#mordelia petra sophie swithin youre lovely and were so glad to have you

[basilsleaf]

you know who i'm thinking about right now. baz pitch. tiny little eleven year old basilton, alone and injured and terrified in a barn having just killed his family pet in a fit of instinct that his family intentionally failed to prepare him for, all for the sake of appearences. i'm thinking about how he never thought for a second he'd get comfort from his parent, the one who is supposed to be there for him. thinking about how the only person who bothered to try and talk to him still reduced him in this moment to an extension of his family line, a line that he feels he has failed just by existing as himself. thinking about this baby and how much better he deserved.

#ill kill his whole family i swear #these adults #ill stab em #mordelia petra sophie swithin youre lovely and were so glad to have you #the rest of yall tho #catch these hands #baz #baz pitch #simon snow series #snow for christmas #mine