp, pointy, ready to plunge into whatever flesh he can reach. He once again considers it for a second, sinking his teeth into your thigh and rendering your limbs useless. Keeping you stuck to the bed for him to use and abuse however he’d like. 
But you’ve been behaving so well tonight. So he finds no need. 
Miguel angles his hips differently and you whimper, the sound sweet and small and soft from you. It resembles a “hng”, tailoring off into a gasp towards the end that has Miguel grunting in response. 
“Acting like you’ve never been fucked like this before.” His voice is rough, lacking any romanticism in the tone. He could barely care less.
“Maybe you haven’t. Has no man taken you like this? This sweet, supple body, left unused for this long. You know that’s not your purpose. You’re wasting your potential, honey. This is what you’re made for.” He punctuates his statement with a piercing thrust, hitting a spot that makes you gasp sharply. 
“Made to give men like me pleasure. Not many can take what I can give, but you can, right?” You nod eagerly, seemingly attempting to prove your agreement by taking a deep breath and relaxing your cunt around Miguel enough for him to slide just a little deeper. 
He smirks, hand reaching to your tit where he strokes your nipple with his thumb. “Such a good girl. Probably make a good little housewife too. Maybe I'll stick around. We could do this more often. Get this tight little body to take me 24/7 until it’s second nature. I can feel her struggling around me. Pussy’s too tight. Hasn’t had a big cock to fill it in a while. But that’s alright, we can train her. She’ll be as good as new in no time, yeah?” 
It seems he’s fucked you too good, beyond any verbal or nonverbal responses from you. Instead, you’re a mess of whines and groans. Your mouth hangs open, drool pooling at the corner just before it fills over and slides down your chin. It doesn’t bother you, or you have more important things to focus on, because you let it glide down until it sits in your clavicle. 
Miguel’s ego inflates as he watches you fall apart like this. Earlier tonight you were the picture of perfection; a neat outfit, a neat home, your emotions and responses polished. But you shed all of that for him. Because of him. 
In his mind, there’s no greater honor. 
Especially whenever he slides his hand down to your clit, flicks your bud one, two, three, times, and then your back arches as your orgasm travels through your body. 
He sees it start in your loins first. Your pelvis rocks against his ferociously, and then it stops, twitching every so often as your orgasm travels to your limbs then. Your legs lifting, hovering on either side of Miguel and twitching sporadically as he continues to fuck you despite your feeble hands pushing at his shoulders. 
He’s bigger than you, stronger than you, smarter than you, and he knows what’s best. He knows your body better than you do. He knows you can handle another. 
He knows you need another. 
So he continues. 
He hooks your legs over his shoulders, presses his hands into the mattress on either side of your head, and starts fucking you to a second round of completion. 
Your eyes squeeze shut, your body tensing as you brace yourself through the pain. But Miguel tuts. 
“None of that, baby. Look at me. Look at who’s making you feel this way.” It takes you a second. You huff, your eyebrows push together. 
Miguel rolls his eyes. He lifts one hand, taps your cheek with enough force to have your eyes snap open, and then he grips your face. “I said: Look at me.” 
You do as told now, fear flashing through your eyes, and Miguel grins. He likes the power. He likes this feeling. 
“There you go. That’s it.” He presses a kiss to your forehead. “Now give me another. Just one more, my love.” 
He’s so deep within you, your arousal leaking out around him, giving him access to the uncharted parts of you by virtue of providing absolutely no resistance. There’s possibly the easiest slip and slide happening between the two of you, Miguel’s cock entering and exiting your cunt rapidly, shallow thrusts that reach mere inches away from your cervix each time. 
Each drive into you prompts a sound, a gasp or moan or just a force of air from your diaphragm. They spur Miguel on, the vigilante adjusting your leg over his shoulder just a little, his chest almost parallel to yours as he forces himself deeper and fucks you harder. 
“C’mon, baby. When you’re ready, just let go for me.” 
He’s close at this point, too, but he absolutely refuses to cum without you clenching around him.
His wish comes true just a few thrusts later. This orgasm builds longer, your walls starting to flutter a few moments before your moans crescendo. 
“There we go. There we––” His words are cut off short as his orgasm pushes through his body. His balls twitch, his hips stutter, and he’s shooting warm ropes into your fluttering cunt. He can feel his claws come out and pierce the fabric of your mattress, but he doesn’t think about how he’ll replace it yet. Instead he focuses on this feeling. 
The euphoria taking over every fiber of his being as his hips automatically piston into you a couple of times as your cunt greedily milks him. It’s not until he has none left that he pulls out of you, his cock steadily softening, creating a sensitivity that has Miguel wincing. 
You’re silent except for a few breaths and Miguel mirrors your state. 
You both lay there, staring at the ceiling, and Miguel looks over at you after what could be anywhere from a few seconds to a few minutes. 
You’re already looking at him, smiling softly. He smiles, too, his features getting softer whenever your hand raises and cups his cheek. He places his hand over yours, body relaxing when he feels your wedding ring. 
“I’m glad you came back to me,” you say, voice earnest and honest. 
Miguel pulls you into his chest.
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murdrdocs · 9 months
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i'm just being delusional and thinking about dilf!miguel
how gentle he would be, especially if he had any of your firsts. there's that sight hint of pride behind his words, sandwiched in with a condescending tone that would only make you feel a little more embarrassed and a lot more horny.
how big and buff he is. standing inches above you no matter your height, always looking down at you over the slope of his nose, only tilting his head down to taunt you or to give you a kiss. his hands big, able to cup your cheek or your mound effortlessly. he's clean shaven most of the time, if not all, but during those few days where he's off and relaxed there's enough scruff to pleasantly tickle your thighs when his head's between them.
his size surely extends to his dick, a nice mix of length and girth, heavy and warm when it sits in your mouth or hands. precum salty but it's his so you take that and so much more when you go down on him. the way he groans and praises you when you're choking around him, eyes leaking and rapidly blinking as your nostrils flare with forced breaths.
just everything about him screams dilf who very well could be a sugar daddy if you both decided to go that route, but either way, even if you're just dating, he's spoiling you with material items and lavish trips and loads of good sex.
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murdrdocs · 11 months
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miguel is (was) a father which means i am legally obliged to fantasize abt being his babysitter ! fem!reader
just being a college student, young, ambitious, trying to get by in the final stretch and needing just a little money from the outside to support you in the present, and future endeavors. it takes loads of searching around, and the job comes from a friend in the end. your friends mom to be exact, who swears that miguel o'hara is a nice man who looks stretched a little thin and the daycare that he frequents isn't what he needs.
you don't understand how a college student with minimal experience is any better, but he's interviewing you, asking you questions you barely stumble over, and suddenly you're the babysitter of gabriella o'hara, a sweet seven year old who just happens to have a smoking hot dad.
you try to keep things professional, and you succeed ... mostly. nothing but a few lingering glances and picking your best clothes and wearing enough makeup to look presentable. but in the end, it's him who crosses the thinly drawn line.
a night where he comes home from work earlier than expected, but he invites you to stay for dinner instead of going back to your place. your roommates are all out partying, and you aren't in the mood to be alone, so you're suddenly entertaining gabriella and helping her shower, then joining the small family at the table, trying to politely devour an amazing home cooked meal.
the night draws to a close, gabriella’s tucked into bed, first by yourself then by miguel, and you're standing at the top of the staircase, shoes in hand, purse in the other, a small smile on your lips.
"goodnight, mr. o'hara," you tell him, lifting a finger to wave best as you can as your sock-clad foot reaches out to find the first stair on the way down. but the floor creaks and you look up to see miguel approaching you until he's a half step away.
his large palms lift, they cup your cheeks, and his pink lips part as he speaks. "why don't you stay for a while longer?"
and the implications are there. they're practically written out for you. the breath is knocked from you, you take a large inhale through your nose to try and overcompensate, and just as you nod, miguel's lips are on yours. your sneakers and purse thud against the hardwood as you drop them in favor of holding onto miguel's waist, and you're incredibly thankful that gabriella is a heavy sleeper.
that night, miguel takes you into his room, the door closed and locked for the first time in a while, and you lay back on his bed, taking in the bedroom as best as you can with his head between your legs and quiet moans of his name slipping past your lips. in this most intimate moment, he treats you with the same respect that he has throughout your entire time working for him, just with an added bonus.
he still asks you if you're okay, but his praises have gone from telling you you're a great babysitter, to calling you a good girl, telling you that you're good for him. his polite touches on your shoulders in passing have turned to caressing your inner and outer thighs, or sliding up your stomach to cup your tits, rolling your nipples between his fingers.
it's something you've dreamt of, and never anticipated to become true, but you're extremely thankful that it did, and as you come on his tongue, you hope that it doesn't end here, even if the ordeal is messy and a little wrong.
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murdrdocs · 11 months
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just thinking about miguel o'hara ... coming out of the shower ...
white towel tied low on his waist, v-line extremely visible, hair leading from his belly button down to the patch that you can just barely see also made known by your wandering eyes. he moves around the room casually, talking to you about something that you just respond to in curt "uh-huh"s, all so you can look at the defined muscles of his shoulders, chest, back, arms.
everything is visible there, with just the most important parts covered, and it's nothing you haven't seen before, but it always gets you. especially with the way his hair waves more when wet, dripping down onto his shoulders, hanging over his chiseled face.
"you listening to me, amor?" his voice is low as he asks it, and he's been speaking the whole time but these words make you jump in your seat. you sit up a little straighter, take a breath, then repeat the same sound ("uh huh"). he continues speaking, and you think you're in the clear.
his back flexes as he digs into the drawer, then he turns to face you and you're met with his abs before you will your eyes to drag up and meet his. chocolate brown, framed with long, wet lashes. his pink lips parted, thick eyebrows furrow for a second, then almost-perfect teeth put on display when he smirks, open-mouthed, then closed.
"something you want?"
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murdrdocs · 7 months
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INTERVIEW 006
with. miguel o'hara
includes. everybody knows that i'm a good girl officer
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Your eyes trained on a large hand that holds a worn out pen against a notepad. The ink keeps running out and he has to shake it to revive it, cursing in Spanish under his breath. 
You make a joke about offering him a pen, but they’d all been burnt to crisps behind you. It barely lands, Officer O’Hara rewarding you with a chuckle that’s mostly a pity expulsion of air. 
“Just a few more questions,” he tells you as he flips the page. 
“You can ask me anything you want.” Your words are meant to make you seem innocent, harmless, someone who couldn’t be capable of starting a house fire. They come off sultry, which isn’t so bad. 
He asks you about a possible criminal record. You tell him you’ve been nothing but a good girl, and he freezes for just a second before he continues. 
He asks how the fire started, you tell him with just a few details left out as you take a little step closer, crossing your arms over your chest and taking a glance down to see your nipples poking through the thin fabric of your nightgown. 
The questions grow in intensity, you start to falter, stuttering a little more than you should. 
Officer O’Hara grows suspicious, head tilting, tone hardening, eyebrows pinched together. And somehow, someway, you end up in cuffs. 
The fire is put out, the firemen gone back to the station, your nosy neighbors tucked back into bed, and there’s only you and Officer O’Hara with the night as a witness. 
You deflect. 
“Do you always work alone this late?” 
His partner went into labor last minute. 
“I feel a little exposed standing here in my nightgown.” 
He offers you his jacket. 
“It’s just still a little too cold, could we get in your car?” 
He ends up in the palm of your hands, whispering his first name into the skin of your neck as you grind your scantily clad crotch over the sturdiness of his work pants. 
“Miguel. Call me Miguel.” Eager to please, you do as told, overzealous to follow such simple orders. 
You whisper his name as he peels your panties off. You say his name as a plea for more when he’s finger fucking you with two long and thick digits. You hiss his name when his thick tip stretches your walls. You moan his name when he guides your hips in a pace that is nearly too slow. 
Your hands flex around the material you have bunched up in them, rendered useless behind your back in the too-loose metal cuffs. You’re sure that with just a little uncomfortable maneuvering, you could slip out of them. 
Instead, you ask. 
Hips bouncing on Miguel’s cock in a pace he’s set, sitting in the back of his squad car, body literally held in the palm of his hands. 
But as you prettily ask for him to uncuff you, he’s already doing so. He’s promising that he’ll make you cum. He’s giving you condolences for the terrible accident you’ve been through. He’s babbling out ways he could take care of you. 
He’s fucking pussy drunk. Too lost to realize that you’ve taken over now, hands digging into his hair and the leather behind his back as you speed up, chasing your own orgasm with complete self interest. 
Officer O’Hara lets you, head burying in your neck as he circles his arms around your torso, holding you close while you use his cock for your own pleasure. 
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murdrdocs · 10 months
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Crazy blurb idea:
But being on the phone with Miguel and he goes quiet and then says “just keep talking” 🫣
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TRUST I KNOW
when his phone rang –– his actual phone, the one that only two people had the number for (you, and lego peter parker) –– he'd answered it quickly. his day had been ... harrowing, to keep it short. and even just hearing your voice was enough to take the edge off for him.
but he'd gotten lost in it. easily.
you called to ask a simple question, if he'd be home for dinner and what he would like, but then he was asking you to continue speaking, his eyes closing while he leant back in his chair.
miguel didn't mean for it to happen, but his free hand slid down his suit, and suddenly the nanotech was disappearing at his crotch until he was palming his bare dick.
you continued to walk him through your day, telling him about the small wreck you'd almost gotten in when going to the park earlier in the day, and he was supposed to be worried. miguel was a little worried. but his worries were melting into pleased sighs as he took himself in his palm.
"oh! i know you said you wanted your favorite tonight, but there's a few ingredients that i really need to use before they go bad so is it okay if we put it off until tomorrow?"
you were asking him a question. miguel heard the words, he didn't comprehend them. but he heard them. he heard the sound of the fridge opening, it rudely disrupted the sound of your voice and the way your tone went up at the end.
he should've responded, but he was lost in the thought of you doing this for him. if he'd gotten home early enough tonight, maybe you would. he considers prolonging his orgasm for then instead, but the thought of your pretty eyes looking up at him has miguel choking back a groan and squeezing his eyes shut.
"miggy? honey? are you still there?"
he sighs, a sound that is basically a strangled groan slipping past his lips as he feels the beginnings of his orgasm approaching. he knows that as this point, you probably know what he's up to, but you two don't keep secrets from each other anyway.
which is why he lets his heavy breathing become louder. why he spits into his palm and puts you on speaker, making sure you can hear the slick slap of his palm around his cock. why he throws his head back, licks his lips, and says: "just keep talking."
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murdrdocs · 10 months
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miguel's world !
☼ fluff ☽ smut (17+) ☁︎ suggestive ⛈ dark content (17+) full masterlist
note: fem! and gn! labels are given based on the use of pronouns and anatomy; fem! fics use 'she/her' or labels such as 'girl' as well as explicit fem anatomy, GN! has no use of gendered pronouns or labels and anatomy is ambiguous
miguel's insanely hot when coming out of the shower ☁︎ GN!
being miguel o'hara's babysitter ☽ fem!
more on being miguel's babysitter ☽ fem!
neighbor!miguel o'hara ☽ fem!
harddom!miguel works somewhat well with softdom!peter b ☽ fem!
baking with miguel hc ☼ GN!
phone sex with miguel ☽ GN!
miguel thinks spiderpunk's lover sounds amazing in bed ☽⛈ GN!
dilf!miguel ☽⛈ fem!
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